Circles

Shaden's P.O.V.

I woke up feeling like there were arms around me I thought to myself I didn't drink last night wait! I turned over seeing Jack Oh wow. Just then the memories of last night flooded my head me hanging, and practicing with Alex, and the serious talk we had then talking with Ben, and Danny from Asking to realizing I missed the last train to meeting Skye Oh shit I didn't stay on her bus like I promised I'd have to talk to her later, and somehow make it up to her to going home getting stuff leaving the note for my Mom then going back, and passing out in the van on Jack from what I remember to being carried, and asked by Jack to share the bunk, and he told me how he felt, and then kissed me.
Jack Fucking Barakat kissed me I had to be dreaming that, but he's here right next to me with me cuddled into his chest wow I can't believe the craziness of the last month from winning to Jack, and I becoming friends to meeting them all to this just amazes me. He looks so cute like this I don't want to wake him up I really don't I tried to move his arm slowly so I can get up, and go shower, and get ready, but he pulled me closer, "no stay a little bit longer" he said in an tired morning voice. God his morning voice is deeper, and sounds so sexy.
"fine Jack I'll stay in bed a bit longer, but we have to get up soon."I said turning back to him "Just go back to sleep Shay." Jack groaned. "Only for a bit."

~1 hour later~

I still hadn't gone back to sleep, but surely enough Jack was out cold I really don't have the heart to wake him wonder what time it is?
Just as that thought crossed my mind there was a knock on the door.

"Come in" I whispered. The door opened, and all the guys were standing there with goofy ass smiles on their faces. "What are all you guys smiling about??" "Nothing really just you two told you Alex they'd have sex" Rian said laughing. "Whoa no I didn't have sex with Jack." I whisper yelled. "well it looks like it." He mused. "Man leave her alone. Zack said cutting it dry. "So what did happen then because I gotta know for the bet?" Alex asked then gave me a weird look. "What bet!!?” I actually yelled. "Well Rian said you two would have sex. I said you guys would end up kissing, and well Zack said only if Jack had big enough balls to tell you he likes you. So what did happen?”" he said speaking clearly of the bet. "Well you will have to find out from Jack, *raises Eyebrow at them* but I will say this Rian you so lost!" I laughed lightly.
"We gotta wake Jack we do sound check in 2 hours." Zack said to me "How we gonna do that?" I looked at him curiously. "I have many ideas." Alex said giving me an evil smirk with a gleam in his eye over this. "Nothing mean cause I can't get up he’s got a good hold on me"I said giving him a light glare "that would just make it more fun!" He exclaimed laughing. "Don't you even dare Gaskarth cause I will so get you back later before I leave got it" giving Alex as stern of a look as I can make to make him think I am serious though I don't think I could hurt, or scare one of my hero’s. "Okay okay geez." He said holding his hands up in defense. "Well that's no fun now." he pouted while the guys and I quietly laughed at him I still didn't want to wake Jack. "Good" just then I got a really good idea this will be good. "Hey guys watch this it's gonna be priceless." I said smirking at them. "What are you gonna do? While raising an eyebrow with a smirk on his face.

