Circles

“but if this is how you want it then fine I guess it has to be the hard way with you as always, but have you ever heard of be careful what you wish for?” He asked looking me dead in the eye with an unexplainable look. “Who hasn…” I couldn’t finish from being pushed against the wall roughly while being kissed again. “Don’t…. Think…. I forgot…. Shay….” He said picking me up by my ass I wrapped my arms around his shoulder my fingers finding its way into his messy skunk hair as I wrapped my legs around him. “Good because I was hoping you didn’t” I said in between kisses as he moved us down towards my bunk he pressed me lightly back up against the thin wall next to my bunk before asking for entrance. I decided since this was going to be a sweet and rough goodbye I should deny him make him work for it. I mumbled nuhuh against his lips keeping my mouth closed.

He moved away from the wall before slamming us into it a bit harder than last time while slapping my ass roughly. I gasped as it took my breath away from the shock he took the opportunity to take one hand away from my ass leaning further into the wall as that hand grabbed my face gaining entrance before I could deny him again he took straight to being in control of the situation. As soon as his tongue rubbed over mine while squeezing my ass I moaned into the kiss. He came back to kissing me he kissed from my lips down my jaw line to my neck kissing ever where, but where he knew was my weak spot the one thing that could make me do just about anything he slowly started to kiss back to it kissing it once before biting it roughly pulling the skin into his mouth sucking on it “Jack this isn’t fair” I chocked out while moaning. “well that’s life” he mumbled into my neck before biting down again continued biting down to my shoulder “Ouch mother fucker that hurt.”

I pulled on his hair roughly to make him look up that caused him to let out a low groan. I looked forward hoping to see his big dark brown loving eyes looking at me like he always does even when he’s mad, but they were full on lust ridden it turned me on to see him like this. I smashed my lips on his again still a firm grip on his hair tugging lightly now, but still keeping his mouth on mine. I was sure his lips were staying put I moved my hands down to the hem of his shirt before pulling it over his head breaking the kiss for only a moment. I unwrapped my leg from jack setting myself on the floor firmly before pulling off my lace shirt. Lowering myself to my knees undoing his jeans.


Jack’s P.O.V.

I felt Shay untangle herself from me I let her down I can’t even take my eyes of her right now as she pulled her lace tank which you could see her Purple, Black, and Silver bra through over her head. I can’t even begin to describe this woman in front of me I love her, but she is so frustrating. She started to kneel down grabbing onto my belt as she went undoing it she’s not going to do what I think she is. She unzipped my jeans while looking up as if she needed permission. “Do you want this Jack” She said running her hand down the length of my crotch area of my jeans. All I could do is nod it’s like I’m not even really in control of myself right now. I watched her slide my jeans down slowly as if she’s teasing me. As they hit my feet I quickly pushed off my shoes, and stepping out of the jeans that are now around my ankles, she reached forward unbuttoning my boxer’s taking my dick out she moved so her breath was on it fuck does this girl ever know how to turn me on without really trying. She licked up from the base to the tip before taking me into her mouth she started to bob her head back and forward using one hand to pump it slightly I groaned while throwing my head back as she began to deep throat it I reached down for her hair gripping it tightly with one hand while I put the other on the wall to steady myself. God this girl will be the death of me I swear. I’m starting to feel it build I pulled her away by her hair. I pulled her up to me. She pushed me down onto her bunk so I was sitting down.


Shaden’s P.O.V.

I pushed Jack down onto my bunk moved away from him as I slowly shimmied down my shorts teasing him some more making this as worth it as it gets I walked forward towards him sliding down my bra straps. I climped onto his lap straddling him. I began to kiss from his chest up to him neck softly just barely grazing my lips as I hit I guess his sweet spot as he tensed slightly while I kissed it noticing his is exactly where mine is I bit down softly scraping my teeth on it as I started to suck on the spot to leave him a hickey as well soon as I felt there was a dark enough one there I moved up his neck leaving a small trail of hickies up his neck I pissed his jaw as he reached around undoing my bra. He pulled it away before looking down at my chest. He was a lot gentler now, but still rough it was the perfect amount it was a passionate loving touch, but still rough enough to satisfy the way I liked it. I felt a little self conscious looking down at myself to see the still bit of stomach there. “Shay look at me” I looked back to Jack into his eyes they weren’t completely full of lust the Jack I know and hate to say love is back. “you look beautiful. You shouldn’t worry about your body its just as amazing as you are” I wish he would stop being so perfect he’s making this just so hard on me. I felt speechless tho from what he’s said to me just now. All I could do was nod to him biting my lip not trusting my mouth right now because I may say something stupid.

