The Good Life

*Jack*

“I HATE HIM!!! I HATE THAT ASSHOLE SO MUCH IT HURTS!!” David yelled with angry tears running down his face. He came over and woke me up at ten am because he and his boyfriend, Kendell, had a fight. I had been trying my hardest to calm him down for an hour now.

“You don’t hate him, you’re just angry.” I said calmly as he paced back and forth.

“No I hate him, Jack! As much as you hate Alex.” He said and I tensed up. I forgot to tell him that Alex and I made up now two nights ago. I figured I should wait to tell him so it wouldn’t look like I was rubbing my happiness in his face.

“…Wow you must really hate him.” I said trying my best not to sound suspicious.

“I didn’t cheat or anything I just was talking to our nice waiter and Kendell says I was flirting with him. He’s gets jealous so fast.” David was basically repeating what he told me earlier, but I just let him vent it out to me.

“Just give him so time to calm down and you should calm down to before you do something you regret.” I told him and he nodded and sat down on the couch. I turned on the TV and we watched the eleven o’clock news. I heard my phone vibrate and I saw Alex sent me a text. I glanced at David to see if he saw it too, but he was too focused on a story about a missing little girl.

To Jack:
Hey are you doing anything tonight?

To Alex:
No I don’t have any plans

To Jack:
Great! I was thinking we could have a movie night. I can bring popcorn and other snacks and I’ll let you choose the movie, but it can’t be Home Alone.

To Alex:
That sounds fun! And I guess we can order a movie On Demand instead of watching home alone.

To Jack:
Lol thanks. Try to find an action movie.

To Alex:
I hate action movies!!

To Jack:
But I want to watch an action movie

To Alex:
You said I can choose the movie so I get to choose :p

To Jack:
Fiiiiiine. What time should I come over?

To Alex:
Is 7pm okay?

To Jack:
Yep I’ll see you then

I sat down my phone and smiled to myself, happy that I get to see Alex again.

“What’s got you so happy?” David asked looking at me confusedly.

“Oh nothing” I lied quickly but he didn’t believe me of course.

“Don’t lie to me, Jack Barakat!!” He exclaimed and looked down at my phone.

“I’m not lying.” I whined.

“Who were you texting? Was it a guy? Are you dating someone without telling me?”

“No I’m not dating him…we’re just friends.” I said and he looked at me doubtfully.

“Whatever, who is he?” He asked.

“Ummmm it may or may not be… Alex.” I said quietly, but he still heard me.

“Jack no. You can’t date him again. You said you still hated him.”

“I said that because I didn’t want to seem happy while you were miserable. And we’re not dating, we’re just friends.” I explained.

“We both know that’s not going to work. You’re too attracted to him and you still have feelings for him. You won’t be able to just be friends.” He said and I would have disagreed with him if everything he said wasn’t true.

“So what if I still like him? It’s not like he still has feelings for me.” I said.

“He does. You guys broke up because you couldn’t agree on something’s not because he fell out of love with you.” David said.

“He won’t try to get back together with me anyways, because he’s not ready for children and I have a beautiful baby girl on the way.” I didn’t want to seem like I was regretting my decision to adopt.

“Yeah I guess that’s true. Have the…I guess donors called you for any more money?” David is the only one who knows about me paying Camila and José fifty-thousand for the baby. He’s really suspicious of the whole thing, but he’ supportive.

“I had to pay for the doctor’s appointment Camila has been to so far, but other than that no.”

“That’s not so bad. Only six more months!” He cheered.

“Five and an half” I corrected.

***

Alex is going to be here in any minute now and my contacts are burning my eyes. I don’t want to wear my glasses for our movie friend thingy, I wanted to look my best. I guess I’m going to be blind for the night. I decided Alex and I were going to watch the Lego Movie, hopefully he didn’t mind. The doorbell rang six minutes later and I went to the door to let him in.

“Hey what are we watching?” He asked as soon as I opened the door. I could barely see his face, but I knew he was probably worried I was going to choose a stupid movie. He was carrying bags of I think popcorn, a six pack of beer, and Twistlers.

“I chose the Lego Movie. Is that okay?” I asked as we walked upstairs to my media room. I tripped on three steps going up, but Alex didn’t notice.

