Circles

“Thank you so much Juliet, & Jinxx for your help now I have one more guest to come out he is an amazing friend of mine and well I bet you can guess who he is considering my guests tonight I’d like to welcome the front man of Black Veil Brides my friend Andy Biersack!” I said as he ran out getting the loudest cheers I’ve heard all tour almost. “Hey everyone Shay thanks for having me I know this song wasn’t on Shay’s EP but we decided to do it so can we have everyone from my band out here so we can do this the right way.” Jinxx ran out with his violin, and my Electric guitar in his hand switching my acoustic into his hand passing it to the stage hand guess I am doing rhythm for this. I saw CC run to his drums, Jake, and Ash take their normal spots and Shy stay on the keyboard. “I just want to ask the crowd this. This girl here how talented is she?” getting another roar of the crowd I can’t wait to get that reaction one day. I pulled off my cloak putting it infront of CC’s kit as Shy put her’s behind her here we go “Hey everyone this is a song talking about when I was younger my bad addictions they guy that kept me hooked to them both, and how messy it was in the end how only once I met Black Veil Brides, All Time Low, Sumo Cyco, And Courage My Love did I realize how far I fell how much I needed help This song is called The Broken & The Tragic

You’re the Broken
I’m the Tragic
I’m the accident you can’t avoid
I’m the messy drug pulling (you down)
Making you feel as if you’re not good enough.

You run me around,
Manipulate me like your puppet,
Pulling all the right stings
You a mystery to me
(How you do the things that you do)

Let’s play pretend one more time
Save me from the darkness you ensued
I’m crying out wishing to go back to the start
Just go get away from you.

You run me around,
Manipulate me like your puppet,
Pulling all the right stings
You a mystery to me
(How you do the things that you do)

hold this act for another night
(I know you’ll never come around)
Because we are the two things in this world you can’t fix
(We are just the broken and the tragic)
I can’t(Can’t Escape) Escape (From You)(From you)

You run me around,
Manipulate me like your puppet,
Pulling all the right stings
You a mystery to me
How you do the things that you do
(Just keep pulling my strings)
(Because) You are the br(oken)
I’m the Tragic Accident you can’t (Escape)

“Thank you everyone, and now it’s time to welcome the next band to the stage Sumo Cyco and for those who want to pick up my EP they are out at the Merch tables have a great rest of the night guys.” I yelled running off after everyone holy shit that was amazing.

“Oh my goodness baby girl that was amazing I can’t believe I won’t be seeing the rest of your performances.” My mom said hugging me. “Shy you’re an amazing singer and Keyboard player your dad never told me you ended up talented as well.” She said grabbing Shy pulling her in. “My girls are talented, but it didn’t come from me it came from Mary’s side. You two did amazing I don’t even know what to say besides just wow you two are going to make it so far.” Our dad said joining in on the hug. “Ah what the hell if you can’t beat them might as well join them?” Mellie said joining in this was my family my weird dysfunctional family, but in the end its all mine.

“Hey guys I have to go do some stuff so I will be back later stay and enjoy the show.” Shy said. “I’m going to go with her, and clean up, but I’ll be back in about 25, or so.” I said walking off with Shy soon as we got to the doo I saw Ash leaning on it smirking at Shy well then those two I saw that coming a mile away. “Shy if you don’t..” I cut her off “Go have fun because we still have like another month and a bit to till tours over, but you get anything I swear I warned you” I watched her and Ash walk off as I headed for his bus to get cleaned up. Tonight was amazing, but I can’t believe Mom, Mellie, and Dad leave tomorrow I am going to miss them at least I’ll have Shy with me because the craziness is about to begin for sure 3 days with All Time Low around this can only mean trouble because of Jack, and I. Thank goodness I don’t have a boyfriend this time so if something happens it won’t be so bad.
I kinda want to just get it out of my system because I know its only lust between Jack I know he can’t be right its not love I know its not, but with something that always pulls us back in I don’t know what it is I think I should ask Juliet because she knows really what love is. I am although excited to see them get some real partying in because its been since the hotel party I’ve had an intense party session, but because these boys my best friends party so much I am pretty much spending the next 3 days drunk I know it.
I called Juliet out to the bus. “Shay you in here?” She called coming up the steps only to see me with my knees curled up to my chest in my clothes from before I got ready which consisted of my tack pants, Jack’s sweater, and a crop top. “What did you need to talk about?” She asked sitting down. “I need to talk about Jack.” I said. “this is about what happened before tour?” She asked wait. “Wait how do you know Juliet?” I asked my head shooting up from on my knees. “Alex told me about it.” She said. Umm alright reminders to self kill Alex tomorrow. “Oh, but yea umm what does it mean when you always fight, but no matter what you do you can’t help, but wander you way back to them, or something always brings you back together, they are the first think you think about when you lay down at night, they almost never leave your mind. When all you want to do is forget them and move on, but soon as you see them all you want to do is have them hold you, or do something with them you shouldn’t. What does that mean I really have to know?” I said finally letting all the extra breath I was holding out. “Shay I know you don’t want hear it, but in my honest opinion your dead set in love with Jack.” She said looking me dead in the eye. “How is that you can’t fall for someone if you don’t believe in it, if neither of you believe in it I know Jack never used to, but last time he saw me he admitted he was in love with me its just not fair the song the only exception I guess really could be my life song, but the only people who ever loved me beat me, cheated on me, and left me so how can love exist.” I said. “Shay you say you don’t believe in love, it doesn’t exist, you can’t fall in love well you fell in love all that you said is what happened all those feelings is how I felt about Andy Shay just give Jack a chance. I know you have a thing for Jake as he still does for you him and Ella are still fighting, but thing is you two won’t get together I know all about everything that has happened that’s what having a close friend that’s a girl is about.” She said.

