Dear María

The past week has been brilliant.
I definitely hit it off with Jason and Bryan, along with Damon and some other youtubers, which made me extremely happy. Also, Jack and I had been going strong in our relationship, a lot stronger, I may add. Oriol was now starting to be recognized around the states as a great dressage instructor and rider, and also improved his english although sometimes people spoke so fast to him he sometimes turned to me and was like ‘Translation, please’.
I’d met about 78% of my american fans and I was so happy to meet them and get to hug them and gah, I was so happy.
But as much as the good things outweighed the bad stuff, there was bad stuff.
Three days ago I went riding with Stella around the venue when I realized it had been a long time since the police informed us about Mikel. I mean, if they’d arrested him, they’d inform us, right? Along with these thoughts about Mikel, I started to think about other stuff and my mind has been bringing back old memories in my sleep.
I didn’t wake up shaking and crying, thankfully, but it was enough to wake me up and keep me awake all night. The voices didn’t return, but I felt something was off in me, and everyday it felt like something else was off.
I didn’t tell Jack though, not now that we were doing so good.
We were in Dallas and I woke up at 6am sharp and tried to roll off our bunk without waking Jack up, last night we went partying as we got a day off, and he had gotten a bit tipsy (alright, he got very drunk) and the last thing I wanted was to wake him up early in the morning with a hangover. I had a small hangover myself, but I managed to ignore it and made my way to the kitchen and grabbed an apple. I ate it and put on my riding clothes to take Stella out for a bit, and brushed my teeth.
I went outside and saw Zack already stretching before going for his usual morning run. Me and the guys had been closer in this tour, and there was a noticeable difference between Zack and I’s relationship. We started talking about sports and workout stuff, moved to diets, and slowly became closer and closer. Not Ori-close, or Jack-close, but at least he wasn't all shy around me.
“Morning, Merrick” I smiled at him.
“Mussons” he smiled back.
“I’m going for a long ride today” I informed, pulling out my phone, “I texted Jack but make sure he checks his phone” I added.
“No problem” he smiled, his smile turning into a small pained expression as he picked up his right leg and stretched it behind him. I think I even heard a small crack coming from his bones.
I smiled at him and walked to Stella’s paddock with her headstall in hand. She pinned her ears forward and walked up to me as I positioned myself next to her neck and adjusted the headstall. I went to the trailer and tied her to a metal ring the trailer had, and turned to the small cupboard, getting her saddle and girthing her, before changing her headstall for the bridle. I also pulled out a backpack and shoved the headstall and my phone in it.
I put the reins over her next, touching her saddle, as I untied her from the ring and she stood in front of me as I changed my slippers and put on my boots, as well as my helmet. I closed the cupboard and locked it, knowing Ori had a spare key, and shoved the key in the backpack, I put its weight on my shoulders and adjusted the straps, and jumped on Stella.
“I’ll be back for lunch” I informed Zack, “Piss him off for me, please?” I smirked.
“No problem” he nodded with a smile, “Have fun you two!” he said as I turned around and lead Stella to a field we just had next to the venue.
It was a vast field and had a few trees around it and bushes and tree stumps and logs and it even had a small river across it. It almost looked like a jumping course if it wasn’t because of the knee-high grass covering the surface.
First I showed Stella the jumps, trotting towards each one and stopping in front of them so she could more or less see how much she had to jump. We did a ‘lap’ around the field trotting, two cantering, and finally I decided to start jumping.
An hour later I jumped off her and loosened up her girth, changing her bridle for her headstall and tying a rope to it and let her eat some grass for a while.
And it went on and on like this until a little bit before lunch time.
We headed the buses again and I tied her to the ring attached to the trail again, taking off her bridle first, followed by the saddle, and finally lead her to her ‘paddock’. I left her stuff properly in the cupboard and changed to my slippers again. I paused to clean up my boots and finally left my boots and helmet inside, locked the key and entered the bus.
It was empty, so I thought the guys were either meeting fans, signing stuff or playing baseball or football with other bands. I sighed and grabbed my shower stuff and picked out an outfit, laying it neatly on Jack and I’s bunk. As I walked to the bathroom, I took my clothes off almost unconsciously, when I heard Stella start to make noises from outside. A few minutes later, I was in the bathroom just staring at myself in front of the mirror (like we all girls do for four hours until we finally decide to shower) when someone entered the bus… quite energetically.
“María?!” Jacky!
“In the bathroom” I smiled, unlocking the door.
“Good mor-“ he stopped himself as he realized I was naked, “Woah, morning sexy” he whispered huskily in my ear, slapping my butt.
