Therapy *Sequel to Circles*

Shaden's P.O.V. Still

"Dahvie how long do I have to stay like th..." I was whining. "Oh My goodness Shay I am so sorry I am late my flight got delayed and well I slept in I am so sorry." Sammi yelled running in since she was helping with clothes. "Don't worry we are only on the hair as you can tell." I said. "Oh, and I got you a surprize." She told me smiling holding up a bag. I went to reach for it. "Not yet it comes last I got you quite a few actually in the bag they work for both of you tho because I got doubles of all of them." She said sitting it down. "Thanks Sammi you didn't have to like at all." I said. "Not a problem so I saw what happened last night you holding out okay?" She asked sympatheticly. "I'm fine don't worry after today it will all be over." I said. "So after your hair, my surprize, and your makeup I am going with you to get a new phone just like mine." She said holding up her Sony Xperia Z2. "I also found where we can get the back plate custom same with the front screen." She said in her usual hyper tone. "Sweet, but you have to make sure it doesn't conflict with the guys from Motionless's Surprize for later and Juliet has one too for me her, Andy, and CC put it together they said its at the same place Motionless is taking me." I told her. "Well I will let you guys all finish up in here and I'll ask them what it is so it doesn't hopefully by the way love the choices for colors and all it really matches you." She said leaving. "As I was saying.... "We can now Shay geez." Dahvie said laughing at my impatientness. "Is mine done Skye I really want to see it." Roxie said bouncing slightly. " Five minutes." Skye told her leaning back. "Well Dahvie since you are the only guy out so I can shower since I didn't earlier." I said pushing him out. "Fine meanie." He said sticking out his tongue. "Don't stick it out if yea ain't gonna use it honey." I said closing the door causing the other 4 girls to start laughing. "Your not allowed to look in the mirror till your ready to leave." He yelled. "I know thats why all the mirrors are covered now go downstairs." I yelled back heading around the corner to my shower stall. "Shay are you sure you really want to just kind of disappear from a lot of peoples lives?" Skye asked. "Not really want to leave everyones life just I'm going to minimize contact, and because of the name change everyone said they were going to use Sage till I decide to just come out. Plus Mike and I have something worked out same with Austin so things will go smooth don't worry." I said thinking how nice it is to get a fresh start finally becoming who I want to be for the rest of my life sad I have to use a stage name, an Accent, and a makeover to hid it, but to make my band stand out we have to do something. I began to wash the dye out seeing the black start to run glad Dahvie did foils at the bottom. once the black was out I moved onto the Purple Ilumin (It makes non permanent colors last like 7 months I had it with red when in hairdressing anyways back to story) Taking out the foils washing it out too before conditioning my hair with my Ion Brilliance Vegan Repair Solution (This seriously saved my hair its from Sally's beauty. it was so fried from when I had red and purple hair from all the bleaching and dying I did over a year again anyways back to story.) to stop the damage from the all the bleaching and bright colors I did. Waited the five minutes by doing my facial scrub and my body wash before rinsing it all off. "Almost done in the shower there I need to use it." Shy said. "Yea I just need to dry off." I said pulling my towel in the stall starting to dry off before getting dressed again. "All yours, and "DAHVIEEEEE I"M DONE GET UP HERE SO WE CAN CUT IT NOW!" I screamed downstairs with my voice cracking getting a course of laughs. "OH SHUT UP ITS NO THAT FUNNY." I yelled down as Dahvie was coming up the stairs. "Let's finish this so Sammi can give you your gift she's anxious to do it." He said coming into the bathroom. "yes thank god its killing me." I said sitting down.



45 minutes later.

"Sammi Come up here you too Jeffree its time for the makeup and well your surprize Sammi." I called. "COMING" Sammi shouted as I heard thudding up the stairs. "You're going to love this." She said picking up the bag. "Here both of you there is a box for each of you." She said handing them to us. I opened the box revealing at least 5 pairs of carmel brown contacts, 4 different purples, and 3 different brown purple mixes. "Wow I love these."I think I am going to use the caramel ones since I have bits of purple in my eyes anyways. " I said standing up. "Hey no you are not looking in the mirror yet alright." Jeff said. "but I need to put them in." I whined. "Fine take your large beanie on so your hair is in it then put them in." He said laughing. "Fine" I pouted sliding on my beanie on while pulling my hair back. Once I had them in right I pulled the towel back over the mirror before I sat back down pulling off the beanie. "Alright all yours now." I said as Jeff took over doing my make-up how he thought it should be done. "Well I am off, but I am going to miss my purple hair." Roxie said I looked up seeing her hair looking amazing in the new Pink. (Roxie's looks before and after )


20 minutes later.