“Yeah I haven’t seen it yet.” He said. We sat down next to each other on the couch closest to the TV, but not so close that we were touching. I tried to start the movie but I was squinting at the TV cause I couldn’t see a word on the screen.

“Jack are you wearing your contacts?” Alex asked me, laughing.

“No they were hurting my eyes.” I whined.

“Well go put on your glasses.” He told me.

“No I don’t look good in my glasses.” I complained.

“You look good in anything.” He said and I felt my heart flutter.

“You don’t mean that.” I said and he nodded quickly.

“Yeah I do. Now tell me where your glasses are so I can go get them for you. I don’t want you to fall down the stairs.” He said.

“They’re on my bedroom dresser.” I told him and he got up to go get them. I sat there smiling to myself at the fact that Alex thinks I look good in anything. David was right, trying to just be friends with Alex will be hard. Even when we first hung out I couldn’t control myself and I kissed him.

“Here you go.” Alex said knocking me out of thought and handing me my glasses.

“Thanks.” I put my glasses on and blinked a few times so my eyes could focus. I started the movie and Alex sat down closer to me than before. This time our arms were touching. He felt so warm and smelled so good, but I had to try my best to ignore that.

“Do you want a beer?” Alex asked opening one for himself.

“No thank you.” I didn’t need alcohol, I can barely control my sober self around him.

We watched the movie in silence laughing a bit when found something funny. I was only giving the movie fifty percent of my attention and the other fifty percent was going to Alex. The way he laughed when he found something funny, the way he fixed his hair with his fingers every five minutes, I felt like a school girl who was hanging out with her crush for the first time. Every time he would move, and his arm moved against mine, I would stiffen up.

“You okay? You seem kind… of tense.” He turned from the movie and looked at me. I tried to look anywhere but his warm brown eyes but it didn’t work.

“Mhmm I’m fine, just a little cold.” I lied.

“I’ll go get you a blanket.” He said and stood up. He walked to the closet and grabbed a blanket for me.

“Thank you.” I said as he draped the blanket around me.

“No problem” He turned his attention back to the movie. I tried to do the same, but there was no use. My phone vibrated thankfully taking my attention away from Alex for a few seconds. It was David who texted me.

To Jack:
How’s everything going with your “Friend”

“Please turn off all cell phones.” Alex said mocking the announcement they make at the movie theaters. I turned to him and laughed as I sat my phone on the table.

“Sorry!” I whispered.

“I was just kidding, Jack. You can do whatever you want.” He laughed.

“It’s just David.” I told him.

“Is everything okay?” He asked.

“Yeah he just wanted to know how our movie night is going. I should text him back or he’ll get the wrong idea.” I said and Alex laughed again.

“Does he know we’re just friends?” Alex grinned.

“I told him, but he doesn’t believe we can be friends. He thinks we still have feelings for each other.” I said and watched as Alex went into thinking mode. Great I created an awkward atmosphere. I turned back to our movie, not really watching it, but just looking at the screen so I wouldn’t be staring at Alex.

“Do you?” Alex asked after a few moments.

“Do I what?” I asked, but I know what he was asking I just didn’t want to answer so fast.

“Do you still have feelings for me?” He continued.

“Maybe…” I looked down.

“I still have feelings for you. I just try to ignore them so they’ll go away and I won’t hurt you anymore.” He told me honestly.

“It’ll hurt more knowing that you don’t feel the same way you used to about me.” I mumbled.
“What am I supposed to do then, Jack? It’s not like we can get just get back together.” His voice raised slightly and threw his arms in the air.

“I don’t know, but I do know I miss you like crazy.” I told him and he sighed looking defeated. I leaned closer to him debating if I should kiss him or not.

“I miss you too.” He said and connected our lips. This felt like when we used to have make-up sex after a fight, but more intense.

He leaned me back slowly on the couch and laid on top of me between my legs. I opened my mouth slightly so he could slide his tongue into my mouth. I didn’t fight him for dominance I just let him take it. One of my hands was running through his light brown hair and the other was running up and down his back. I moaned desperately as he grinded his crouch into mine.

