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Nothing Personal.

One

Jack watched outside his window and the police surrounded the Gaskarth's house. Alex. Missing. It didn't seem real to Jack. He couldn't even imagine his best friend dead, or even in some dark cold grimy place. It was almost impossible.
Mrs. Gaskarth walked outside on her front porch with a bald fat cop. Tears were clearly filling her eyes. Jack let out a heavy sigh. He thought back to the last time he saw Alex. Three days ago.

"Jack-o!" Alex shouted over the teacher in math class. The teacher gave him a disapproving look as the class giggled. I was late coming to school this day because I had a doctors appointment.

"Sup Lexi." Isaid as
I plopped down beside him. Alex shrugged and began writing down notes. I took my pen and paper out and done the same. Everybody loved Alex in this school. He was popular, good looking, and a nice people person. But Alex didn't care about all the people that wanted to be his friend. He only wanted Me, Rian, and Zack.

Alex's phone buzzed, he quickly pulled it out of his pocket and opened the message. He looked
around the class in an almost panicked look.

"Everything okay?" I questioned. Alex shoved his phone back into his pocket and nodded.
I didn't believe it, but I let it go. The bell rang and that was the last I saw Alex all day. We had no other class together.

Jack sighed as he picked up his notebook full of sketches. He knew he shouldn't of ignored the way Alex was acting towards the text message. That was the last time he saw Alex. Jack regretted that day more than anything.

Where was Alex? Was he dead? Jack sure hoped not. But then again, you never know. Sometimes you have to prepare yourself for the worst. And that was exactly what Jack was doing. Jack threw his notebook to the floor of his bedroom and ran over to his bedside table and plucked his phone from the charger. He then went into his contacts and looked for Alex's name, finding it, he hit call.

The phone seemed to ring and ring. But still no answer. Jack threw his phone back down on the bedside table.

"Alex please come back." Jack whispered to himself.

Notes

Sempiternal: Never ending.

Sorry was listening to the bring me the horizon album as I was writing this >.< But anyway! Tell me what you think.

And also, very sorry this is going from first person to third. Sorry it is kinda short. (I suck at writing beginnings.) Oops.

Comments

@LongLiveUs - Nobody is really sure about what happened in her mind. I know I wish I was there with her in her last moments. She was very lovely, and very warming. And thank you so much.

@Jagk Skellington - Your comment really means a lot to me<3 I don't really understand fandoms, and such things like this. I really don't understand how you can care so much for a person that you don't even know personally. But I love how it works. No matter how much I may never understand it, I love it so much.

@All Time WTF?! - She was very kindhearted. And I know she probably felt guilty in the moment of her death. She always tried to put other needs before her own, which is why I actually love her so much. If only she could see how many people are actually mourning over her death. (Her father is taking it the hardest) I buy her flowers every weekend so far, and put them on her grave. She was loved. She still is.

And I want to thank everyone, for everything. You guys are so sweet, and thoughtful. No wonder she was always on here. She never really told me about this site until..well you know. But I wish she had sooner. This site is incredible. You all love each other, and it is so beautiful. I thank every single one of you guys thank have supported her stories, and have been there after her passing. Everything means so much. <333

Piercethep3rry Piercethep3rry
8/15/14

I feel so bad for all of her family and friends, it must be beyond horrible to lose such a kindhearted person like Ashlee. She was so sweet whenever we interacted she would always try to please her readers even if we told her that her wellbeing comes before us. To be honest we are all just a big family in this fandom and it's absolutely devastating to lose anyone from here, and losing such a sweet and friendly person doesn't make it any better. When i talked to her she told me that she thought nobody would care if she died but that is clearly not true and i wish she had realised how many people truly do miss her. I told her that no matter what happens i will always remember her and i will stand by that forever.

Josh's chin Josh's chin
8/12/14

I'm crying again. I'm so sorry that this happened but please don't blame yourself that is just a downhill ride. It was her decision, and I'm again so sorry this had to happen to her. As the previous comment states, we are a fandom, and we are a family. This just hits me so hard because I try my best to help people struggling on here or on any other site, and I feel like I should have done more to help, even though I didn't know her personally. But please don't bash yourself for this, ily, stay strong, and I hope Ashlee is doing good whereever she may be

I am absolutely heartbroken by this. As a fandom, we are basically all family. And losing her, is like losing a family member. Like I said before, I had talked to Ashlee many times. And like you said, she was very kind, and sweet. I know she had so many problems, and I know everyone does, but she was always putting a smile on her face. She was a lovely person, and also so very beautiful. I'm not sure what clicked inside of her head and made her think that this was the answer, but I do feel for you. If you need anything in your grieving process, you can always talk to me.

LongLiveUs LongLiveUs
8/12/14

I'm so so sorry for your loss.. I wish I could have helped.

Bara-Kitten Bara-Kitten
8/10/14