He quickly moved us so we would be laying down he laid himself on top of me De jevu he began to kiss down from my lips to my neck biting on the hickey causing me to moan softly he continued to kiss down till he made it to my cleavage he looked at me for permission like I did with him. He began to kiss over till he got to my nipple running his lips over it before taking it in his mouth sucking on it lightly. I felt his free hand slide down to my panties. This is the most turned on I have ever felt why does he make everything so hard for me. I came back from my thoughts as I felt his finger slide over my clit my breathing hitched I felt him smirk against my skin before biting the nipple lightly. “Just fuck me already Jack I want you” I moaned. “not yet” he said smirking at me. He moved to the other nipple doing the same before sliding one of his fingers in me. Fuck “damn your even tighter than I remember” He said sliding another finger in kissing his way down my stomach stopping at my panties line going over kissing my hips. I bucked my hips from the turn on spots on them. He seemed to catch on because he left a small hickey on one of them before kissing down my panties then kissing the inside of my thighs before taking my panties in between his teeth starting to pull them down. I lifted my hips so he could pull them off easier as his grip stayed tight on my outer thighs. Once they were down her moved back up kissing my inner thighs again before fully parting them he kissed my lips before sticking is tongue slightly between the lips. “Jack you better fucking not do that.” I told him gripping his hair trying to pull him forward.

He parted my lips letting his tongue glide over my clit in long slow strokes teasing me while he grabbed my hand with his free one to stop me from pulling on his hair. His licks became faster over my clit making me squirm throwing my head back. “That feel good” he murmured against my clit. I just moaned in response running my fingers through his hair. He moved a little lower sliding his tongue inside of me. Causing me to moan out “Fuck you Jack this isn’t fair just fuck me already stop playing games” I said trying to squirm away as he took his hand away from my wrist to my hip holding me down in my place damn he’s a lot stronger than he looks. I felt myself starting to build my stomach tensing “I’m close Jack please just fuck me.” I tried. He kept going soon I felt myself tighten my whole body went tense. He came up licking his lips. “Do you want me to fuck you?” he questioned with a smirk on his face. “Yes you ass I already said I did so just fuck me.” I said roughly. “Humm nawh” he said as he went to get up I grabbed him by the back of his neck pulling him back up to my lips tasting myself on his lips as I kissed him roughly “Please Jack just fuck me you know you want this as much as I want it” I mumbled against his lips.

“If you say so” he said moving both my hands with ease pinning them above us roughly while using that hand as leverage he teased me by rubbing his dick against my clit with his free hand before pushing himself in me suddenly. I moaned out. “Fuck Shay you really are tight.” He moaned breathlessly in my ear. “Just shut up and kiss me you talk too much.” I finished as he started to trust faster as he kissed me roughly, but still passionately as if he was pouring all of the feelings left unsaid all the hurtful things we've said the loving moments all into this kiss this really is bliss I can’t believe this, but I really do love him. I love Jack Bassam Barakat I have to get away from him we are poison to each other I was snapped back to reality when I felt him pull away from the kiss looking me dead in the eyes. “Shay I need to say it. I lo..” “No no you don’t its only lust Jack just don’t say another word.” I had to cut him off. He became rough again pressing me down rougher by my wrists pounding into me harder. “You Just can’t fucking accept it can you, you just can’t fucking let anyone in, but you’re willing to keep playing this game huh Shay well here’s a game for you.” He said letting go of my wrists, and stopped thrusting, reaching up behind me he isn’t going to do this again is he.

