Jacks POV

It's official, I'm in love with Alex Gaskarth. I have been for a while, but I'm constantly finding myself smiling because Im thinking about him.

His snores were small and quiet and made me giggle. It was 9:00 and I figured it was time to wake him up. I pressed small kisses on every inch of his neck, I know that drives him crazy. I started making a hickey in the dip above his collar bone. He moaned with pleasure and kissed my hair. "Morning baby." He said in his sexy morning voice. Today was my mums funeral and I knew it was going to be such a shit day. I swear to god if my dad is there I'm going to go tits up.

"Lexy please don't leave my side today." He cupped my jaw with his hand and rubbed my cheek with his thumb.

"Jacky I'm never leaving your side, ever." He smiled still sliding his thumb across my cheek were a tear started to slide down. "Shh Jack, can I take your mind off of it?" He winked at me. I cocked my eyebrow at him and he bit his lip smiling.

"Gaskarth, are you trying to be sexy? Because its working." He rolled he over and spread his legs across my crotch which already started to rise. He kissed from my belly button to my jaw line. "I'm sorry Alex, I'm really not in the mood." I felt like slapping myself because I really was. But this was a day to remember my mums amazing life, not a day to have sex with Alex. I stood up and Alex pushed me against the wall.

"Too fucking bad Baraslut." He kissed my neck and bit it, making me moan, he then licked it to sooth the pain and then started palming my dick.

"I'm sorry Alex." I said breathless. He smiled and licked behind my ear.

"It's okay babe." He grinned again and pecked my lips then took my hand and made me a full fry up. I have the best boyfriend in the world.


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We got changed in different rooms. Alex eventually came through from the bathroom and my jaw dropped; he was wearing a black tux with a black shirt and and a pink tweed-like bow tie. I got up and put my arms around his neck.

"You look gorgeous Alex." He smiled and kissed me.

"As do you Jacky." He said pulling me closer by my hips. I smiled and kissed him. He slid his hands down my hips and then grabbed my ass, I squirmed and smiled through our kiss. He licked my lower lip and I opened my mouth letting him explore my mouth, which he knew very well now.



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So many things were said about my mums "amazing life". I eventually went up and spoke the speech I had wrote, Alex squeezed my hand the whole way through. "My mum, was the most inspirational person you will ever meet. She was so s-strong. When you shed a tear, she was there with a tissue and a shoulder. And when I told her that I was gay, she was so accepting. When she got her new job in Vegas, I missed her but the job made her happy so I was happy for her. I never knew I-I would lose her to it. The thing is I never thanked her for such an amazing childhood. I never thanked her for all the things she did for me, and now it's too late. So mum if you're watching, from your cloud in heaven, I love you, how strong you are. You are such an inspiration to all of us."

A few tears were drawn including mine.

Throughout the day Alex made such an amazing effort to get to know my family. He's so cute.

When we got back home we stripped into our boxers and spooned.

"I love you Lex." I said quietly.

"I love you to Jacky."

Notes

I really hate this chapter.
but oh we'll, It's finally Joyce's funeral;-;
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