"There finished I was right the pale baby pink basically nude lips would work on you with the make-up, and contacts and how pale you are. Now you ready to head downstairs I made everyone, but Sammi, Skye and a few other's leave so you could go with them for your surprises." He said. making me stand up. I looked at Shy now coming in the room. "Whoa!" We both exclaimed looking at each other. "Shy wow that was a huge change for you you were so girly and sweet looking before." I said looking her up and down in her new look (Shyanna's makeover before and after) "How about you you used to have such colourful or just plain make-up now its so dark and I love the contacts on you they look perfect,and they new style that Myself, Sammi, Cass, and Jayy have picked out look great for after once we come back...... Oh everyone, but CC, Juliet, Andy, and the MIW boys went to the beach well not Sammi, Skye, Cass, and Jayy cause they are still here because of me, so let's go to your surprise.. oh and while the rest of us go to the beach Sammi is going with you guys since she knows where the surprise is so she is driving your car." She said dragging me downstairs."Shay!" I heard a familar voice say as I saw the neck tattoo I knew who it was. "Alan hey I thought you were with everyone else down at the beach because I heard you were meeting them there same with Austin and the guys with their girls." I said. "I wanted to see the whole change I like it so far, but you already look so different" He said letting go putting his arm on my shoulder. "Whoa Shay you look like one of us." Ricky said coming over putting an arm around me on the other side. "Hey I could practically be your twin Hun." I said smiling at him. "Yea your the same height same hair style only difference is he's got spider bites, shorter hair, blue eyes, and he's well a male." CC said pointing out the obvious making everyone laugh when he mentioned the height thing. "Ya Yea Yea captain obvious and Ricky is taller than me by a little so we going." I said. "Yea but you sure it hurt's a bit what your surprise is." Devin said. "That's cool its going to be worth it in the end." I said heading outside to my car. "Ready Sammi?" I said. "Yes!" She said going around to my driver's side. "Really wanted to drive my car!" I pouted. "Sorry babe, but they don't want you knowing what it is till we pull up to it." She said getting in. "Shotgun." I called jumping as Alan laughed at my childish manner then getting in the back

15 Minutes later.
"We're here." She said pulling up to Body Electric Tattoo & Piercing. "What are they getting me a Tatt or something?" I said. "Not saying till your in now go I'll park since everyone else is already here." She said shooing me and Alan from my own car. "Alright Shay ready?" CC asked coming next to me. "I guess." I said. "Sweet let's go and the MIW guys want to do your surprise first." CC said. "Hey we have an appointment for James." Chris said soon as we came in. "Alright who is it for?" the guy asked. "Her." Pointing to me. "Alright Whats your name?" He asked. "Shaden." I said looking down suddenly becoming shy. "James you got a costumer up here." He called coming back. "She has one more appoinment booked for her with Brian." Andy said. "Alright Hey Brian you got a costumer when James is done with her." He called as a guy came out. "Alright where is she?" He asked. "Right there." he told the other guy. "Hey I'm James. What are you getting?" He asked me sticking out his hand. " Shaden, and in all honesty I have no clue they made the appointment so what am I getting guys." I asked them. "She's getting a micro Dermal by her eye, then two on her chest, and then her hips." Chris said. "Alright come in the back." James said. "Hey I got one that I want as well as those my other to make spider bites." I said. "Yea sure that's a lot of piercings tho you sure you can handle that then a tattoo? and want someone back here?" He said. "Yea can I have either CC, or Alan back here." I said. "Alright, but which one?" He said. "Let them sort it I don't need someone while I get my lip, umm I think I actually want CC when I get the tattoo so get Alan please." I said. "Alright in the mean time I need you to take off your over shirt or pull down the collar." He said. "Alright glad I thought I was going to the beach." I said pulling off my top revealing my skull bikini top underneath. "Hey Shay he said you wanted me back here scared?" Alan asked coming to me. "Yea a bit Hun, not for the lip, but for the dermal." I said. "Well I'll be right here for you." He said grabbing my hand I smiled to him gratefully showing how big this small gesture means. I pulled out my iPod. Putting on lonely girl. by Tonight Alive. (Fantastic band) as he began to work on my piercings I felt him make the small incision for the micro dermal by my eye causing me to shiver squeezing Alan's hand a bit. "Fuck..." I muttered softly. "You okay?" Alan mouthed to me. I just smiled. "It hurt a little." I said to him quietly taking out an ear bud. "Just four more." He said. "Yea." I felt him do the next one on my chest for where my chest piece will be. I hissed slightly as he made the next incision then the next before sliding the Micro Demal's in. "Alright two more Shay." Alan said squeezing my hand. "Thanks Alan." I said as Amelia by tonight Alive came on. "No problem." He said. "Ready for the next to Shaden?" James said. "Yea I guess." I said. "Alright here we go." He said making the insicion in my hip sliding the piece in then letting me breath before moving to the next I hissed and closed my eyes tight as he made this one as he hit an old vanished scar I squeezed Alan's hand tight. "You alright?" Alan asked. "I'm fine just an old scar." I said as the pain subsided. "Oh that one on your hip?" He asked. "Yea." I said. "Alright well your piercings are done besides you lip so sit up please." He asked me. "Thank you James." I said as he got the lip stuff ready. "Not a problem and which area do you want it inside or outside?" He asked. "Inside." I said. "Alright that dot look good?" He said holding up a mirror. "Yup perfect." I smiled. "Okay here 1.. 2.. 3." He said putting it through then put in the stud. "There we go done like it." He asked holding up the mirror again. "I love it what do you think Alan. "It all looks great." He said smiling pulling me of the bench while walking to the front with me in tow while I tied my my shirt in my shorts loop. "They look awesome." Juliet said. "Hey Ricky now you really are twins." Balz teased. "Oh fuck off man." He said laughing.

