Life Being on Tour

Morale has absolutely plummeted.
Alex was still angry at me the next day and I couldn't stand it. I didn't do anything wrong!
I walked towards Alex and asked him if anything was wrong, even though I knew there was something wrong. Hey, don't judge me! I'm just trying to talk about it.
"You know exactly what's wrong Jack, don't act stupid."
"Is it because of what I told you yesterday?"
Alex didn't answer.
"Answer my question. Is it because of yesterday?"
"Jack, don't go on my nerve. Okay? Good."
"What the.. Aaaaalex!"
Alex rolled his eyes:"It's your fault, Jack. You said I don't believe you or trust you, when in fact I do trust you."
"Oh, c'mon. Shut up. I saw how you looked at me in disbelieve."
"Whatever. We have to finish sound check.", he said and walked towards Rian, so he could ignore me.

'What an asshole.', I thought to myself.
I was hurt. Really hurt. He said he trusts me, but yet he walked away. I don't get it. And it bugs me really bad, but I can't do anything against it. I've learned that, if Alex walked away from a conversation he has enough and doesn't want to talk anymore.Oh well, fine to me! I'm going to keep a distance from him for today. I'm not going to talk to him for the rest of the evening.

After the gig I was walking towards the backstage room. I could hear Alex talk with the guys and when I entered he went silent.
“Really? Are you fucking kidding me?”, I said to him.
He just stood up, didn't say anything.
“Alex, stop doing this to me. Like seriously! Stop it.”, I continued.
I walked towards Alex, who held the door in his hands, and held his arm to stop him.
“What do you want?”, he asked unnerved.
“Stop acting like a fucking diva, Alex.”
He raised one of his brow.
“See! That's exactly what I mean. Why the fuck are you acting like a diva?”
“You know exactly why.”
“No, I don't. Tell me, Alex. Please tell me.”, I said gripping his arm tighter.
“Let go Jack.”, Alex said, looking angrily at me.
“First tell me what you have against me.”
“You really want me to tell that in front of the boys? Really?”
“I bet you have nothing to hide, so c'mon. Tell me. Tell us what you have against me.”
Alex walked nearer me, and put his hand in my pocket.
“Here's the reason why.”, he said and threw the little bag at me.
I was baffled.
“So, explain yourself, Jack. I bet the boys want to hear about why you're caring this little bag with you.”
I didn't say anything. I couldn't. Even if I would say something, the boys wouldn't believe me.
“C'mon Jack. Go ahead and explain it to us.”
I threw the bag on the ground and walked out of the room.

Notes

Yeahjjjjj!!!! I finally updated :D