My Only One (Jalex)

Jack's POV:

"So you walked in on them half naked just as they were about to fuck each other?"
"Yeah, pretty much."
"Woah...I always knew that Mr Fuentes was a little...delicate."
Alex chuckled at my comment, his hand finding my own, our fingers automatically interlocking.
"Well, putting it the way you just did, I guess we're both a little delicate?"
"A little? Lex, babe, you wear women's jeans."
Alex blushed, ducking his head to try and hie his crimson cheeks behind his fringe.
"Shut up."
Our conversation died down to nothing. Only then did I process what Alex had told me. He'd walked in on Mr Fuentes and Kellin Quinn making out, getting close to actually fucking. It then clicked why he had cum on his jeans. He got turned on by the scene.
"Wait...you jerked off earlier, didn't you?"
"Ermm, yeah...why?"
"You were turned on by it weren't you?"
Alex blushed, yet again.
"Maybe I did, maybe I didn't..."
That gave me an idea for what we could do tonight.

Alex and I talked a little more, going into a little more detail about how I've been recently. I hardly go home now so everything seems to be going okay. My mom understood why I had virtually moved out but she'd often ask me to come home and visit her. She'd told me that my dad rarely came home now and she was positive that he was cheating on her. She always claimed that it didn't bother her but, deep down, I knew it did. You can hide your sadness with a smile but your eyes will always tell the truth. Pretending to be happy is the worst kind of sadness. It broke my heart to see her so sad and I'd often lay awake at night, pondering whether or not I should return home. I'd had several conversations with her about it too but she insisted that I stayed away, for my safety, she'd say. I missed her though. I missed her a lot and I'd often find myself aching to be in her arms. I'd told Alex all of this and we ended up crying together. It felt good to get my emotions out once in a while. I'm such a closed person and it's nice to have finally found someone that I can be completely open with. And that person happened to be Alex.

I also found myself thinking about Alex when sleep refuses to take over my body at 2am. I was positive that I loved him. Yeah, it's not been all that long but love doesn't have a time limit on it, right? I've never exactly felt loved at home but when I was with Alex, I felt like I was loved. Even though he'd never actually said those three words to me, I could still feel it. I felt safe, at home. I felt complete. I knew my mom loved me but she was always so afraid of my father that she couldn't show it. It's been hard on her and I honestly believe that she's one of the strongest women I've ever come across.

I stayed with Alex in his office for a little while longer whilst he finished up on some work and rang a few parents. I always loved spending time with Alex, even if it is just sitting on the black leather sofa in his office whilst he worked. It relaxed me in a way.
"Hey, Lex? I know it's not a weekend and it's not what we normally do, but could I maybe stay at yours tonight?"
"Yeah, of course. Is Rian busy or something?"
"Nah, I just want to spend that night with you."
"Oh. Well, I'd love to spend the night with you too. Alex drove to his house, Green Day's Dookie album playing in the back ground. It was a comfortable silence, once again. Alex was just one of those extremely comfortable people to be around. I always felt safe around him and there were also moments where conversation wasn't needed. He was just amazing.

-

Alex and I were sat on his sofa under a blanket with our limbs tangled. I'd insisted that we watched Home Alone, much to Alex's dismay. Alex had settled for rubbing small circles on my hips, both relaxing me but turning me on a little. I'd never really told him that my right hip is my turn on spot. I'd had enough of his teasing so I flipped myself over so I was now lying on top of Alex, our chests presses together. I kissed him hungrily, my tongue soon sliding into his mouth to battle against his own. I pulled back when Alex bucked his hips up, his bulge in his jeans pushing into my own, making me moan from the small amount of friction that he had created.
"Meet me upstairs in, say, ten minutes?"
"Okay, I'm guessing this is what you had in mind when you asked if you could stay the night?"
"Yep. Oh, one more thing, can I borrow your laptop?"
Alex furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but nodded nonetheless.
"Great, thanks."
I pecked Alex once on his lips, grabbed his laptop from the coffee table and ran up the stairs, taking them two at a time.

Once in his bedroom, I opened his laptop and connected to the internet. I stripped down to just my boxers whilst the page loaded. Alex came up the stairs a few minutes later and entered his room, confusion still etched across his features.
"Strip, Lexxy. I want to see you...all of you."
Alex soon whipped his shirt off but hesitated when it came to his jeans.
"Jay, I know you've seen me naked before but I've always managed to hide my thighs...just, don't pay much attention to them, okay?"
I was about to ask why but I remembered him telling me that he had "past experiences" with self harm. Alex soon joined me on the bed, him, too, in his boxers. He straddled my hips and kissed me, his lips working with my own passionately.
"What's the laptop for then, Jay?"
"Turn around and you'll see."
Alex craned his neck to see the screen that was perched on the little set of drawers that were at the foot of his bed. A movie, of the sexual kind, was playing. Two guys were making out on the screen, the volume muted so I could hear Alex.
"Woah."
"Yeah, after what happened earlier, I kind of figured that it was sort of your thing."
"You're amazing."
Alex crashed his lips with my own once more and began to grind down on my hips, creating a small amount of friction, but not enough to completely satisfy me.

