My Only One (Jalex)

Jack's POV:

I couldn't sleep. I was lying awake in bed staring up at the ceiling, willing sleep to drag me under with every second but it didn't seem to happen. Both good and bad thoughts were swarming my mind, overwhelming me. Alex was sleeping next to me, his mouth parted. I had one exam left and then that was it. Done. Over. I never had to step foot back in that place, until graduation anyway.

I went into that school as the care free, cocky, obnoxious teenager who seemed to get the school in the palm of his hand in an instant. It was good while it lasted but being the asshole that hardly anyone liked wasn't great. I soon came down from my pedestal and let myself be who I wanted to be, who I truly was. I made no secret of my sexuality either once I'd figured it out myself, why should I? You should express yourself and let people see who you are, right? You shouldn't let others change you, right? You shouldn't have to endure torturous torment just for showing who you truly were, right? Wrong. According to Oliver, the current asshole of the school. He'd made my life hell since I told Rian about my sexuality. Rian hadn't told anyone, I just acted myself. Rian knew that he and I could joke about it too, and that was what we did. Oli had caught on and had made my life hell. Physcial bullying I could cope with, I mean, I had coped with it for the majority of my life from my father but it was the verbal kind I struggled with. Despite me being so care free on the outside, I really did care about what others thought about me and I took pretty much everything to heart. Oli would call me a faggot every time our paths crossed during school. He would flatly refuse to change for gym class if I was in there so he could be safe from getting bum fucked. Neither of these bothered me much, they were only simple comments that were poorly thought out but I couldn't handle it when he started calling me out on my mom's death, saying that she died from catching the 'gay disease'. Who would've thought that the kid who always looked so happy could be so sad? I was sad, my mood only lifting when I was around Alex, that's how he didn't know. I hid it so well. I only had one more day of it though, and that wasn't a full day anyway. I've coped with it for the past month, one more day isn't going to make much of a difference.

I turned and looked at the small digital clock that was to the side of the bed. 3:12, great. It perhaps wasn't the best idea to not be sleeping on the day of an important exam but I couldn't help it. I groaned, throwing my head back down on the pillow. Today would suck. Alex must have heard me groan. He turned to face me, his eyes fluttering open. His hair was a dishevelled mess but it looked cute.
"What are you doing awake? It's like 3am?"
"Couldn't sleep. Go back to sleep, Lex, don't worry about me."
"I am worrying. Something's on your mind, I can tell."
"Forget it, I'm fine. Go back to sleep, Lex."
Alex brought his hand to the back of my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. I shuffled closer, wanting more contact. My mood instantly lifted. Alex was my happiness, he made me happier than anything in this world and that's one of the reasons why I love him so much. Alex moaned into the kiss. That's when I realised that something hard was pressing into my leg.
"Really, Lex? Just after a kiss too!"
"Um, yeah, but I didn't get to the good bit in my dream so..."
"Wait...what was this dream."
"You and I...in bed...together."
"I'm gonna need more than that. Describe it to me."
"Um, well, it was hot and sweaty...and kinky. You asked if we could try something different and it was fucking hot. I was getting close too..."
"That wasn't good enough. We might have to explain and demonstrate at the same time."
Alex smirked at me, his eyes suddenly getting the particular glint they get when he's horny. I couldn't even tell that Alex was having a sex dream but his boner sure did.

Alex flipped us over so I was lying on his side of the bed on my back, him hovering over me.
"So, we were like this and we were making out...like, full-on grinding."
Alex looked at me, his head tilted slightly to the right, chewing on his bottom lip.
"Do it."
Our eyes were locked, I could feel myself getting hard just from this. He looked so hot with his bed hair. His lip chewing didn't help much either. Alex pressed his lips to mine, the kiss starting off as a slow and passionate one before quickly evolving into a more heated affair. His tongue was massaging mine, making me moan slightly. Alex rolled his hips down, creating some much needed friction. I could already start to feel myself leak pre cum. I wouldn't last long tonight.
"I'm not gonna last long with the rate we're going, Lex."
"Funnily enough, you said something similar in my dream."
"Oh...so what now?"
"Well, this is the part where I suggest we try something different."
"Okay."
"How about we try something different?" Alex whispered into my ear, nibbing at the lobe slightly, sending shivers down my body. I only nodded to Alex's question, not trusting my voice with how good I was feeling.

Alex climbed off me and bent down in front of the drawer that held everything. I didn't look this time, wanting to keep what he had in store for me a surprise. He threw some lube up at me before climbing back onto me, hiding the things behind his back. He grinned at me, his eyes crinkling at the sides.
"What have you got there, Lex? I wanna know!"
"Close your eyes, Jay."
I reluctantly did so. It wasn't that I didn't trust him, it was just the fact that I was curious to what he was going to do to me. I heard something click before my arms were being raised above my head. I felt cold metal go around my wrists and then something else clicked. My eyes snapped open. I tried to pull my arms back down but they were stuck. I strained my neck upward to try and get a better look at what he'd done.
"You cuffed me?" I asked in disbelief.
"Yeah, I can take them off if you're not okay with it."
"No! No, I kind of like it. Helplessness is kind of turning me on."
"Good. What else have you got behind your back?"
"That's for me to know and for you to find out if it's needed."
"Meanie."
Alex shrugged, leant down and crashed his lips with mine again. I wanted to tangle my fingers in his hair but, for obvious reasons, I couldn't. I both hated it and loved it at the same time. It was amazing, really. We continued to make out for a little while longer. All I could really do was kiss back and buck my hips up to meet Alex's but it was so good.
"These," Alex said, hooking his fingers in the waistband of my boxers, " need to come off."
He pulled them down tantalisingly slow, his fingers grazing over the tip of my fully hard dick, making me gasp. He twirled my boxers around his finger before letting them fly off across the room. His eyes scanned my now completely exposed body. I actually felt kind of embarrassed. Maybe embarrassed was the wrong word...vulnerable was more like it.
"You're so beautiful, Jay. I mean it, you're the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on."
I felt a blush crawl up my cheeks. I tried to look away from him to hide it but it was no use. He's grabbed my face with his hand and kissed me passionately again.