"This"
I leaned down, and called his name lightly in his ear in a seductive tone "Jaaackk Jack....... Jack" still nothing I got another idea "Jack I will give you a kiss if you wake up" I said. "Ughhhh Leave me alone Alex it’s not funny." Alex what the hell okay I don't want to know. The guys just chuckled a little while Alex just scowled at Jack while chuckling slightly. I leaned in again whispered to him "It’s not Alex. Jack" leaned down so I was really close to his face Jack just groaned. "Maybe we should just get Andy, or maybe Austin, or Jayy to come over, and scream in his ear." he suggested. "Hello I could do that too, but this is way better cause I got one last thing before that" I said "what's that?? And you’re a screamer too?" Alex asked me looking kind confused. "This Jack if you wake up I will show you my boobs, and just to let you know its Shaden, and yes I am Alex.” I said looking back at Alex when Jake yelled "I'M UP!!!!!!" He sat up while doing this he banged heads with me, and all the guys started laughing their asses off at me, and Jack. "Ouch Jack what the hell!" I shouted holding my head. "Shay Oh fuck I am so sorry by the way did you mean what you said?" He asked rubbing his forehead. "No, but you need to wake up and its fine" The guys were laughing even harder because of what Jack said "Oh shut up yea bunch of Hyenas it wasn't that funny."I said harshly still holding my head fuck Jack has a thick skull. "Actually that was pretty good I'M UP!!!!!!" Rian said imitating Jacks voice that even got me laughing. "Umm Guys could you go so I can talk to Shay for a second." Jack said smiling at me "OHHHH YOU’RE IN TROUBLE, and Shay??" Alex asked. "Oh shut it my nickname since like grade 8 you can call me that if you want?"I said "Okay well be up soon." he said "Kay." We both said.
The guys walk away and close the back lounge door.
"Jack what you want to talk about??" "Well Shay umm I.. I.. Never mind." This made me a little more curious as to what he wants to talk to me about. “No what is it Jack?" "It’s about what I said last night please tell me your answer before today ends? He said. "Jack don't worry, and I will I promise, but my mind hasn't changed yet I can't I still have work here, and a life I can't date someone who is like in another country that I will never see as much as I would want to, and like you I still have to go to college before I can go anywhere, and I am still not ready to date after how my Ex Scott hurt me plus we haven't known each other in person for more than a day” I said sadly trying not to hurt him. "Shay I know you've been hurt, but you can't just live your life afraid to get hurt again I know I've said it before, but it’s true." He stated " I know Jack, but maybe you should forget me for now trust me everyone I come in contact with gets hurt in a way, and well today I know my x will be here him, and his girlfriend, and he is a fan of you guys kind of, but he will still come, and he will see me I don't want you hurt okay?" I said worried things will go wrong. Jack just sighed *sighs* "I won't forget you, but I will drop this for now." He said looking me dead in the eyes. "Good by the way the boys have a bet going if we fucked, kissed, or you had the guts to tell me you like me so tell Alex and Zack they win." I said rolling my eyes. "Did they really do that? ugh idiots." "Yupperz! They did! Now I am going to go get ready mind if I shower, and you wait here?" I told him "sure, but we could save some water? And let’s not tell them who won it will be a lot funnier." He said with a mischievous smirk on his face. "That’s mean, but will teach them not to place bets, and Jack seriously no so anyways I will be back you better wait here." I said while I playfully glaring at him, and walked out to the bathroom soon as I left the room I turned around I walked over to Jack gave him a quick hug looked up got on my tippy toes, and kissed his cheek, and left once again to get ready. All I could do was think about if I should tell Jack, and just give in to my feelings for once instead of keeping them hidden, but no he will be better off without me.

Jack's P.O.V.

Why can't she just let it go I want to be with her it took so much not to pull her to me, and kiss her again like last night our kiss it felt right it felt right her being in my arms I don't know why, but there is just something about her she is really beautiful she’s kind a bit wild like me. I got to make her see that being with me would be okay even being as far away as we are for each other, but she is right I won't see her for like 3 months after today humm I got to think of something.

10 minutes later ughh why can't I just kiss her, and her just see its right.
Wait that’s it! I got an idea I will just kiss her at the end of her doing her part of Remembering Sunday even if her ex is in the crowd I know she won't push it away I hope Alex has told her the surprise I really hope he doesn't leave it till when we are on stage.

Shaden's P.O.V.
I am still so curious of what the surprise is about like I am kinda worried I quickly dried my hair, did my makeup, and got dressed in. polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=98545015 I looked in the full length mirror on the back of the door I guess this is good enough I packed up my makeup, and hair stuff and went to leave the bathroom to tell Jack it’s all his. I was just opening the door when it hit someone Jack was standing there ready to knock.
"Oh you’re ready good cause I really gotta go." He said standing there awkwardly "good to know Jack good to know"I said as I tried to push past him "By the way you look amazing." He stated. I was blushing so hard damn it Jack why does he do this to me he then turned to me, and said "Shay umm you look cute when you blush." "Thanks Jack now go get ready you dork." I said and headed for the front lounge.

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