POV Jack

How did I forget to lock the goddamn door?!

Alexdidn’t… And now he's leaning against the locked door looking at me with eyes misted with lust and wearing a smirk on his face fit for the Devil.

Perfect.

“Uh…” I began lamely, at a loss for words all of a sudden.

Do I need a hand?Alex’shand? Oh God…

I dropped my gaze to the shiny tiles of the bathroom floor, as I tried to ignore my heart racing increasingly fast in excitement.My heart beats for you.The increase in beating caused the blood to suddenly rush to my face, making me to blush furiously.

It suddenly hit me that I was naked from the waist down, touching myself right in front of my best friend. I shuffled uncomfortably on the toilet seat in embarrassment. Alex chuckled at my discomfort and I glowered at him in frustration; he just grinned back at me in that sexy way, making my dick throb in my hand.

Why has he even followed me in here? Well, okay, I guess the question he just asked me answers that… But I’m pretty sure the moment was ruined when he caused me to bang my head on the fucking floor!

I snapped out of my confused thoughts as I noticed Alex's fixated gaze on my frowning face suddenly drop downwards. My heart very nearly stopped; the fast beating certainly faltered. I suddenly felt very self-conscious, because I was well aware that it was the first time he was seeing me naked below the waist in a while.

I stared shyly at Alex who was still staring openly at me in all my glory. I noticed that he was biting his lip softly, mirroring my own actions.

“You look like you could,” he suddenly spoke in a silky voice, tearing his eyes away to lift and meet mine again.Your voice keeps pulling me in.

He raised his eyebrows in a seductive way. It caused my dick to twitch desperately in my hand again.

His eyes were so clouded with desire… So hypnotic... He was begging me with those undeniable eyes. There was something else there too, swimming with the lust… Something stronger...I swear, this must be something...But what?

He seemed to take my eyes analyzing his as an invitation, because he suddenly stepped towards me determinedly. The action seemed to provoke the realization of the situation and unfreeze me from the weird paralyzing state of shock I was in. Acting impulsively, I jumped up from the toilet seat and tripped backwards, into the corner of the small, confined bathroom.

I was just breaking out of my state of shock and trance I had fallen into, but Alex seemed to take my sudden movement to mean I was trying to get away from him. He pouted his lips slightly and it was written all over his begging face:”Please Jacky... Let me help...”

Can’t he see that he doesn’t need to plead with me? I want this. I just can’t seem to find the words to tell him justhow muchI want this… Want him.It's all I ever wanted.

“Jacky, I’m sorry about before… I panicked,” Alex apologized softly when I didn't say anything, taking a few more steps towards me, closing the space between us.

He’s sorry about before? I can barely even remember what happened now...

His face was now literally inches from mine; he had me well and truly backed up against the wall. He very slowly leaned forward and pressed his lips to my ear, whispering in a very seductive voice “I’ll make it up to you.”

I’m not even mad at him about before now… But fuck, I sure as hell want him to “make it up” to me!

When he pulled back to stare at me with those hungry eyes, I couldn’t take it any longer. I put my hands on either side of his face and pulled him towards me, crashing my lips against his again and kissing him passionately. It was my way of telling him everything my lost voice wouldn’t:”I want you. I want this. I need you. I need this. Iloveyou.”

All of a sudden, Alex caught me off guard and sneakily reached down and wrapped his hand firmly around my dick while I was distracted kissing him. My breath hitched in my throat and I moaned into his mouth.

I slowly moved my hands from their position on either side of his face to rest on his shoulders briefly, before snaking round the back of his neck and tugging lightly at his hair.

Then, suddenly, he pulled back, breaking the kiss. I whined a little in protest, but he didn’t kiss me again. His eyes were locked with mine, staring in desire, and I soon figured out the reason he had pulled back was so he could look into my half-lidded eyes while he touched me.

He was moving his hand at a torturously slow pace and I was getting frustrated with his teasing. I wanted to savor the moment instead of trying to rush it, butholy fuck, what is he trying to do to me? I felt like I was going to self-combust at any moment from the suspending pleasure.It’s driving me insane.

“Lex, ughh, faster please,” I choked out in a moan, finally finding my voice.

If he isn’t going to finish the job properly I’ll just do it myself… Although I really don’t want to anymore; my hand will never be satisfying again now I’ve felt what it’s like to have Alex touch me!When I'm with you I feel so alive.

Alex smirked at my obvious impatience, but did as he was told and speeded up his expert wrist actions, causing the pleasure to course through my body more intensely. I couldn’t control the constant moans ripping from my throat and echoing loudly in the small bathroom.

Who knew a handjob could be this God damn good?!

“Shh! Noisy fucker,” Alex muttered, but his lips curled into a satisfied smile.

My brain vaguely registered that he was, of course, paranoid that the guys could hear us... But I was too far past caring.'Cause I have never felt this god damn good.Even so, I tried to refrain from moaning to keep him happy by chewing on my bottom lip again.

He was damn good at this. My mind wandered immediately to all the times I had heard him getting himself off and I suddenly realized why he was such a loud moaner… Because he’s a fucking handjob God!

I was beginning to struggle keeping the noise down and Alex seemed to notice; he suddenly attached his lips back to mine, kissing me fiercely in an attempt to silence me. I kissed back desperately to distract myself as I felt that familiar feeling in my groin spreading through every part of my body.I feel it burning through my veins.

In the end, I was the one who broke the kiss. My head fell back in ecstasy, hitting the wall behind me with a small thud, but I was too absorbed in pure bliss to take much notice. I'm pretty sure I moaned Alex's name and muttered a few profanities as my orgasm hit me.

It was intense. My heavy breathing took a while to return to normal and I don’t think I properly came down from my high at all. I just stayed there in a state of ecstasy, savoring the fact that Alex had just given me the best pleasure I had felt in a long time.

I felt high on Alex.This is the way you make me feel; so invincible… nothing can ever hurt me now.

“Wow," I sighed dreamily, bending down to pull up my trousers. “That was... fucking good.”

Alex was unusually quiet. He walked over to the sink and washed his hands, but I could have sworn I heard him curse under his breath, "shit."

I frowned at the back of his head, wondering half-heartedly what he was cursing about, but I was still too high to care too much about what the fuck was going on in that messed up head of his.

Then he suddenly turned to look at me with an expression of confusion and what appeared to be guilt. I heard him heave a sigh and watched his shoulders rise and fall slowly.

He gradually turned away from me and headed towards the bathroom door, as I stood there lamely, staring after him. I felt my heart sinking, dragging me down from my orgasmic/Alex high.

I’m vulnerable again…

When he reached the door, he stopped abruptly and looked over his shoulder at me, his hand gripping the door knob tightly.

“This is our little secret,” he told me flatly.

Then he was gone.

And now I’m hurt….

Notes

Ouch wow lex.............