“You’re cute when you sleep.” I hear Jack murmur.

My eyelids flutter open and see a blurry Jack Barakat lying across from me. I blink a few times, letting my eyes adjust and grin at his adorable sleepy face. Slowly, I lean in and kiss him lightly on the lips.

“I love you.” I yawn.

“I love you too.” He chuckles. “That’s an interesting way of saying goodmorning.”

“I just want you to know morning and night that I love you.” I smile softly.

A grin splits across his face as he wraps his arms around my body, pulling my back to his chest. “So what do you want to do today?”

“Let’s go back to your place.”

Jack and I pack up everything and hop into his truck. We drive in silence, but hand in hand. As we pull up to his house, it begins to rain softly.

“Good call.” He chuckles. “Imagine if we had been stuck outside.”

I giggle and jump out of the truck with Jack, sprinting to the front door. We stride inside and burst into a fit of laughter, looking at each other’s soaked bodies. Fucking Jack and his mile long driveway. He slips his phone out of his jean pocket and I do the same, placing them on the counters.

“So now what?” I ask.

“Let’s go play in the rain.” He states with a devilish grin.

I grin back and we run out into his front yard. The sky is clouded over with rain cloud after rain cloud. The rain is pouring, causing puddles to form all over the place. Jack sees a pretty decent sized puddle, sprints, and jumps in it spraying water all over himself. I giggle and do the same to a puddle nearby. We splash around in the puddles for a few minutes, before I collapse in the grass with exhaustion. Jack lies down next to me and we close our eyes, letting the rain pour over our bodies. All of a sudden, a crack of thunder shakes the ground beneath us.

“I think we should go inside.” I shout over the rain.

“Wait. Stand up.” He smiles.

We stand up together and all of a sudden I am hypnotized by his cuteness. His hair is stuck to his face from the rain. Water droplets coat his eyelashes and he has this mischievous gleam in his eye. He takes a step closer to me and slides his hands on each side of my face. Slowly, he pulls my face towards his. I stand on my tippy toes, doing my best to meet him half way. Our lips meet as soon as a crash of thunder occurs, causing me to jump a little.

“It’s okay.” Jack murmurs against my lips.

I find myself lost in his kiss, never wanting this moment to end. His tongue traces my bottom lip and I part them slightly, allowing our tongues to tangle gently. We pull apart, a little out of breath and look each other in the eye.

“I love you.” He claims loudly.

“I love you too.” I slide my hands on top of his, which are still planted on my cheeks.

We lace our fingers together and another clap of thunder startles me. I like thunder, but from indoors. Jack seems to sense that and leads me back in the house. The cold air conditioning hits me like a wall and all of a sudden I am shivering uncontrollably. My teeth chatter together and my skin turns pale. Jack notices and runs to the bathroom, starting the shower and bringing a towel back with him.

“Here.” He motions for me to move into the embrace of the towel.

I oblige, and he wraps me up tightly, leaving his arms around me. He rubs his hands up and down my back furiously trying to warm me up as best as he can. Jack leads me to the bathroom and stands awkwardly.

“Ok. Well. I’ll um, leave you here. The shampoo, conditioner, and soap are all there. Sorry that they are Axe products. If you want I can go to my moms bathroom and grab hers?” He offers to me.

I shake my head. “It’s fine. But I do need something.”

“What’s that?” He asks, looking confused.

“You.” I blush, looking down at the tile floor.

With that simple word, Jack has shut the bathroom door, wrapped his arms around me, and kisses my lips tenderly. I let the towel fall to the ground and my arms wrap tightly around his neck. Jack tugs at the ends of my shirt, a simple question. I lift my arms up in the air while looking at him. Gently, he lifts the shirt off of my body and sends his hands wandering down my spine. I begin to walk back, trying to direct us into the shower considering I was still freezing cold. Jack gets me hot, but not nearly hot enough to thaw me out.

Jack catches on and guides us into the shower. The hot water cascades over our bodies, finally relaxing me. I help slide Jack’s shirt off of him and attach our bodies together. His fingers fumble with my bra as he tries to detach it from my body. After a few tries, he finally gets it and slips it off of me. He pulls our bodies back together, but this time moans slightly at the new feeling. The sound of his moan drives me to take this further.

I pull Jack’s soaking wet pants off of him, and they land on the tub floor with a splat. He gasps into my mouth as I begin to stroke his already rock hard penis. Instantly, he reaches down and pulls my pants down as well.

“I’ve never been so happy to have gone commando as I am now.” He chuckles.

I giggle, loving the fact that he can crack jokes during this without it being awkward. I wrap my arms around his neck and lean into another kiss. He slips his arms around my lower back and pulls me tight against his body. His erection, standing upright, is pressed between us.

“Can we go to your bedroom?” I ask with my eyes wide, all of a sudden a little nervous.

“For sure.” He grins understandingly.

Jack has always been good about setting boundaries. He respects me, no matter what the situation. He scoops me up, hitching one arm under my knees and the other around my back. He angles me down so I can turn the shower off. Jack walks us to his bedroom and lies me down on his bed. He stares at my every inch of my body, making me feel vulnerable.

“What?” I mutter self-consciously.

