Circles

So it’s the 2nd day of them being here, so far Jack, and I all we have done is play pranks, and annoy each other, we’ve Keeked every reaction let’s just say its war at the moment. Though we did make a promise it only effects each other, and we won’t do it on stage let’s just say I am mad because my hair is now some weird blue and white mix. He put dye in my conditioner and because it’s a repair one I have to leave it in for 10 minutes a day so I guess I am going to have like this for w while I decided since it was 2 hours till I’m on I might as well get ready then figure out my next prank probably gonna have to be when we all party tonight. I looked in the mirror when I was done. polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=111044804
it’s not a good as the first, but it will have to do I had to change all my accessories.

I should probably head to the venue since its all 3 bands tonight I’m on at the last set which is ATL’s set. I headed out the door with Alex since he came to help me choose my accessories for me he said he owed me at least that much for the hair prank. “Shay I am so sorry.” Alex apologized for like the 100th time since this morning. “Lex its cool I like it so its not much of a prank.” I started to laugh. “You’re so weird Shay anyways what are you planning to do for this one.” He said holding the venue door open. “Well I was thinking of umm actually I shouldn’t tell you. You won’t want to know.” I said with a cheeky smirk. “Okay I’m scared of what you have planned, so what is it?” he asked me with a huge smile. “Lex Hun its better you don’t know what I am planning tonight, but the poor guy won’t see it coming its not even really a prank, but more finally manning up.” I said. Heading up to side stage to listen to Sumo Cyco they were playing my favorite song interceptor. “Shay please don’t do anything to crazy.” Alex said before he walked off. I waited side stage on one of the boxes the last 3 days have been such a break, but after tomorrow night its back to work for me helping manage everyone.

~2 hours later.

It was All Time Low’s turn they were singing Damned If I Do Yea Damned If I Don’t. Before I knew it I was being called out to do my song with Alex I’m honestly terrified tho I did this song last night and well we did A love Like War, Remembering Sunday, and he pulled out one of their oldest songs Last Flight Home just for me because of how in love I was with it, and how close it is to me now. We were doing the same set tonight.

“Hey everyone are you ready to do this so the first song we’ll be doing while I am up here is one of my own from my EP which are available for pick up outside at the Merch stands this song is Called.” I said having Alex join me on the title. “Don’t walk away”


I wish I could erase this all from my brain
Like it had never happened this way
I know you want me to be the one
Who can stand tall
the one who rises when you fall
I’ve work so hard to be that one for you
But in the end we both know it's too good to be true
I hate to say this but our love can never last
COURSE
But please
Don'tt wallllk awwwwayyyyy
Cause there is nothing here without you
Don't walk away
Tho there is nothing left to say
without you
my heart it can't take no more
now that you've walked out that door
Don't talk away
I am nothing here without you

Do you even know what this is doing to me
I can't just keep holding on waiting for you to come around
Your leaving me without a choice
Did you even care
Did you even want me in the first place

BRIDGE
I just kept running this same routine
holding on to things that will never last
What's the point
what's the use
Why do I keep tryi_ng____
When there nothing left for me. He___re anymore anymoreeeee
Don'tt wallllk awwwwayyyyy
Cause there is nothing here without you
Don't walk away
there is nothing left to say
without you
my heart it can't take no more
now that you've walked out that door
Don't talk away
I am nothing here without you


When we finished the song I looked to Jack I noticed he was looking at me maybe her gets it now we can’t love each other, we can’t be together.
“Alright guys this next one we made with a good friend of both of us, and when we asked him to do this song he told us go for it so this next song is A Love Like War” Alex said as Jack started up the song.
(Shay) in brackets.
*both*

Make a wish on our sorry little hearts
Have a smoke, pour a drink, steal a kiss in the dark
Fingernails on my skin like the teeth of a shark
I'm intoxicated by the lie

In the chill of your stare I am painfully lost
Like a deer in the lights of an oncoming bus
For the thrill of your touch I will shamefully lust
As you tell me we're nothing but trouble

(Heart's on fire tonight)
(Feel my bones ignite)
*Feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*
(Heart's on fire tonight)
(Feel my bones ignite)
*Feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*

(We go together or we don't go down at all)
We go together or we don't go down at all
(We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa)

Fail-safe trigger, lock-down call
Wipe the dry clean-slate, quick, *sound the alarm*
*No escape from the truth and the weight of it all*
*I am caught in the web of a lie*

*And the bitch of it all is that I'm running from*
*The desire of the people to whom I belong*
*At the end of the day you can tell me I'm wrong*
*'Cause you went to all of this trouble*

(Heart's on fire tonight)
(Feel my bones ignite)
*Feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*
(Heart's on fire tonight)
(Feel my bones ignite)
*Feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*

*We go together or we don't go down at all*
We go together or we don't go down at all
*We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa*
(Let's go!)

Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
It feels like war (it feels like war)
Love feels like war (love feels like war)

(Heart's on fire tonight)
(Feel my bones ignite)
*Feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*
(Heart's on fire tonight)
*Feel my bones* (ignite)
*Love feels like war, war*
*Feels like war, war*
one more time!

*We go together or we don't go down at all*
We go together or we don't go *down at all*
*We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa*

*Is this the end of us or just the means to start again?*

“Wow never done this song with a girl and well she can scream better than a lot of guys I know.” Alex said. “Oh I know she’s a screamer.” Jack said. “How would you know Jack we’ve never bed together.” I countered laughing. “Just give it time.” He said earning a glare from me. “Oh keep it in your pants Jack.” Alex said. “What if I don’t want to” Jack pouted. “I’d prefer if it stayed in your pants Hun. I don’t need to see it.” I said smiling at him remembering what happened a few months ago. “You wish you could, and you know it.” He said as I walking over to him putting my finger under his chin. “You so wish baby cakes. Hey Alex how about we get this next song going I don’t think Jack can keep it in his pants any other way?” I said. walking back to where Alex was. “Yea lets go this next song is so old like I mean back from when we first started let’s hear all of you sing along that know this for the hustler from way back like Shay. This is Last Flight Home

Shut your mouth and listen closely,
Because this silence isn't easy
So I'll break it even harder than before

Because I'm 16 going on the end of my days,
And if words aren't going to cut than I'll find another way.

(Because I'm leaving what I know behind,)
(And I'm living out my chance to shine)
(Like the stars now fading from your eyes)
(And I hope you'll understand)

Woah, woah, please wait till I come home
Woah, woah, don't turn my heart to stone.

Now the runway lights are fading,
With the darkness overtaking,
*I'll leave you standing watching all alone*
*From that paneglass window one million miles away*
*And I'm sorry when I tell you*
*That I'm coming back someday*

(Because I'm leaving what I know behind,)
(And I'm living out my chance to shine)
(Like the stars now fading from your eyes)
(And I hope you'll understand)

Woah, woah, please wait till I come home
Woah, woah, don't turn my heart to stone.

*Woah, woah, please wait till I come home*
Woah, woah, don't turn my heart to stone.

*Don't turn my heart to stone.*
“Hey Alex want to do what got me this far in the first place the song that got me recognized.” I said. “Definatly Shay so we are going to bring it down for this next song so many of you know Shay by her many various performances, this was the one that we found her with since we first heard her we knew she had a special voice and a talent like none other so let’s do the song that got this all started Remembering Sunday. Someone bring Shay her guitar please” He said. Soon as I was handed my guitar. We did the full band version, and I was so in love with it.
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be


(I'm not coming back) forgive me
(I've done something so terrible)
(I'm terrified to speak) I'm not calling, I'm not calling
(But you'd expect that from me)
(I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just) You're driving me crazy, I'm
(Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind)
(Keeping an eye on the world,)
(From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now)
(I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head)


Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
*I guess I'll go home*
“Wasn’t she amazing everyone? Pick up her EP guys.” Alex said as the crowd roared. “Thank you everyone this means the world to me I love you all.” I said blowing a kiss walking off stage only to be tackled by my sister. “Oh my goodness sis that was completely amazing” she said. “This next song is called Lost in stereo it’s for two very special girls I don’t know how many of you know about Shay, and Jack’s prank war, but because of her video from yesterday morning it kind of inspired me to play this for Shay and her twin sister Shyanna.
Shy got me up as the song played we danced this has been one wicked night that I’m not going to forget, and we still have to party since I can’t tomorrow.

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