My Only One (Jalex)

Jack's POV:

I was sure of this. I wanted him, I needed him. The time when we tried before, it wasn't right and I'm almost grateful that May called when she did. Tonight felt right and that was because it was right. I'd made a promise to myself to not do anything to myself for as long as I'm with Alex. I kind of do regret that promise but a promise is something that is never to be broken, right? Right. It was hard, so fucking hard. I'm a teenager with needs but my need right now was not for my right hand, it was for Alex.

We were still on his bed aggressively making out. We were both needy and it was evident. I could feel Alex's semi-hard dick against me leg, it occasionally brush against my pretty hard dick, making me moan into the kisses that seemed to never end, not that I was complaining: kissing Alex is one of my favourite things to do. Alex detached our lips and started to kiss down my jaw line, his stubble scratching my face slightly, only turning me on more. I've never really found out any of my kinks yet though. I mean, sure, I've had sex before but the girls only cared about getting laid. They didn't care about the person who they were screwing. With Alex, though, it was different. Tonight was not only a night of pleasure and pure ecstasy but a night of discovery too. Alex was now kissing my neck in different places, occasionally biting down. He bit down on a spot just above my collar bone, a moan uncontrollably leaving my mouth. I felt Alex smirk against my skin and start sucking, grazing his teeth over the spot every now and then. It felt amazing. The sensation, of course, went straight to my dick. It was getting painful now and something had to be done.
"Lex, d-do something."
Alex hummed against my skin, biting down one last time before dragging my skin out a little and letting it go. The cold air of the room immediately hit the, now wet, spot near my collar bone. It cooled it, making it feel better slightly but it also made me feel worse in the sense that there was no Alex making me feel amazing.
"I can't be assed with all this seductive undressing, Jay. Just strip, it's starting to hurt now."
"Romantic."
I stripped anyway, lifting my hips up off of the firm mattress to pull my jeans off. I went to take my boxers off but Alex swatted my hand away.
"No. I'll do that."
I looked at Alex to see that he, too, was only in his boxers.
"Fuck, Lex. You're leaking already."
"It's you. You have no idea how long I've waited to do this."
"I'm pretty sure I do. I mean-"
"Shhh, no talking, save that for later."

Alex reattached our lips, the kiss starting off slow and passionate but soon turning back to the earlier form, rough and needy. Alex pulled away a few minutes later and started to kiss down my jaw line again. He stopped at the spot he was suck on earlier and took into his mouth again, sucking harder than before and nibbing all the time. I moaned again, the spot obviously being some sort of turn on spot or something. He flicked his tongue over it one last time and pulled away, choosing to take my left nipple in his mouth instead. I arched my back, hissing in the pleasure that it gave me. My hips bucked causing our erections to rub together through the fabric of our boxers. Alex moaned against my nipple, sending vibrations through the sensitive area.
"Lex, please. Do something. I need you."
I was growing impatient now. I needed some sort of release. Alex started to kiss down my torso, nibbing in a few spots. I knew I'd have marks in the morning but I didn't care. It's just be a reminder of what happened and who with. By now, Alex had reached the trail of hair leading up to my belly button. He seemed to contemplate something before licking a strip up it, making my hips buck up again. He took the waistband of my boxers in his mouth and started to tug them down. My dick sprung up, no longer being restricted by a layer of tight material. The air hit my erection, making it get even harder. My boxers were thrown somewhere across the room, as were Alex's. I took the opportunity to prop myself up on my elbows and take in Alex in all his glory. He was big, a lot bigger than I remembered. That made me nervous. I'd heard that it hurts and something inside me told me that this was going to hurt a lot.

"Jay? Are you completely sure about this? We don't have to go all the way tonight. I know you're worried, I can see it on your face."
"No, no, I'm fine. I want to it's just...you're so big! It's only a small hole, how are you going to fit in?"
I could see Alex try his best to hold in his laughter. Feeling stupid, I blushed, the heat in my cheeks being ridiculously hot.
"Oh, Jay. I'm sorry I laughed. Don't worry about things like that, I know what I'm doing, I've had it done to myself before. It's nothing to be worried about, okay?"
"Yeah, okay."
"Good."
Alex leant over to the bedside drawers and opened the bottom one. I heard objects being pushed around before he threw a bottle on the bed behind him, a condom box following shortly afterwards. I looked down into the draw. It was filled with different toys. I didn't even know what a few of them were but they look interesting and...well, fun.
"Yes, we can try some of those one day. I'll admit, I'm kind of a kinky bastard."
I laughed, only for it to turn into a giggle.