Jack continues to stare. “I swear Em. I’ve never seen anyone more beautiful in my life. To see you completely naked, completely yourself, makes me the happiest guy in the world. I love every inch of you.”


“Even my scars?” I rub my tummy lightly.

“Especially your scars.” Jack whispers.

He moves to me and kisses every single one of my scars lightly, rubbing them with his thumb after. I smile softly at him and he makes eye contact with me. Jack kisses his way up my body, going right in between my breasts so I’m not uncomfortable. His lips meet mine passionately as he pours every ounce of love he has into me. I lace my fingers through his thick, wet hair and pull him closer. Our naked bodies fit together like puzzle pieces that always belonged together. I pull apart for a second.

“Jack I love you. We’re moving so fast but it doesn’t feel like it. I swear, I feel like I’ve known you my entire life. There’s nothing I would ever change about you.” I smile softly. My eyes dart across his face, memorizing every single one of his features.

“I love you more Emmabear. I know exactly how you feel. You’re never going to lose me.” He mutters against my lips with a small smile.

“I’m ready.” I whisper against his kiss.

“Are you sure?” Jack pulls back to look me directly in the eye. “We don’t have to I promise.”

“Yes.” I moan I try to pull him down for another kiss.

“I don’t have anything Em.” He blushes softly.

I smile and rub my fingertips over his rosy cheeks. “I’ve been on the pill since I was 14. My mom was pretty good about that.”

Jack grins at the green light I just gave him and kisses down my neck, nipping the skin lightly. Love marks trail my neck and stop at my shoulder blade, just where Jack begins kissing. I can feel the want wafting off of him and I know that he feels the same from me. Jack glides down my body with ease, stopping at my breasts. He slips his tongue over one of my breasts and a moan escapes my lips. With his other hand, his nimble fingers grope my nipple. My back arches immediately at the sudden pleasure and let out a cry.

He continues down my body and stops right below my belly button, kissing lightly. He looks up at me, making sure I’m still comfortable and I nod furiously. He grins at my eagerness and covers my clit with his lips, sucking lightly. My chest is heaving up and down and I’m about to lose it any second.

“Jack.” I gasp. “Please.”

With those two words, Jack lays on top of me and positions himself with my opening. Slowly, he pushes into me and I cry out his name. He continues to push until he is entirely inside of me. He looks at me, making sure he can continue and I wrap my legs around his in response. He begins to thrust steadily inside of me. I wrap my arms around his lower back and dig my fingernails into his back.

“Fuck, Jack.” I moan.

He picks up the pace a little, making my moans louder and higher. While he thrusts, he brings one of his hands to my face, stroking my cheeks with his thumb. I stare into his now black, lust filled eyes and he winks at me. Short moans escape his lips.

“Goddammit, I love you.” He growls as he places a sloppy kiss on my lips.

I whimper, unable to form words, as I am about to release. Jack thrusts three times deeply, sending me over the edge and causing us to finish simultaneously.

Out of breath, he collapses on the bed next to me and immediately gathers me in his arms. He places small kisses on my shoulder blade as I myself try to catch my breath.

“I love you too.” I giggle gasp. “That was amazing.”

He nods against the back of my head and places another kiss lightly. “No regrets?”

“None whatsoever.” I turn into his embrace. “How can you regret something so perfect with your one true love?”

“I just want to make sure you don’t feel like it’s too soon.” He shrugs and looks down, almost ashamed.

“Do you?” I ask cautiously.

“HELL no.” His head snaps up. “Never. Shit, if I could move in with you today this very minute I would. I just want to make sure you are on the same page.”

“Jack I would marry you right now if I could.” I laugh. “Seriously. You’ll never understand what a big part you have played in my life. You know I haven’t cut in a little over a month? That’s all thanks to you.” I nuzzle my head against his chest.

“You are amazing. I swear you get more and more perfect every damn day. How? I have no idea.” He grins and kisses the tip of my nose lightly. “I wish we could just stay like this forever.”

All of a sudden, his phone rings from the kitchen counter. Jack groans and jumps out of bed and pads his naked body to the kitchen.

“Hello?” I hear him mumble.

I take this moment to myself to self reflect on what just happened.

I just lost my virginity to the most amazing guy in the world. Jack Barakat. All I want to do now is stay in bed naked forever with him. The one thing I don’t understand about all of this is why he loves me. He can tell me a million times in a million different ways why, but I don’t think I will ever be able to understand. It makes me sad to never be able to see what he sees. All of a sudden, he appears in the room.

“Guess who is going to be home alone again tonight?” Jack wags his eyebrows at me.

“Let me guess; a little over 6 feet tall, skunk hair, a total goofball?” I wink at him as he crawls on top of me.

“You forgot to mention that he has the most perfect girlfriend in the world.” He grins.

“Why isn’t she going to be here?” I ask.

“Her flight was delayed due to the weather. You want to spend the night again? I can take you to school tomorrow.” He asks, hope gleaming in his eyes.

“Sure.” I smile up at his adorable expression of excitement.

“I love you. I’m never letting you go Emma.” Jack mumbles to me before drifting off into a nap on top of me.

I giggle and stroke his hair softly, listening to the sounds of his even breathing. “I love you too Jack. Forever.” I whisper before closing my eyes, and slipping into a peaceful sleep.

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