Circles

Shyanna’s P.O.V.
Shay and I were sitting on the couch in crew bus bored watching T.V. because we had a day off and well today is the day we both ended up inviting our parents because well tomorrow Shay has her Performance with Ashley, & Andy of Black Veil brides it’s going to be fuckin’ sick I already know that because well the other night she was skyping the boys with me sitting bored on opposite ends of the bunk I moved beside her while they were practicing, and well ended up talking to Ash he told me to check out her demo so I pulled out my cell checked them out I didn’t know she could scream like yea she had to do back up for Skye a few times, but that’s all I ever heard her sing, but I looked up her all time low performance she was pretty amazing I can sing, but not like that she is destined to be a front woman of a band. I have honestly made so many friends through Shay from us clinging to each other like sisters like we have actually sat up sharing our life stories she was raised by her Mom, but never had a real dad. As where I was raised by my Dad, but never had a Mother at all I have no siblings, she has one, we come from such different worlds, and home environments, but through school we had the same problems we both have self harmed in the past actually she has been clean for like 5 months almost as where I have been clean for almost a year we both went out, and got a tattoo on our last day off matching ones but we both have to hid them from our parents because they are strict.
“Shy honey are you in here?” a voice I haven’t heard in a few months called out. “Dad.” I yelled running over to him hugging him I’ve missed him so much. “I’ve missed you Shy.” He said picking me up man I missed him I always wonder how I am so short with my Dad being 6 foot 6. “I missed you too Dad and I want you to meet my friend. Dad this is Shaden Marie Hassam or as we all call her Shay, but well now that she is disowned by her Dad she is going by her biological father’s last name which is Heart. Shay this is my Daddy Geoffrey Heart.” I said I always found it funny we have the same last name. My Dad seemed to go ridged looking at the five foot six white haired girl in front of him “Hi there it’s nice to meet the friend Shy keeps talking about.” He said sticking his hand forward.

They shook hands as a knock came on the door I walked over and opened it to seeing a woman with light skinned around 5’6 with brown, blonde, and copper hair with a girl around 5’9 with tanned skin and curly dark brown with blue in her bangs standing there. “Oh baby girl its good to see you what did you do to your hair I like it.” She said hugging me. “Umm Hi and do I know you.” I said scared “Momma!” Shay yelled from behind me as the woman let me go. “You’re not Shay, but wow you look like her so much I’m sorry I am Mary this is Mehlanie Shay’s sister, and I am Shay’s Mom.” She said. “its alright we have had a few moments where people have mistakened us actually on the first day on the plane Brandon told us how much we look alike which I see now a lot. I am Shyanna” I said laughing was I watched her go ridged as well. “Let’s head in you can meet my Dad.” I said walking up the steps. “Hey Mom this is Shy’s dad..” Shay was cut off. “Geoff.” Mary said. They know each other what the hell. “Mary what are you doing here wait oh no I thought so.” My dad said what the hell is going on I looked to Shay she looked so confused. “Geoff this is your Daughter?” Mary asked. “Yes and is this your’s Mary?” My dad Questioned back. “What the fuck is going on” Shay’s sister asked. “I think all three of you need to sit down. Geoff do you think it’s time to tell them? Since I don’t think it can be left unsaid now that they know each other.” Mary said as my dad just nodded. “I Guess it is time I never thought we would actually ever have to do this Mary.” My dad said taking a seat. “Girls sit all three of you. You all might need it.” He said. Shay and Mehl walked over to me sitting on the couch with me.

"Girls now do you ever wonder why you have never met your Biological Mom, or Dad.” Mary said where she is going with this. “Well girls I will say this since Mary will beat around the bush. You are fraternal twins we separated you soon as we were allowed to take you girls home.” My dad said. “What the hell Mom you said Dad died in a car accident when I was 3 weeks old so this means you lied to me for almost 21 years.” Shay said looking down clenching her fist her voice breaking as she spoke. “How could you do that he missed so much why didn’t you tell me he was alive.” She said now crying. “Dad you said Mom died giving birth I’ve always had a mom do you know how hard it was not having a Mom growing up the fucking bullying I got for it.” I said hugging Shay crying myself. “Oh girls don’t cry please.” Mary said. “Mary, or well Mom they are tears of happiness because I have a sister and a Mom well I have 2 sisters I’ve always wanted both of those they were things I never had.” I said smiling wiping my tears. “Mom, Geoff mine are a mix because I’m so mad and Mom you know when I get so lived I cry, but they are also happy because I have my Dad something I’ve never had look at what Jameel did no offence Mellie, but he is a dick he disowned me because I wanted to follow my dreams.” She said getting up walking to my dad. “Welcome to my life Dad.” She said hugging my Dad I mean our Dad. That's going to take some getting used to. “I’ve always wanted to be able to say that to you ever since I was little I love you Dad I know you haven’t been here, but I am glad you are now.” She said while letting go sitting back down. “Shaden sweetie I’ve always known about you Mary always sent me everything you did as did I with Shy to her we both know how you grew up and how you were doing.” My dad said. “This explains why you froze when you saw Shay dad.” I said going wide eyed realizing. “Yes honey that’s why.” He said. "and when you froze outside when I Shy introduced herself to you." Shay said.

