Inflicted

His pain made people smile. They were all sadistic and they knew it; not giving a damn about other’s misery. The society was no better; living in the ruins and purity of loving racism and hating homosexuality. The burning pain that pierced through his body everyday was something that would be engraved forever. Everyday went by as a test in his life. The anxiety and the pressure always rushed through his mind.

He was living with the feeling that his life was a time bomb that could end any second.His life was one that was filled with emptiness. A life that longed to feel emotion and be like others. He thought that everyone needed a special person and for the longest time he believed that he would find someone.However that was all a lie. It’s funny how he believed everything his so called ‘parents’ said. The day’s they would care for you and say they love you were all lies. People in life are like a grade. There are people who succeed ( At’s) and people who fail ( F’s). He wasn’t average. He was the guy who aced everything and was perfect in everyone’s eyes except his own family's. They didn’t seem to care. They were disgraced that their son couldn’t do anything except for succeed in school. His father wanted him to be stronger and be the heir to their company; which was pointless because half the business men weren’t that fit while his mother wanted a daughter in law which would never happen.

He remembers that night clearly. When he decided to open up and tell his parents the most important secret in his life. He remembers the names and beatings he had received that night.
The pain was still engraved in his heart both physically and mentally. He trialled his hand over the scars that were slowly fading away and shivered. They still gave him goosebumps after so long.

That was nothing for him since he never had a good relationship with his parents but what hurt was when his friends or so he believed and crush called him out. He never thought they would treat him like crap just because he was different.

“ Disgusting faggot! You’re pathetic! Why would we be friends with someone like you? You should disappear.”

Those simple words crushed his heart. They were all hurtful but nothing was compared to what his first love Zack had said.



“ Let me go! I don’t want to get infected by you!” He exploded spitting the words out as if they were poison ready to take his last breath away.

“ I thought we were friends?” the once young and naive boy asked heartbroken. Zack scoffed.

“ I can’t be friends with someone like you. It’s disgusting.”

Those 10 words were the simple words that broke him and his entire life. He promised himself to never love any one again. His life was perfect by himself until that man came into his life and messed up his standing.

Notes

Hi. You may see a similar story on another website but that's mine. I just changed the characters to fit all time low. Thank you and I hope you enjoy it.