I heard a pop of a cap from the bottom of the bed. I saw Alex coating three of his fingers in loads more lube than probably necessary.
"Get on all fours, Jay, it'll be easier for us both."
"But I wanna see you..."
"Put that pout away and get on all fours, you can look at me when we've got into it, okay?"
"I guess."
I got on all fours, my ass literally in Alex's face. I felt one cool finger circle at my entrance before it was slowly pushed in. I tensed at the unfamiliar feeling. It wasn't painful, it was just strange.
"You've got to relax, Jay. It'll hurt a lot more otherwise."
I tried my best to relax as Alex started to curl his finger and pump it in and out.
"Another, Lex."
"Okay, babe."
I felt Alex pull almost all the way out before pushing back in again. The stretch was a little painful but nothing that I couldn't cope with. Once all the way in, Alex stopped, allowing me time to adjust. I started to push back on his fingers, wanting more than he was giving me. He got the message and starting to pump his fingers, scissoring them and curling them. He kept changing directions too. The sensation wasn't particularly amazing but it wasn't awful. It was definitely something I could get used to. Alex bent his fingers in a certain direction and curled them again, causing me to literally scream out in pleasure.
"There, again, Lex. Oh my God!"
Alex ignored my plea and pulled out again, making me feel lost and rejected almost. I felt a pressure at my entrance before he pushed in all three fingers. This hurt like hell.
"Shit."
I screwed my eyes shut in a way of trying to deal with the pain the ripped through my lower half. Alex carried on, however, his spare hand now wrapped around my slightly softer dick, pumping it slowly as a distraction. Once he was all the way in, he stopped.
"Move, Lex."
He did so, repeating the curling, pumping and scissoring, his fingers grazing over that one spot a few times, teasing me.
"Okay, I'm ready."


Alex pulled out again. I felt empty. Only now did I realise how good it felt. I heard the tear of the condom packet and the pop of the cap on the lube again from behind me. I heard a few moans coming from Alex, him undoubtedly stroking himself a few times beforehand. I felt his tip at my entrance, it pushing slightly at the stretch ring of muscles.
"Are you still totally sure with this, Jay? It's not too late to back out."
"I'm sure. I want you, Lex."
"Okay then. Just stay relaxed."
I mentally prepared myself for what was coming. I felt him push in slowly, the pain not quite hitting me yet. As he pushed further in, the pain got progressively worse. I felt like I had a hot iron rod inside me. It burnt like hell.
"Fuck, that hurts."
"You're so tight, Jay. So. Fucking. Tight."
Alex was whimpering from behind me, the pleasure obviously being amazing to him.
"Move, Lex. Just, go slow."
Alex hummed in response, his voice sounding a lot higher than usual.
He pulled out incredibly slowly before pushing back in at the same pace. The pain was starting to subside, the pleasure now replacing it.
"Faster, Lex, p-please."
Alex complied, slamming his hips into mine repeatedly, the sound of slapping skin now louder than ever. Alex was literally whimpering, the odd moans coming out strangled and high-pitched.
"Jay, you feel s-so fucking good."
"You t-too. Oh God."

Alex altered the angle of his hips, slamming back into me and hitting that particular spot that drove me crazy head on.
"Oh FUCK, ALEX, THERE AGAIN!"
Alex slammed back into the same spot again, moaning every time he did so. He'd reduced me to a moaning, sweaty, panting mess. The bed was squeaking, we both were moaning and the sound of slapping skin only got louder.
"Fuck. Fuck me harder, Lex. Fuck me so hard I won't be walking for a week."
Alex growled, slamming into me even harder.
"I'm getting c-close, Jay."
Alex pulled out almost immediately after speaking. His hands flipped me over so I was lying on my back on the bed.
"I want to see you cum, Jay."
Alex wasted no time in getting back into his rhythm. Even though I didn't say so, I was getting closer to the edge with every slam into that spot. It took Alex all of two thrusts to find it again. I was moaning like a whore by now. Each time he hit that one sport I was screaming out.
"Fuck me harder, Slut. I need you to fuck me harder, Lexxy-boy."
Alex growled again, speeding up to. His thrusts were getting sloppy and he was falling out of his rhythm. His hips were stuttering. I could feel the familiar feeling in my stomach build up a lot quicker than it ever has.
"I'm gonna cum, Lex."
"Me too, Jay, me too."
Within a matter of seconds, the familiar drop in my gut happened, white streaks shooting across my stomach and chest following soon afterwards. Alex moaned loudly, I could see on his face how close he was. His hips stuttered one more time before he came with a moan of my name.
"Ja-ack, shit."
He rode out both of our orgasms before collapsing on top of me. Both of us were sweaty and now both of our chests were slick with my cum.

Alex pulled out of me once he'd caught his breath, removing and tying off the condom and throwing it into the bin by the bedside set of draws.
"That was amazing, Lex."
"It was the best sex I'd ever had."
"Ditto."
"I never had you down as one for dirty talk though. I mean, 'fuck me so hard I won't be walking for a week' was a personal highlight for me."
I blushed hard, my face heating up even more.
"I'm sorry. I mean, I can try and stop if it's not what you're-"
"No,no,no, Jay. I loved it. It's you anyway so why would I ask you to stop?"
"I don't know but I never had you down as a one for being kinky. I'm pretty sure I saw a cock ring and handcuffs in there."
"It got lonely when you weren't here."
"Oh well, I'm here now. I love you, Lex, and thank you so much."
"You don't have to thank me, I love you too. Come on, I think we both need a shower."

Notes

Hey...again.

I apologise if this is shitty, I'm not great at writing smut hence the reason why I don't write a lot of it.

Could you please, if you've got any suggestions on how to write better smut, message me? It's the one thing that I know I'm not great at and I'd love to improve.

Please let me know what you think down in the comments, it means a great deal. Also, thanks for getting this 3rd/4th on the first popular page, it keeps fluctuating between the two but it's still pretty amazing to see, so thank you. Thanks for reading and for voting, subbing and commenting, it means so much to me.
Em x