He removed his mouth from mine and left me breathless. “We can’t do this here.” He stated trying to catch his breath and I nodded in agreement. He lifted me off the couch and I wrapped my legs around his hips as we continued to make out. He took small steps out of the media room and went down the stairs slowly trying to get us to my bedroom. He walked down the long hall way in the darkness til we reached my room. Alex felt up the wall until he found my light switch and turned the lights on. He walk us over to the bed and gently sat me down on it and laid back down on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his hips again and he pushed up all the way on the bed so our legs wouldn’t dangle off the edge of the bed.

“You have no idea how much I missed you.” He whispered as he started to kiss down my jaw to my neck. I moaned as he sucked, kissed, and licked all over my neck. I lifted the end of his shirt hoping he would take my hint and remove his shirt. He lifted away from my neck and took off his shirt and he reached down to take off mine too. He went back to attacking my mouth as our bare chest touched and we still grinded against one another.

Alex reached down and undid his pants and let them fall around his ankle. I tried to reach between us and undo my jeans, but he pushed my hands away and did it himself. I lifted up and let him pull my pants from under my butt and off my legs. We were both left in our underwear, rubbing our hard-ons together. My boxers started to feel uncomfortable because they were tighter and wet with my precum. I slid them half way off my waist and Alex took them off the rest of the way for me.

“Alex” I moaned when he wrapped his hands around my throbbing shaft. He slowly slid his hand up and down making me make unhuman noises. I wanted, better yet, needed him inside of me now! I used my feet to pull down his boxers and he stepped out of them leaving him naked with me.

“Get the stuff.” He growled into my ear. I reached into my dresser drawer and grabbed my bottle of lube. I handed it to him and he wasted no time popping off the cap and putting it on his fingers.

I laid back down on my back with my legs spread open waiting on Alex. Once he was sure he had enough, he took his index finger and rubbed all around my hole. I whimpered out begging him to stop teasing me. He finally pushed the first finger into me, which of course didn’t hurt. I felt comfortable until he inserted his second finger which caused me to hiss, it’s been a while since I fingered myself.

“You okay?” he stopped moving his fingers, but didn’t remove them.

“Yeah it’s been a while.” I giggled. He nodded and slowly started moving his fingers in and out of me again.

“Mmm Fuck” I breathed when he added the third finger. I would have felt more pain had he not brushed against my prostate. “Shit! Alex don’t stop!” I cried out and he chuckled.

He was using one hand to stretch me with and the other hand he was coating himself with lube. He jerked himself a few times before he removed his fingers and placed his cock at my entrance.

“Ready?” he asked. I quickly nodded and spread my legs further apart for him.

He slowly pushed into me moaning as he did so. He was bigger than his fingers so I still felt myself stretch when he entered me. He went deeper and deeper into me until he was all the way in.

“Fuck me.” I moaned when I got used to him being inside of me.

He thrusted in and out of me speeding up when he knew I could take it. He was supporting himself on his elbows, panting into the crock of my neck. My hands were on his ass pulling him into me quickly every time he pulled out. I could feel myself getting close, but I didn’t want this to end.

“You always feel so good” He whispered in my ear and bit down on it. I moaned as a response because I couldn’t use words. “Do you want to cum?” He asked seductively.

“Yes!” I moaned.

“Beg me.” He roared, still drilling deeply into me.

“Please let me cum, Alex!” I pleaded and he shook his head at me.

“Not good enough.” He stated.

“You’re the only one who knows how I like to be fucked. No one else makes me feel as good as you do, baby. Please let me cum, Alex, Please.” I cried.

“That’s better, baby boy. You can come now.” As soon as the words left his mouth I released myself all over both of our stomachs. Alex was on the verge of his orgasm, I could tell by how fast he was breathing.

“Come inside of me baby. I want to feel you fill me up.” I moaned to help him out.

“Ugh fuck!” he yelled out as he came inside of me. “Jack.”

When he finished coming he pulled out of me and laid down on his back next to me. I was shaking still feeling sensitive.

“What are we going to do?” I asked after we laid in silence for a few minutes.

“I don’t know.” He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.

Notes

This story is a mess. Jack and Alex are also a mess, but I like it.