Nothing Personal.
Um....
The owner of this account (My best friend) Has recently just passed away. She told me about this account the night she had died. And she said her "Viewers" were really important to her. And I really didn't know what she had meant by this, until I read her official suicide note.
(Yes, she committed suicide) In the note she had explained how sorry she was for doing this, and also about this site, and her unfinished stories. I thought it was weird that she would care enough about these stories, to actually put them in a note. Seems pretty far fetched. But she did, so this must be very important to her. That's why I am telling who ever is listening. She was very important to me. I didn't know she was this sad, I know I should have been a better friend and helped her. I miss her.
And I can't believe she is really dead.
Rest in Peace Ashlee. <3 I love you and miss you like crazy.
@LongLiveUs - Nobody is really sure about what happened in her mind. I know I wish I was there with her in her last moments. She was very lovely, and very warming. And thank you so much.
@Jagk Skellington - Your comment really means a lot to me<3 I don't really understand fandoms, and such things like this. I really don't understand how you can care so much for a person that you don't even know personally. But I love how it works. No matter how much I may never understand it, I love it so much.
@All Time WTF?! - She was very kindhearted. And I know she probably felt guilty in the moment of her death. She always tried to put other needs before her own, which is why I actually love her so much. If only she could see how many people are actually mourning over her death. (Her father is taking it the hardest) I buy her flowers every weekend so far, and put them on her grave. She was loved. She still is.
And I want to thank everyone, for everything. You guys are so sweet, and thoughtful. No wonder she was always on here. She never really told me about this site until..well you know. But I wish she had sooner. This site is incredible. You all love each other, and it is so beautiful. I thank every single one of you guys thank have supported her stories, and have been there after her passing. Everything means so much. <333
8/15/14