we heard the door open revealing a very badly sex haired Shy, and Ash doing the walk of shame, or with knowing these two the walk of pride onto the bus. “I thought you’d be gone back inside by now.” Shy said. “Umm I did too, but I needed to talk to Juliet about something. Something very important.” I said hinting for Ash to leave. “Ash I think it’s time to part ways I’ll see you again sometime.” She said kissing his cheek. “You defiantly will hot stuff later.” He said sending her his famous wink before leaving out the door. “What’s going on sis?” She asked sitting down. “Just that I’m in love with Jack and I know I am, I just always tried to push it out and deny it, but I can’t, and worse off I still like Jake so yea I am kind of stuck because when tour is done about a two months later we move to L.A. yes Juliet we are moving down there Shy myself, and our friends which make up the rest of My Only Secret Kept. Plus all I do is fight with Jack, but see Jake and Ella are having problems, and I would never do anything till they are over, and call this a freaky premonition, but they are ending and me and him will end up together for a while, but something is going to happen.” I said. “More Celtic predictions huh?” Shy asked. “Yeah.” I said.

“I hate to rain on this, but I have to go because we leave in 10 come say bye to everyone.” Juliet said getting up heading out the door me, and Shy followed with Shy trailing behind us fixing her mad sex hair damn what did her, and Ash do. When we got to the bus everyone, but Ella was standing outside. “Shay we have to leave.” CC called grabbing my arms pulling me in for a hug. “We didn’t spend much time together again.” He whined squishing me tighter. “CC can’t breathe” I said. “Shit sorry Shay.” He said letting me go. “Shy should we tell them the news since I let it slip to Juliet?” I said “I’ll tell. We so Shay myself, and our friends which make up My Only Secret Kept is moving to L.A. in about 3 months. “Yes, yes, yes ,yes!!” CC screamed. “That’s amazing Shay its going to be nice to have you close Shay. Well I mean all of you.” Jake said. “I know what you meant Jake.” I said going to hug him. I gave him a tight hug you can feel it we are more just friends that we want to be more than just friends. I pulled away before it seemed more than a hug because I know Ella is watching me I can feel it. I moved to Jinxx hugging him longer than Jake. “Jeremy listen things will look up hun cheer up alright things will get better I’ll call you in a few day’s.” I whispered to him before pulling away moving to Ash. “See yea later manwhore. Take care, and don’t get anyone pregnant.” I said “See yea later short shit.” He said. “I’m not much shorter than you.” I said. I moved to Andy. “Thanks for your help tonight Giraffe. I’m gonna miss your tall ass.” I said hugging him tight. “Alright we’ll see you in a few months good luck with the next few days, and it was no problem at all you did amazing.” He said pulling out of the hug. “Shay I want you to think about what I said tonight do what will make you happiest. I know it isn’t an easy choice, but you have to decide. I’ll see you in a few months Hun take good care of yourself, and don’t drink too much in the next few day Luv yeas girly.” She said hugging me tight. “I will its going to rack my brain but I need to get this right. Luv yea too Jul.” I said pulling away before hugging CC again. “I’m gonna miss one of my goofy best friends. I don’t want you to go.” I said digging my head into his chest. “Aww Shay come on let go he needs to leave. Plus the we shower, and head to bed sooner you get to see Austin tomorrow!” I pulled away kissed CC’s cheek “Later CC.” I said pouting. “Later Shay.” He said mimicking me causing me to smile. As they disappeared I ran off to the bus to get some sleep seeing as Mom, Mellie, and Dad said their goodbyes before we left the stadium. I got inside made my way to my bunk crashing in my clothes that I was in.

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