"Alright so where is the lady getting the tattoo?" An other guy came out I am going to guess this was Brian. "I am names Shaden." I said. "Alright I'm Brian oh hey Andy." He said waving to Andy. "Good to see you man." Andy said nodding. "Alright so what do you want?" He asked me. "Um this big humming bird on my shoulder made out of abstract lines and color, but with the colours in blue purple pink and white with black jagged lining and then the words saying sometimes you have to be your own hero. basically going down in a crescent shape around the wing going down." I said. "I have my own drawing saved to my cell" I said. "That would be helpful." He said smiling. "This is what I would like." I said showing it to him. "This is amazing I love the colours and concept. Want someone to come back with you?" He said. "Yes definitely I want CC to come back since I had Alan come back with me for all the dermals." I said. "Explains why you have no shirt on already" He said with a laugh. "Well let's go you two." He said

6 hours later. 8pm.

"Finally done this is amazing in an hour you can take this off." He said wrapping it. "Thank you Brian." I said. Heading to the front turns out everyone paid for me. "Guys why did you do that?" I said. "Well its a welcome back gift." Andy said. "I texted everyone from your cell to go rest and all they will see it all in the morning when you are done." Juliet said. "Thanks guys now if you don't mind I would like to go home and eat a nice salad with some chicken cut up in it with a drink." Told them all. "I'll see you all tomorrow." I said. "Well I have to come back to your place my car is there." Alan said. "Alright let's go and you too Sammi I'm not making you ride with anyone now where did you park my baby." I said. "Right over there." She said pointing across the street. We headed over to my car got in and headed back to the house. Soon as we were back Alan basically invited himself to stay the night even if it meant the couch.

"Shy I'm back and no one attack me in a hug I am just eating then bed." I called out. "Alright, but Alex may have something to say about that." She called as Alex came around the corner with something Small hidden behind him and Lisa. "What do you guys have?" I said. "This is from Cass, Lisa,Matt, Rian, Regina, Zack, and Myself." Alex said moving to seeing Lisa holding a little kitten. "Oh my god its so cute. Is it a he or a She, and your giving me a cat in front of Alan." I said. "Girl, and it was his idea seeing you like cats." Alex said. "Aww guys she's so perfect. What's her name?" I asked. "Well she doesn't have one yet." Lisa said. "Ohh. umm... I'll call her Raven." I said taking her from Lisa. "Hi baby." I said as I kissed her nose and she licked me. "Okay that's too cute that is being saved for your new profiles." Alan said as a flash went off. "Alright so what's planned for tomorrow and where is Dahvie?" I asked. "He went to the hotel sis." Shy said coming around the corner. "Umm the beach tomorrow." Roxie said. "Everyone is meeting this at one." Shy said pulling out the lettuce, the goat cheese, dried cranberries, the grilled chicken with the strawberries and menderain oranges I had cut up yesterday for my salad. "What you making?" Val asked coming around the corner. "I'm not just getting the stuff out for Shy since she just got pierced and tattooed and she's probably sore." Shy said. "Thanks sis, but I'm fine. I can do it." I said walking over. to start making it. once I was done I sat down and turned on the T.V. turning on Netflix putting on Despicable me 2 on one of my other favorites halfway through Alan spoke up. "Shay since Dahvie is at the hotel mind if we share a bed because I know this already the couch isn't comfy." Alan said. "Of course you can you didn't even have to ask." I said he is one of very few people I am 100% comfortable around no matter what. "Thanks and where is raven?" He asked. "Right here." I said lifting my bowl of salad and the blanket showing her laying under my legs while they are crouched up. "God she's too cute." Alan said. "I know anyways we can watch this later I am really tired." I said getting up careful of Raven heading for the kitchen to put my bowl in the sink. "Let's go up stairs grab Raven she is coming everywhere I can bring her." I said to Alan.
Once I was ready for bed I crawled in bed took my meds before I turned of my lights. "Night Alan." I said. "Night Shay." He said turning out his side.

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