He pulled down my bandanna. He pulled out flipping me over so I was on my front grabbing my arms roughly pulling them back I tried to fight to pull them away, but he tied my hands in the bandana behind my back propping me back up before slamming himself back in. “Jack ah” I moaned out. “you fucker what is wrong with you.” I said harshly to him. “You wanted a sweet goodbye something to remember well I am giving it to you plus I do distinctly remember you saying you like it this way that it turns you on so how is this game for you?” he said digging his nails into my hips changing his angle. “Jack fuck you.” I said as he grabbed the bandana pulling my arms up making me rise up fuck that hurt’s, but it feels so good. “There ah Jack I’m close” he began to quicken his pace still slamming into me I started to moan loudly “Fuck.” I moan out as I started to climax again he rode it out with me then moved us so he was laying down and I was on top. I went to go ride him, but he stopped me. “That’s not what I want.” He said grabbing my hair firmly but not enough to hurt me he moved my head so it was over his cock. “Well” he said moving so I was closer to it I began to take the head in my mouth I started to move my tongue over it teasing him. “Shay don’t fucking be a tease just blow me.” He said firmly. I began to suck it bobbing my head as he started to move his hips a little making it go deeper I began to deeo throat him. “Fuck Shay I ‘m getting close.” He said I stopped moving just to tease him. he trusted his hips up wards making me deep throat without warning causing me to choke a bit. I began to move my head again. “Good girl” he said moving my head himself as well. Fuck Jack why do you so this to me.

He pulled my hair causing me to moan as I deep throated him making him tense up I moved back a bit taking the hot load in my mouth as he let out a low groan. I swallowed, and finiashed blowing him to clean him off knowing he was going to go right back to fucking me. He flipped us over going onto missionary sliding himself in me again. As he began to move thrusting fast changing his position every time just a little for a while when he finally hit the spot when I moaned loudly “Jack right there harder” he started to thrust harder matching his speed. After a bit I felt close again “I’m getting really close babe.” “I know you are I am too shockingly.” He moved his mouth onto mine kissing me before moving down to my breasts sucking on my nipple as his hand moved down as he started to rub my clit. ”Fuck Jack I’m going to cum” I moaned “Cum then” he said hovering just above my nipple his hot breath making me shiver. I felt my body begin to tense as I hit my full climax “Jack oh fuck” “Shay slide down.” He said pulling out I obliged his wish sliding down so I was below his leg I took his dick in my mouth just in time to feel the hot liquid on my tongue again.

I pulled myself up as Jack laid beside me untying my wrists soon as they were free I moved so I was laying against him with my head on his chest with my arm across him as he rested his head on mine wrapping himself around me closing the curtain “That was amazing Shay I’m sorry if I was too rough with you.” He said kissing my forehead. Fuck man how can I keep this up because he has it so right I fucking love him “Jack you weren’t that was perfect it was the perfect mix of rough yet gentle enough to enjoy its exactly how I like it.” I said kissing his tattoo because of us both laying on out sides. It became dead silent for a few moments when Jack broke the silence pulling the blanket over us he told me “ You called me babe you know right? and I love you Shaden Marie Heart I fucking love you. You know that right?” “ yea I know I did. I really can’t believe I am going to actually say these words, but I love you too Jack Bassam Barakat, but we still are saying goodbye for good tomorrow because literally we are poison to each other we wouldn't make it, so let’s just enjoy this now.” I said a tear coming to my eye I don’t want to do this anymore, but it’s for our own good. “I know Shay I know we are, but I’ll do this for you, but know if you ever change your mind I’ll be there I love you.” He said starting to drift off. “I love you too" I said trying not to let the tears fall. I heard light snores he’s asleep I let my tears finally fall silently maybe having him around isn’t so bad. No he’s gone tomorrow night don’t make this hard on yourself. I wiped my tear taking my own advice enjoying this moment before we both have to move on tomorrow finally letting go of this stupid love that shouldn’t even have began in the first place. I placed my head back on his chest as his arms tightened around me putting me in comfort for at least one night. My thoughts drifted to the show tomorrow how I am going to sing don’t walk away now truly having those feelings as I fell into a dreamless sleep cuddled into Jack’s arms.

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