He sat back on my tights and grabbed the bottle of lube. He poured a good amount onto his fingers before sliding two into my immediately. It wasn't exactly painful, more uncomfortable. Even if it was a little painful I wouldn't mind: I kind of have a bit of a kink for pain.
"L-lex, just fuck me."
"Nuh uh, not just yet. Have a little patience, babe."
I groaned in frustration, grinding my hips down at the same time. Alex's fingers hit that bundle of nerves as I ground down, making me let out a choked scream of pleasure.
"Okay, that was fucking hot, Jay."
Alex started to thrust his fingers in and out, hitting that one spot each and every time.
"P-please, Lex. I n-need you."
Alex grinned in my direction, pulled out his fingers and wiped the on the sheets. He grabbed the bottle of lube again and took off his boxers, discarding them somewhere I neither knew or cared. He popped the cap and the lube and poured some onto his dick. He sat on my thighs rubbing himself for a while, his eyes screwing shut from the pleasure, his jaw slackening. My erection was now throbbing to the point of it being painful. It wasn't even like I could touch myself.
"Lex, p-please."
My words seemed to snap Alex out of his little state of euphoria. He hovered over me once more, his face level with mine. I spread my legs a little, making it easier for him to get access. I felt his tip push into me slowly. He kissed me softly, distracting me from the small amount of pain that was starting to build as he pushed further into me. I felt his skin touching mine, telling me that he was all the way in. He stayed there, not moving at all. I needed him to move though.
"Move, Lex."
"But-"
"Move. I'll be fine."
He seemed hesitant at first but he pulled out and pushed back in slowly. He felt so good. I moaned at the sensation. I don't think I could ever get over how good this felt. Alex's thrusts started to speed up, his grunts of pleasure filling the room, only pushing me closer to my climax. He angled his hips and thrust in again, hitting the bundle of nerves again.
"I'm g-gonna cum, Lex."
"No you're not. Looks like we'll be needing this after all."
Alex sat back onto my thighs, pulling out completely. He reached behind his back and revealed a rubber black band. I stared at it, wondering what it was.
"It's a cock ring. It makes you last longer."
"Oh..."
"You don't have to, you know?"
"No, go for it. I want this to last."
Alex slid the ring on. It was tight but not all that uncomfortable.
"Ready to continue?"
"More than ever, Lex."
Alex resumed his position of hovering over me before slamming back into me, hard, hitting that spot head on. I cried out in pleasure, my head rolling back. It was like someone had flicked a switch. The sweet Alex was replaced with a rougher, more domineering one. I loved it. He kept slamming into me, hitting the same spot repeatedly. I entire body was writhing beneath him, squirming at his every thrust. I tugged on the cuffs each time too, making them dig into my skin a bit but I didn't mind: the marks would just remind me of what happened.
"I'm c-close, Jay."
It was only then did I realise how much I needed a release. My dick had gone red and it was throbbing so much. My stomach had that familiar feeling pooling in the bottom but it just kept rising. I needed a release but I felt so good at the same time.
I felt Alex's hips stutter. His hips thrusting much faster as he came. The feeling of him shoot in side me was enough to make me cum but, of course, I couldn't.
"Lex, I n-need to cum..."
Alex pulled out of my and shimmied his way down my body so his face was now near my dick. He quickly pulled the ring off, making me sigh in release. I felt my stomach start to drop soon afterwards. Alex's lips were soon on my dick though, sucking at the tip, dipping his tongue into my slit.
"Shit, ahh fuck, Lex."
Alex started to bob his head, slowly at first but soon settling into a quick rhythm. I was getting closer and closer to the edge. The feeling in my stomach starting to get a little too much. I felt my tip hit the back of his throat. He swallowed around me and that was it. My stomach dropped completely, my hips bucking up as I came down his throat.
"Fucking hell, Lex."
It was honestly the most intense orgasm I'd ever experience, yet I wanted to experience it all over again.

Alex pushed himself up off of me, uncuffed me and placed everything back into the drawer. I curled up into his side when he lay down next to me, exhaustion finally taking over.
"Shit, Jay. Look at your wrists! I'm so fucking sorry."
I looked down at my wrists, that Alex had now taken a hold of in his hands. They were red raw, swollen and even bleeding in some parts off the cuffs.
"Oh well, I'm not bothered...I kind of liked that pain."
"Not the point. I did this, Jay. I hurt you."
He sounded so sad, so disappointed in himself. I looked up, capturing his lips with mine in a sweet kiss.
"I don't care, Lex."
"But you're hurt."
"Yeah, maybe, but it'll be a reminder of tonight and of how good and happy I felt."
"If you say so...I still feel bad though."
"Stop it. I don't feel bad. I feel great. Why? Because my boyfriend, the man I love, had just made love to me."
"When you put it like that...I guess."
"See? It's nothing. Come on, sleep. I'm exhausted after all that."
Alex pressed his lips to my temple, something he'd been doing a lot, before settling down to sleep once more.
"I love you, Alex."
"I love you too, Jack. Goodnight."

Notes

Hi,

Sorry for not updating last night, I was just incredibly busy and the next thing I knew it was gone midnight so, yeah. I hope the shitty smut makes up for it.

Thanks for reading, voting, subscribing and commenting, it means a hell of a lot to me.
Em x