~Jack's POV~

As soon as we got downstairs, I had lost Lex in the sea of people. Vic's house was ginormous, so he had obviously invited loads of people. I managed to push into the kitchen to grab a drink, and found Jaime. Jess had gone somewhere with her friends, so I pulled him outside onto the beach. There was still lots of people out here, but there was more space to move around and it felt more relaxing. There was only a gentle hum of music and you could hear the waves rolling in, which helped with the pounding head ache that I already had.

Jaime's hair had lost it's volume and it just flopped at the sides of his head, a few odd strands still sticking up. He actually had really long hair, when you looked at it like this. He could barely walk straight, and although I wasn't in the greatest form, I had to grab his sides to keep him from falling over. We found Rian and Oli and sat down around the campfire that we had all sat around when Alex and Vic serenaded us last night. Vic had a great voice, and Alex, oh god, don't even get me started on his voice. He had sung my song, and I had been in tears for hours. Even Cass cried.

Rian didn't seem as drunk as the rest of us, but Oli and Jaime were pretty fucked. Oli was really hyped up, and kept shouting and dancing, which is probably why Hannah had left him with us. Jaime was quite calm, and spent the time lying in my lap getting all emotional. He started crying on my jeans, so me and Rian decided to take him upstairs so he could sleep. We left Oli doing whatever he was doing (it looked like some weird kind of dance move), and took Jaime inside, holding his sides so he didn't fall.

I fell over a few times, hitting my head on the banister as we tried to get up the stairs, but we finally found a spare room. I assumed it was Vic's, since Jaime kept explaining how he "always loved sleeping in Vic's bed", and there were numerous band posters and photos of Vic covering the walls. He was a vain bastard.

"Night mom, night dad." He said as we tucked him under the covers. I think he was being serious. He closed his eyes and buried his face in the pillow, smiling.

"Night, son." Rian said, his voice deep. I decided to play along as well.

"Good night, sweet heart." I said, making my voice sound more high pitched as I kissed him on the head. We closed the door and stumbled out of the room, laughing.

As we made our way back down the corridor, I could hear the muffled sounds of lots of people fucking. Damn, so many people were getting laid tonight. There were some particularly loud noises coming from a room at they end, and they sounded vaguely familiar.

"What douches, they left the fucking door open." Rian giggled. "Come on, let's go and see who it is." He creeped closer towards the door. I liked this side of Rian, he wasn't so.. serious.

We were now stood by the door frame, and Rian looked at me, as if he was asking for permission to look. "You go first man." I gave him a light shove so he was standing at the entrance to the room. Then his face turned from a laugh into a dead serious expression.

"CASS WHAT THE FUCK?" He shouted, as I poked my head around the door, peering in to see Cass underneath a man. The man turned to face us both, the shocked look on his face mirroring Cass's. Right then I felt my heart drop.

It was Alex.

No words could form and my mind was just all over the place. That was Alex, my Alex, in bed with someone else. I turned and walked away stumbling down the stairs towards the kitchen. Once I got there I grabbed a full bottle of Jack and walked out the front door. I need to be away from this house. I needed to be away from him.

How could he do that to me? After everything I'd done for him, he repays me with this.

I stumbled down the street and opened the bottle, taking a big gulp and feeling the burning liquid run down my throat. I don't even know where I'm going, and I don't know where I am. I don't know my way around this part of town. I don't care though. Anywhere is better than seeing the person I love break my heart.

Notes

Hey guys I'm sorry I didn't want to do this and it's really upsetting :( let me know what you think, it makes my day reading all your comments!

Ellie x