I'm gonna break down these walls...
I need to get away...
Jacks POV
Alex still hasn't noticed I've not been in bed for about 5 hours. Blood had stained its way down my legs like tear drops only filled with more hurt and regret. Each cut represents how pathetic I really am. I suppose I'm not so pathetic I mean I'm sure about 90% of people would self harm if their mother had recently died, their murdering, drug addicted father is still lingering somewhere in this world and he has got off with killing your brother and sister.
I let the blade slide into my skin slowly, pressing it deeper than usual. I shut my eyes tightly as if it would shut away the pain, then I smiled and cried at the mess I've created of myself.
I heard footsteps shuffling towards my direction and I swore to myself. "Jacky are you in there?" Alex said quietly tapping the door with his knuckle.
"Help Lex." I said in time before my breathing hitched.
"Jack let me in!! What the fuck have you done?!" The door knob started spinning uncontrollably and I flicked the door lock open and Alex came flying through it. He was greeted by me lying naked on the bathroom floor, blood trailing down my legs and fresh cuts following down onto the bathroom tiles. Then I felt Alex's arms wrap around me. His tears ran down my back and mine slid down his. We stayed like that for about an hour until Alex let go of me an rinsed a new cloth under warm water, he came and kneeled beside me and started wiping the blood away with the warm cloth. I winced every now and then as the water entered my cuts, pouring into my flesh. "We don't have to talk about it Jacky, only if you don't want to. But I have an idea to make you happy."
"I already have you Alex, what more could I want?" I said trying to smile, and failing.
"We'll you're obviously not happy enough Jack, I'm going to take you on holiday. Although we'll miss a few weeks of school." I smiled, managing to spread my lips across my tear stained face this time.
"Alex that would be perfect." He smile at me and continued cleaning me and the bathroom floor. I stood up an so did he, I kissed him, it became quite heated. He let his hands travel down me and grab my ass making me squirm a bit. He laughed through our kiss. I felt something hard against me and looked down to find Alex's boner against my thigh. I laugh and went for his weak spot: his neck. I kissed down it making him moan. I know I've been avoiding any sexual contact with Alex for a couple weeks now and I know how much he needs this. I started kissing his stomach innocently then bit his nipple, he screamed a bit until I licked the pain away with my tongue. He moaned as I made my way down his body, I placed my hands on his hips and put two of my fingers at each side of his boxers and pulled them down revealing his throbbing dick. I laughed a bit then teased his slit with my finger. I then started licking his head softly, he tilted his upwards and whispered "Jesus fucking Christ" loudly. I giggled then started sucking his dick. "H-holy shit-t Jack I-I'm s-sorry." The a mouthful of cum came, ironically, out of his dick. I swallowed then continued lick his head, before I started to doubt whether he was out or not I was greeted with a mouthful of cum again. I remembered how good it was when he stuck his fingers in my gutch, so I did the same. I did it faster than he did and he eventually came all over us, again. I laughed and pushed him against the wall and licked the cum off him then started grinding on his left leg.
"Holy shitting hell, fuck!" I gasped. Alex used his finger to trace the line of my slit, I eventually came all over his hand and he licked it off giving me an evil grin. Turns out I needed this as much as him. We started making out again and managed to walk our way through to my bedroom, still kissing. I threw Alex against the bed and jerked him off and his dick started to rise again. I then pecked his lips and darted under covers.
"Dick." I heard him mutter. He went through to the hall, switched off the light and lay as close as his boner would let him to me. "You'll regret that Baraslut." I giggled and fell back asleep. It was amazing how Alex made me so happy.
Alex still hasn't noticed I've not been in bed for about 5 hours. Blood had stained its way down my legs like tear drops only filled with more hurt and regret. Each cut represents how pathetic I really am. I suppose I'm not so pathetic I mean I'm sure about 90% of people would self harm if their mother had recently died, their murdering, drug addicted father is still lingering somewhere in this world and he has got off with killing your brother and sister.
I let the blade slide into my skin slowly, pressing it deeper than usual. I shut my eyes tightly as if it would shut away the pain, then I smiled and cried at the mess I've created of myself.
I heard footsteps shuffling towards my direction and I swore to myself. "Jacky are you in there?" Alex said quietly tapping the door with his knuckle.
"Help Lex." I said in time before my breathing hitched.
"Jack let me in!! What the fuck have you done?!" The door knob started spinning uncontrollably and I flicked the door lock open and Alex came flying through it. He was greeted by me lying naked on the bathroom floor, blood trailing down my legs and fresh cuts following down onto the bathroom tiles. Then I felt Alex's arms wrap around me. His tears ran down my back and mine slid down his. We stayed like that for about an hour until Alex let go of me an rinsed a new cloth under warm water, he came and kneeled beside me and started wiping the blood away with the warm cloth. I winced every now and then as the water entered my cuts, pouring into my flesh. "We don't have to talk about it Jacky, only if you don't want to. But I have an idea to make you happy."
"I already have you Alex, what more could I want?" I said trying to smile, and failing.
"We'll you're obviously not happy enough Jack, I'm going to take you on holiday. Although we'll miss a few weeks of school." I smiled, managing to spread my lips across my tear stained face this time.
"Alex that would be perfect." He smile at me and continued cleaning me and the bathroom floor. I stood up an so did he, I kissed him, it became quite heated. He let his hands travel down me and grab my ass making me squirm a bit. He laughed through our kiss. I felt something hard against me and looked down to find Alex's boner against my thigh. I laugh and went for his weak spot: his neck. I kissed down it making him moan. I know I've been avoiding any sexual contact with Alex for a couple weeks now and I know how much he needs this. I started kissing his stomach innocently then bit his nipple, he screamed a bit until I licked the pain away with my tongue. He moaned as I made my way down his body, I placed my hands on his hips and put two of my fingers at each side of his boxers and pulled them down revealing his throbbing dick. I laughed a bit then teased his slit with my finger. I then started licking his head softly, he tilted his upwards and whispered "Jesus fucking Christ" loudly. I giggled then started sucking his dick. "H-holy shit-t Jack I-I'm s-sorry." The a mouthful of cum came, ironically, out of his dick. I swallowed then continued lick his head, before I started to doubt whether he was out or not I was greeted with a mouthful of cum again. I remembered how good it was when he stuck his fingers in my gutch, so I did the same. I did it faster than he did and he eventually came all over us, again. I laughed and pushed him against the wall and licked the cum off him then started grinding on his left leg.
"Holy shitting hell, fuck!" I gasped. Alex used his finger to trace the line of my slit, I eventually came all over his hand and he licked it off giving me an evil grin. Turns out I needed this as much as him. We started making out again and managed to walk our way through to my bedroom, still kissing. I threw Alex against the bed and jerked him off and his dick started to rise again. I then pecked his lips and darted under covers.
"Dick." I heard him mutter. He went through to the hall, switched off the light and lay as close as his boner would let him to me. "You'll regret that Baraslut." I giggled and fell back asleep. It was amazing how Alex made me so happy.
Notes
So I realised that I hadn't really explained Jacks background. So here you are my lovelies!I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MANY VEIWS THERE ARE OMG
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6/4/13