Therapy *Sequel to Circles*

3 Months Later after they left 2 weeks after Shay's incident
Jack's P.O.V.

I can't believe its been three months already, and still almost every night keeps playing over, and over. I feel like such an ass for saying that. Its like she is impossible to forget. She's so beautiful, funny, kind, strong willed, she's different she doesn't give a fuck what people think of her, but she is so damn frustrating, infuriating, she doesn't think she only acts on impulse, she plays games, she's broken as hell, but yet I can't get enough of her.
The guys have started to watch me because I've been drinking like crazy to forget her nothing is working its like she's permanently etched in the back of my mind. Her white, and blue hair, her lip piercing, her amazing Green, Grey, and blue mixed eyes, her small five foot six frame, with her her curves she really is something else like she has something I haven't seen before. I remember her amazing voice, how she moved on stage, just everything about her. I hate to say this I miss her a lot. I've tried calling, and texting both her, and Shy, but no answer I know Shay changed her number I asked Cass, Alex, Zack, Rian and even Matt. Speaking of Matt he left us so that's one less its not the same without him just life is biting us in the ass like we've been out touring again just its not the same. This past few months have been a bit of hell well my drinking isn't ourt of control its just more than before but after the show partying I am a lot heavier they guys found me praying out to the porcline god about a week ago they haven't really let me drink since then just she means to much to let go of I keep thinking of the lyrics of That Girl because she knows how to play the game . I started to humm the lyrics again while playing th acoustic in the back lounge its become my escape


Sit around waiting for the spark to fade
You can add another face to your pity parade
I can't believe it
I've never felt so cheated
Knock me down
It was all pretend
You set me back up just to do it again
You say love's overrated
I say it's complicated

What I am supposed to do, uh oh
When she's so damn cold, like twenty below?
That girl, that girl, she's such a bitch
I tell myself I can handle it
But where am I supposed to go, uh oh
When she throws me out and it's twenty below?
That girl, that girl, she's such a trick
But I can't lie
I'm in love with it
Th...

"Jack are you coming man we are going for lunch." Alex said coming in interrupting my thoughts. "I'm not that hungry bring me something back?" I said "No man your coming out with us all you do is mope back here we all love you , and we are sick of this it isn't you since when do you mope over a girl. I know she is really close to me, but fuck Jack you are drinking, wasting away doing nothing your not even the same on stage anymore where is my hyper best friend? This has gone on too long just I hate to be the one to say it forget her!" He said raising his voice to me. I sat stunned I've never seen Alex be like this with me before I guess its worse than I thought. "Fine I'll come and sorry I've been a bit of an idiot lately. Just a lot on my mind, but anyways, have you heard from her lately." I said putting my acoustic on the stand heading out. "Yea I have she's not well thats all I am leaving it as I am going to visit her when I am in Cali in a week" He said as we headed out the door seeing all the guys waiting for us with that we went to lunch I stayed mostly quiet through it not much to say anymore really.

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