Shaden’s P.O.V.
Wow I have a Dad. My dad is alive after 20 years I finally meet him but the fact I have a twin is even more shocking, but how could they never tell me about it. You know what I don’t even care I don’t because ever since I met Shy she filled that weird void I felt. “Shy we have to Skype BVB then ATL ASAP.” I said grabbing her pulling her to my bunk in time to see CC was on. I called him up not two seconds later did he accept “SHAY, SHY, AND OTHER PERSON.” He yelled. “CC Get the other’s me Shy and my little sis have news. Go hurry.” I said “Guys get your asses in here and bring Juliet, and Ella Shay is on Skype her, and Shy have big news apparently.” He yelled out. Yeah actually we had two. “Hey guys" We said as everyone crammed on the couch as CC sat down on the floor so we could see all seven of them. “What’s the big news now tell us come one.” CC said with a course of yeahs behind him. “So we have two actually one I found out hopeless wants Shay in a band so we are now the founding members of My Only Secret Kept, but this one stay’s between us for now. The other is we found out we are related.” Shy said for me. “How?” CC asked. “Dude think about it they look alike a bit sound alike dress alike without trying both have the same learning disability, and allergies they are the same age.” Jinxx said as it was obvious. “Your twins.” He yelled. “Yes CC we are we will see all of you tomorrow tho. Bye.” “bye” everyone yelled.

I hung up the call and seen Alex on I called him up he answered in a heartbeat. “Shay, Shy how are you guys?” “Great can you get everyone even Jack.” I asked “Yeah I can what’s up.” He asked eyeing us. “Just go get them Alexander.” Shy said. “Guys I need everyone at the back lounge now its important apparently.” He yelled out the door. I heard a bunch of footsteps. “is everyone there now Alex.” I asked. “Yeah they are and when I mean they every last person.” He said laughing. “wanna say it on 3” Shy said. “Yea …1…2…3” I said. “We’re Related.” We yelled. “What how your lying’s” came through the computer. “No we are turns out we are fraternal twins separated basically at birth we just found out and called you guys My Dad is out front with well Mom.” Shy said. “That’s really cool.” Jack said sitting next to Alex as the other’s left. “wait Shay is that my sweater, and my hat you have on.” He asked smiling. “Guilty as charged. I promise I will seriously give you it” I said laughing. “its cool that your wearing them I don’t care they look good on you, but I really do want them back.” He said laughing as well. “I think me and Mehl should leave you talk to the goofballs I’m out come on mehl.” Shy said grabbing mehl leaving my bunk. “No sappy shit over my laptop really I don’t want it.” Alex said Gagging. “Well I was drunk so no and I don’t love Jack he’s just a friend no offence Jack.” I said. “you know how much of a fucking bitch you are I can’t wait to fucking tell you off in person and get my fucking shit from you.” He said walking off. “Shay why do you insist you don’t need love you don’t love him that things will never change.” Alex said. “Lex listen Jack and I will never work and I am better off on my own, plus I don’t need a self centered dick, who always freaks on me, won’t fucking be there for me, or himself he doesn’t need love he just needs to screw, and he doesn’t believe in love just like me. So that is that Alex.” I said in one breath. “if you two say so but this isn’t going to end well I know this already, but I will see you in three weeks. Bye Shay luv you Hun.” He said ending the Skype call.

“Shay just give that dang fucking man child a break and a chance.” Shy said walking back in. “all you do is fight with each other tell yourselves you don’t want each other you told me what happened before you left about what happened and you and tay breaking up because of Jack he didn’t make you cheat. Plus Mom, and Dad want to take us to Lunch so they can know each of us better.” She said. “Alright sounds good and I know I cheated, but he caused it to happen I was so stupid but I can’t love him back I don’t believe in love.” I said. “I know remember I am in the same boat, but let’s go eat and worry about his later.” She said pulling me out of bunk alley up to the front lounge slipping on my shoes to match what I had on as did Shy polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=111238587 heading out with our full family finally together for once.

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