Therapy *Sequel to Circles*

That weekend

"Shaden dear you have a visitor" Lillian said to me while working on the song about Jack for the album with Shy. "Thank you and can you see what the name is for me I'm not in the mood to see anyone really today." I said plainly not feeling into much. "Its your sister with a young man named Christian and Jake." She told me. "Oh wait Jake!" I said. "Want me to say something?" She asked. "No I actually want to see them CC is bringing me a cinnamon bun too." I said happily putting my Guitar in its case grabbing my books heading to the visitors area. "Wow Shay you're looking so well now I am so glad to see you." Jake said walking over to me when he saw me walk in. "God I missed you Jake and I so didn't expect to see you today at all." I said hugging him tight. "Hey Hey Hey mine." CC said pulling me away from Jake. "Hey I was enjoying that I see you every weekend CC." I said pouting. "No Hello for me?" Shy said laughing at the boys. "Nope just cause you're my sis." I joked with her. "CC did you bring it?" I asked hyperly. "Yea here it is and I bought you this one." He said smiling holding it out. "Oh Fuck yeah thank you CC." I yelled taking it from him hoping on a seat backwards facing them while they stood. "So what med's are they putting you on?" Shy asked the question everyone is thinking. "Well a fair bit actually add about 4 more to what I already have to take thats not including them upping my heart meds." I said munching on the cinnamon bun. "Wow that's horrible what are they for?" Jake asked with sad eyes. "It's nothing bad I got then to take 3 away tho, but I have to take the Heart, Depression, Insomnia, and well Night Terror ones. Oh and an epipen for my Allergy ain't that lovely, but I was going to have ones for Anxiety since I have the calcium sulphate pills for them which are all natural and good for you anyways, ADD, and Autism, but I convinced them out of it." I said. "Oh wait night terrors?" Jake said. "She gets them so bad they put her into panicked frenzy and she shakes cries." Shy told him. "They used to be so bad I ended up would thrash around scream wake up with cuts and bruises and that made me think they were real, but I was really messed up my mom recorded me and well I found out thats what it was me thrashing around and well one time which is what made me have to go on the tour was my mom happened to come to my apartment and well she saw me in my own blood which was I had a utterly believable nightmare and well with all that happened that day I ended up cutting in my near unconscious state between awake and dreaming." I said shuddering at the memories.

"Awe Shay." Jake said hugging me tight. He noticing the look on my face. "I'm fine Jake, but thank you Hun I am glad to have friends like you two." I said hugging him tight as I could considering I still had the box in my hands. "So what did you have in mind for the whole Change like look wise?" CC asked. " When did you become so interested in our change CC?" Shy asked. "Well I'm curious!" He said. "Jake you can let go now." I laughed causing him to blush. "Anyways I was thinking of having black hair but with purple ends since he's only seen me with bright colors, umm more Piercings, Tattoo's, Similar style, but a bit different, contacts, new makeup, wear my glasses, get a bit tanned, or go paler if possible get scar cream of cover them with tattoo's and well yea the whole accent thing and the new body which he didn't see because I stayed seated and kept it only on my face area and change my hair style that should do it with the name not being the same what do you think?" I asked. "I like it I think it would suit you." Jake said smiling leaning next to me on the table. "I think thats perfect so guessing your doing your makeup like Ricky since you asked him and Chris?" Shy said. "Yup CC what do you think?" I asked finally finishing my first piece of real junk food in like over a year without feeling sick. "I think it will work, but I want to see it like Alex after all I am your best friend" He said pulling an adorable pout. "Nice so Shy what about you?" I asked her. "Pretty much the same, but with blonde like bleached completely with Black under it and less piercings like remove my Shark bites and just have my monroe and my nose, and maybe a couple dermals in my chest piece and well change my makeup from dark and thick to light but with heavy lining and well a slight style change maybe slightly more showy and preppy, but with that punky biker edge." She said.

"You are so going to get hit on worse by Ash you know that right?" CC said. "Trust me its going to be the same he already thinks she is super hot." Jake said. "Too late sinc.." I was cut off. "Don't fucking say it...." She said getting cut off. "You and Ash HA Andy owes us both ten." CC yelled high fiving Jake. "Wait you bet on that." Shy said almost outraged. "Not hard to see the well players going for each other." I said laughing at her face. "Shut up and who..." Snhy was about to say when I cut her off. "Don't go there I was drunk and it was a mistake." I yelled. "Who did you?" CC said with Jake looking down at me. "I don't know if it actually happened because I was messed on drugs and we still had our underwear on plus we were both drunk." I said trying not to say who. "She, and Alan think they did, but aren't sure neither is anyone else cause they ended up somewhere else so impossible to tell." Shy said in a snarky tone looking at her nails. "Thanks sis bad enough I told someone but we didn't want to tell anyone because its embarrassing." I said putting my head down. "Hey your better now so its the past and well lets see the new song how its going maybe I can help with the guitar while they annoy each other." Jake suggested.

I put my case on the floor laying down then opened it. "Its so beautiful." He said picking her up. "Thanks there is a story behind it that explains a lot, but I will tell you later, but this is the song here." I said handing him my book as he saw the completed lyrics reading them while Shy, and CC started to goof off with Garrett since his visit with Aiden just finished. "So um how are you and Ella?" I asked looking at him his features seemed to change he looked really sad. "Umm we aren't doing well at all its worse than before and well we go on tour in two months, but she's been so distant I'm not sure why, but she isn't really herself and she is always out so I don't even know anymore." He said still looking at my songbook. "I'm so sorry I brought it up Jake if it makes you feel better I got no romance in my life and a lot of problems to finish when I leave here." I joked. "Don't worry I am fine Shay." He said smiling at me before looking back to my book.

"This is good who is it about?" He asked me with a set of sad eyes. "I don't know it just came to my head." I lied to him which made my heart sink. "I'm glad your better, and get out of her in two weeks we can all start to see you again its so annoying sometimes hearing CC go on and on." Jake said with a light laugh. it made my heart melt there is something that makes him so perfect and just irresistible, but easy to be around. "Yea it will be nice to be out and hang with all of you again and well go see all my favorite british bastard over in the UK I miss their crazy asses." I said taking my guitar putting it on. "How does this sound." I began to play the first verse into the course. "I don't think you need my help at all." He said smiling. "Well I would love input." I said smiling at Jake brightly I really am starting to like him a lot maybe he is what will help me. I leaned in and kissed his cheek. "What was that for?" He asked looking at me puzzled. "For always being here to comfort me when I need it and helping me with my music." I said as he hugged me. "Not a problem your a really close friend so why wouldn't I." He told me with a smile.

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