Closer and closer. Their faces finally closed the distance, as their lips met. Both had their eyes shut as Alex pulled off slowly. Bella kept her eyes closed as she bit her lower lip, her hands were curled into fists by her side. Part of her wanted to dare to just reach up to his hair, just hold on so tightly and keep their lips pressed for an eternity. A slight moment in heaven, but him pulling off brought her back to reality. Alex brought a hand up to her cheek, palm spread across. His fingers stroked the beginning of her neck and his thumb stroked her cheek softly.

Bella opened her eyes with a look of lust, all of the emotions she hadn't felt for what seemed like a hundred years, came sparking back to life. Alex looked deep into her soul again, biting his own lip.

"I am so.. not sorry." Alex held Bella by the small of her back and gently but sharply pulled her closer to his body. Their body's pressed tightly together, he took what he wanted. Alex pressed his lips against Bella's, who wasn't complaining either. She dared. She did it. She found her hands suddenly entangled in Alex's hair, pulling on strands and trying to stand on her tiptoes to push herself closer into his body.

His breathing became slightly heavier and she felt his arousal pushing into her lower abdomen through his boxers. Bella moaned as she bit his lower lip. He softly licked her lips, so soft it was almost a tickle. Bella opened her mouth slightly, and Alex's tongue found its way in. He explored her mouth as she pulled him even closer.

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The rough pull of her clothes as she tried to fight it off. Trying to pull away. Trying to get him off. Trying to just escape his grip. But he held on tight. She wasn't his and this wasn't right. She hated it and she swore right then, that never again would she trust a man.

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"I.. I just c-can't.. do this.." Bella sharply pulled away, shaking her head in an attempt to make the memories disappear.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have -"

"No. No no no. No it's not -"

"Yes it is because -"

"Alex, no. Look. There is another thing I didn't tell you."

"Do I really want to know?"

"Probably not. But you probably need to. Besides, isn't this weird for you? I'm so much younger than you."

"Fans would understand if they knew how I felt right now. And besides, I don't really give a shit, do you?"

"Well no."

"Well there you go. Would you like me to start again?"

"What do you mean?"

Alex pulled Bella closer to him once again, but this time taking a softer approach. He stroked her cheek again, and gently placed his lips on the opposite side of her neck. His other hand was running its way down her side and then her back, gently pulling her closer. He wanted her. For now or for the long run, he would decide later. But for now, he felt himself leaning more and more towards the latter. Alex wanted to take care of this girl.

Bella's hands once again found their way into his hair as he forced his lips against her neck even more. This time, she was enjoying it. Not one part of it felt rushed. She tore his head from her neck and took his lips with hers. She was extremely ravenous for his taste again. She needed it.

Once again, he explored her mouth before holding her hands by her side and walking her over to the bed. Alex pushed until she sat on the edge of the bed, looking up at him, her eyes begging him.