I was sitting with Jack and Alex in catering, having a coffee, well actually I was only having a coffee with Jack, Alex just happened to be there as well, giving snarky remarks and generally being in a really shitty mood.

I felt bad for being so bitchy to him the other day, I wanted us to get along like the rest of the band. So when he got up to get back to the bus I went after him to talk to him in private and maybe set things straight. I caught up to him when he had almost reached his bus.

"Alex, wait, can we talk?" I called, he had his hand on the door handle about to open the bus door and turned around with a surprised expression

"Alex" I said "I don't want us to yell at each other every time we meet. I don't even know what I did wrong, why are you so mad at me?"

He looked at me and was about to turn away. "Fuck you" was all he said as he wanted to push past me.

"Oh no!" I shoved him against the side of the bus. He turned to me with a shocked expression on his face from my sudden outburst.

"Stop running away from me all the time." I had my hand on the wall on either side of his shoulders trying to keep him in place although not touching him. I looked him in the eyes searching for a hint that he might let down his guard and open up to me.

We stared each other down for a few moments when he broke the gaze, sighed exasperated, let his head fall back while slouching down a bit on the wall.
But he kept quiet. "Alex" I tried again "I'm looking for the boy behind that loud mouth of yours"

He moved so fast I had no time to react as he grabbed me and flipped us over so that he was pushing me into the wall. Other than I had done he pinned me there by pressing his whole body on to mine. He came close looking into my face again and I noticed his eyes had turned a lot darker and there was an angry glow in the back of them.

"What do you want me to tell you" he growled at me. "That I am madly in love with you?" He snorted unhappily.

"You waltz in here with your stupid innocent face and your cute accent, your eyes are not simply blue, no they look like the fucking Pacific, people drown in them, I don't like girls with short hair but you need to have those golden angel locks that nobody can take his hands off."

He tugs at my hair roughly, by that time my hand had flown up to my mouth in shock of all the venom he spat at me.

"You are giving me nightmares, I can't even look at you without cringing in pain." He brought his face even closer our noses almost touching and I could feel his breath on my skin. "And of course you get along with everybody and they all adore you, but I am not playing in your sick little games, you oblivious little brat." He hissed.

I had heard enough, my emotions had changed from shocked to boiling furious and I tried to push him off me. "Fuck you, Alex" I yelled at him.

He grabbed my chin forcing my head to tilt up and crashed his lips onto mine, I felt sparks running up my spine and reaching my chest, that only added to the painfulness of the whole encounter and I gasped.

He must have felt something as well because all of a sudden he pulled back a little, his lips becoming soft and his kiss more passionate, I still had my lips slightly parted but did not kiss back because I was frozen to the spot, he brushed against my lower lip and slid his tongue inside.

I had to blink a few times to become aware of the whole situation and realise that there were tears running down my cheeks. I pushed his chest away with my lower arm and he broke the kiss and stared at me with a confused and astonished expression, unconsciously touching his lips as if he didn't quite understand what had just happened.

I tried to break free and he tried to hold me back so we wrestled for a couple of seconds.
I was panting hard when I had finally freed myself from his grip. I slapped his face as hard as I could manage in my confused state.

"Don't ever talk to me again, Gaskarth" I hissed and turned to run to my bus.

"Gi-Gi, please, stop, I - I'm sorry." I hear him calling after me.

Notes

Thank you all for reading and commenting, it keeps me going. There are a lot of different strings in this story and it's sometimes hard to keep it together but I'm trying! Luv ya'll !!!