I flipped us over so I was now straddling Alex.
"These," I said, tugging on his boxers, "need to come off."
I hooked my finger in the waistband and tugged them down, the material getting caught on his erection but that was easily sorted. Alex lifted his hips so I could get the thin material off his body. I flung his boxers somewhere across the room, not caring where they landed. I sat back on his thighs and took him in. His body was covered in a thin layer of sweat, making his skin sheen in the light coming from the lamps in his room. His hair was a mess and parts of his fringe were stuck to his forehead but he still looked beautiful. His chin and cheeks were covered in stubble but it suited him. His chest was hairy too but it was just another thing to add to his beauty. My eyes made their way down his toned stomach and down his happy trail and soon they were on his dick. It wasn't too big or too small. It was perfect, like him, really. My eyes then travelled to his thighs. I could recall him saying about his past with self harm some months ago but he'd never really elaborated on the subject. I don't blame him really, it's a hard subject to approach. His thighs were littered with scars, all varying in length, width and colour. They were mostly white and thin but there were a few that stood out more, their slightly pinker colour catching my eyes. He was still beautiful though.
"You're so beautiful, Lex."
"Please stop looking at them, Jay. They're ugly."
"No they're not. They're beautiful in their own way because they're a part of you."
Alex stayed silent, his cheeks slightly red. I leant forward so my face was level with his and kissed him again, wiping away the stray tear that had made a bid for freedom down his right cheek.
"We'll talk about it later. Right now, though, let's just focus on this."
I leant back and blindly hit the mute button on his laptop, the sounds of the movie now filling the room. Alex moaned, his dick twitching a little.
"Jay, do something, please?"
I started to kiss my way down his body, starting on his jaw line and making my way down until my face was at his dick. I hovered over his dick a little, contemplating whether I thought I could handle it. My hand wrapped its way around the base of his dick and I started to pump it a little, squeezing too. I took the tip of his dick into my mouth and started to such on it, swirling my tongue around it, dipping it into his slit. I'd never given a blow-job to anyone but I had received a few from some slutty girls. I just thought I'd do to him what I enjoyed. I started to take more of him into my mouth each time I bobbed my head. I carried on doing so until I felt the tip of his dick hit the back of my throat, emitting a low growl from Alex. I looked up at him through my lashes to see his head thrown back onto the pillow, his mouth open and his eyes screwed shut.
"Close, Jay."
I hummed around his dick as I continued to deep throat him. I could tell he was close from the salty taste of his pre-cum. I continued to bob my head, my tongue dipping into his slit every time I brought my head back up. I sunk down on him again, feeling his dick twitch at the back of my throat. Before I could do anything about it, Alex came into my mouth, his hips thrusting up a little. His cum tasted kind of salty but it wasn't intolerable. I swallowed around his dick and continued to bob my head as he rode out his high. I pulled off him with a pop and looked up to see Alex, red cheeks and beads of sweat on his forehead.

Alex flipped us over and made his way down my body until he was settled between my legs. He muted the laptop again and looked up at me.
"Your turn...but, I want to hear you, Jay. I want to hear you make those beautiful noises that I know you can make."

-

Alex and I were lying in bed, the air still slightly heavy from our activities. I lay in his arms with my head on his chest. Alex's thumb was subconsciously rubbing circles against my hand. I felt like it was the perfect moment to say it. I wanted to tell him how I really felt about it.
"Lex..."
"Yeah, Jay?"
"I, um, I...I-really-like-you."
My words came out as one long word.
"What was that, Jay? I couldn't quite make out what you said."
"I really like you, Lex."
Alex smiled and pulled my body even more into the side of his.
"I really like you too."
Alex kissed my forehead before settling down to sleep. His soft snores soon filled the room but sleep wouldn't take a hold on me. I lay there, silently cursing myself for bottling it and blurting out the dumbest thing that I could've ever said.

Notes

Hey,

I'm getting so crap at updating, aren't I? I'm sorry, I really am. I'll try to get back into the swing of things. Even this crappy chapter isn't making up for my absence.

Thanks for the 3k views though, wow.

Em x