Bella was any ordinary eighteen year old - so people thought. Good grades, an amazing best friend whom she thought the world of, a few enemies and a lot of tears here and there. Everybody suffers, everybody survives and carries on. But nobody could have expected this. Especially not Bella.

Can she let go of everything she's ever known? Can she overcome something that's dragged her down for far too long? Most importantly, all of the memories that have drowned her for the past two years, will she ever be able to put her mind at ease and make them just disappear?

At the end of it all, Bella knows her life will never be the same again.

1. I'm A Walking Travesty

2. I Could Be Nothing But A Memory

3. I Can't Stay Here No More

4. Grab my Wrists and Pull Away

5. You Make Me Wanna Tear My Fucking Hair Out

6. The Irony Of Choking On A Lifesaver

7. I'm Wasting Wasted Time

8. I Wish We Could Start All Over

9. I Like You Just The Way You Aren't

10. We Never Stood A Chance Out There

11. I Don't Mean To Be A Bother

12. Let Me Dream, Let Me Stay

13. I'll Paint You Wings And I'll Set You Free

14. Get A Grip And Get Out, You're Safe

15. It's Too Late For Explanations

16. Dedication Takes A Lifetime

17. I'm Just A Moment

18. Backseat Serenade

19. I've Got The Guts To Say Anything

20. She's Out Of Control, So Beautiful

21. I Want To Break Down These Walls

22. Return The Favour

23. Smile Like You Don't Give A Damn

24. A Touch Of Redemption

25. A Hint Of Elation

26. A Recipe For Disaster

27. I'll Love You Forever Or Find Something Better

28. Wake Me Early, I've Been Dreaming

29. So Wrong, It's Right

30. A Better Reality

31. But You'd Expect That From Me

32. We've Got Unfinished Business

33. Times Like These Feel So Dangerous

34. Unanswered Questions Will Be The Only Thing To Stop Them Now

35. I Wanna See Your Face And Know I Made It Home

36. I Think Myself Deserving Of A Little Time Off

37. Don't Sweat It, Forget It

38. This Could Be All I've Waited For

39. Call Me Foolish, I Feel Hopeless

40. Too Much Of Anything Is Too Much