“Ew, Jack, you’re sweaty” I scrunched up my nose, holding back a giggle.
“Well, how can you expect me not to when I’ve been playing during the hottest hour of the morning, been walking around in the sun and played football?” he smiled and stepped closer to me, “Plus, so are you and the guys said they’d play a few more games before coming bacck...” he whispered in my ear after locking the bathroom door and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling our bodies together. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Smooth way to ask me for sex in the shower” I replied in the same tone.
“Ha!” he scoffed, “I’m not asking, I’m informing you” one of his arms was moving from my waist to my chest, slowly massaging my left nipple and making a moan escape my lips.
He pushed our lips together and moved in synch, Jack taking off his clothes quite fast. He pushed me to the shower and opened the little door for me, immediately closing it and slamming me against the wall.
“A little too eager, are ya?” I teased, trying to pull off an american accent.
It’s quite funny to think I can speak with such a ‘spanglish’ accent a second (which almost sounded australian, if you thought about it), pull off a cute british accent the other one, and suddenly change to an american accent. Although my british accent has been changing a bit since I lived with Jack, like I cared less.
“Don’t do that to me” he breathed, trying to hold back a moan. I knew how much it turned him on when I changed my voice.
“Oh, but I did” I teased again.
His eyes turned a deep shade of brown, almost black, as his eyes scanned my body and a devilish grin spread across his lips.
“You’re such a fucking tease” he shoved me against the wall, my arms wrapping around his waist automatically and feeling his boner against my inner thigh.
“And a very naughty girl” he took a small step from the wall, my ass almost hanging in the air as my back was against the wall.
We looked at each other’s eyes when he slapped, really hard I may add, my ass, making me shout and instantly wet for him.
“Wow” he shook his head, an evil chuckle leaving his mouth, “Almost two years with you and didn’t know you liked to be spanked…” he pushed me a bit harder against the wall, “Who would’ve known?” he whispered in my ear and turned on the shower.
The water fell straight on me first, cold as ice and Jack changed the temperature to a more steamy one.
“You like to be spanked, Mari?” he teased, pressing his cock a bit harder against my entrance. Oh, fuck, I needed him so badly!
I bit my lip and received a slap on my boob when I didn’t answer.
“I asked you a question” he said in a threatening tone.
“Just get in me already, Jacky” I smiled at him, the same smile spreading though his lips.
“Well aren’t you a dirty little slut” he chuckled before his eyes went hard again and he spanked me again, a moan/shout escaping my lips.
He did it again three more times until I whimpered a bit and without any eye contact warning or anything, he slammed into me, right on my g-spot and making my eyes see black spots for a second before regaining vision again. As soon as I regained vision, he slammed into me again, picking up a steady pace as I moaned, my legs around him bringing us closer and the water making it a bit slippery for both of us. He kept spanking me, harder this time, making me scream in pain. However, the pain excited me more and soon felt myself getting close, two knots forming in my stomach.
“Jack!” I hissed when he spanked me again.
“Yeah, baby say my name” he groaned against my ear, sucking on my sweet spot under my collar bone and pulling on my skin. His thrusts becoming a bit sloppy but with more force.
He slapped my butt again.
“Fuck, Jack!” I cried.
“I love it when you say it like that” he hummed, letting a few heavy breaths out.
I could only answer with a small ‘ugh’ which mixed with a moan.
“Jack, I’m so close…” my hands tried to hold -or smash- anything, but I had no shampoo bottle or anything around so I wrapped my arms around Jack’s neck and scratched his shoulders.
“Oh, fuck!” he whined, “Yeah, I am too, babe” he said, a moan escaping his lips, “Fuck, you’re so beautiful” he slammed into me at the same time he spanked me again, making the pain and pleasure double and my nails to dig into his flesh, a scream coming from his lips. His gorgeous lips.
I felt him cum into me, as his hand which attacked my butt moved to my breasts and pinched my nipple, making me whimper. He repeated the pinching a few more times, sometimes a slap in between, and I finally screamed his name as I came.
He let me down, put kept an arm around my waist to keep me from falling to the floor, as the water kept running, now touching his back, as my hand cupped his jaw and I brought our lips together. He kissed back with a smug smile and cupped my face with one hand, his soft touch on my skin.
“I love you” he smiled, pulling my wet hair behind my ear.
“I love you too” I kissed him again and rested our foreheads together before we opened our eyes and smiled at each other, kissing each other’s faces sweetly before turning off the shower and stepping out.

Notes

So I though I haven't written a 'proper' smut in a while and thought you guys missed it... But I don't know since you don't say anything, but whatever...

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Title credit: Lithium by Nirvana.