Do it for the Memories
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Blaze's P.O.V
"so what's your name?" I ask we sat down under a tree "Mars" she said "so Mars you want to tell me a little bit about yourself" I said "well like I said I live with my older brother, our parents died, I've been bullied through school for so long and it has been starting to get to me, my brother is very supportive of everything I have ever done or wanted to do but I have been treating him terribly and I just feel horrid about it all he did was ask me how was school" she sighed "listen Mars I understand everything I was bullied and it got to me enough to think about suicide but I sat and battled with my mind until I realized 'that was what they wanted' so instead of that I just smiled all the time and put my passion into what I loved those bullies couldn't take that away from me, and I lived with my brother at the time and I told him everything helped me through it all if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be who I am today" she just smiled "so you are saying that I should talk to my brother" she asked I nod "yes he might be angry with you at first but trust me he will understand" I say she was quiet "you know you have saved my life with your music and today you defiantly saved my life in person I can't thank you enough" Mars said "I'm always there for you" I said we both stood up and she hugged me I just let her hug for as long as she needed "what are you doing friday?" I asked "well I was gonna go to your show but I missed the tickets they sold out" she said "well Mars why don't you bring your brother and yourself to the show on friday" I said pulling two tickets out of my wallet "are you serious?" she asked "dead serious, it would be a perfect bonding for you two and if I had the chance I would love to bond with my brother again" I said "what happened between you two?" Mars asked "well one day he just got up and left he never called he never texted, he never said goodbye" I paused "he never said goodbye" I repeated "but I forgave him he doesn't know that but I did if I could tell him I would, you still have your brother and by the sounds of it he will never leave your side, love him, he will always be there for you" she just smiled "things are gonna get better for you as well trust me" I showed her a smile "why don't you get home so you can talk to your brother" I said she just laughed a little "don't worry I will and thank you for everything" I waved as she ran off and headed back to Ihop where the guys were still sitting at the table when I was hugged "thank you" it was the old man "oh you are quite welcome sir" I said he smiled and walked out I looked it was still only the people from earlier and Dax and Slade "Yo! Slade Dax come on we gotta go so they got up and they paid we left to head back to my house. "those guys were so loud at their table glad you came back" Dax said from the passenger seat I sat in the back as Slade drove "lets start out with some acoustic songs today" I said completely ignoring the last statement "alright whatever you wanna do" Slade says pulling into my driveway I opened the garage and grabbed my guitar Slade grabbed his bass and Dax went behind his drum kit "so what song should we start with?" Slade asked "When You're Gone, it's kinda acoustic" I said with a smile they just shrug and I started with my guitar. "so our show is this friday and I definatly think we should do that song" Slade said Dax nodded in agreement, we practiced a few more songs before it was noon "I want to get a tattoo" I thought aloud "well why don't we go tomorrow" Dax says putting away his sticks "sounds good you want to Blaze" Slade asked "yea lets do it" I said "well I have to get some food to make dinner tonight for the vacuum over there" Slade said "but you love me" Dax said Slade just rolled his eyes "I'm getting in the car don't worry" Dax said "what the crap" Slade said "twin powers!!!" Dax shouted leaping into the car Slade just shook his head "this is why I was born first" Slade said "be nice to your brother Slade I will see you later" I waved and closed the garage and went inside the house I headed to the kitchen and opened the fridge grabbing a bottle of water and picked up the phone "can I get a large cheese pizza" I decided to order pizza for dinner because I didn't feel like cooking "alright thank you bye" I hung up and turned the tv on. there was a knock at the door "that was fast" I thought and opened the door "hi" just stood there frozen "I missed you so much" I just slammed the door in his face I couldn't deal with this now "Blaze please open the door" I just ran to my room and slammed that door and sat on my bed with my legs to my chest about 10 minutes later my bedroom door open "that wasn't the reaction I was expecting from my sister" I lifted my head "why should you expect anything more" I said standing up "aren't you glad I'm home" Alex asked "I don't know Alex I'm furious" I paused I started shaking "you left me three years ago, you never called, you never texted, you never tried to get in touch, YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE!" I continued screaming the last part Alex just wrapped his arms around me and I felt my knees give out from under me and I fell to the floor sobbing "you have no idea how I felt" I whispered as he sat down beside me "I understand, I apologize for everything I ever did, I can't ever forgive myself for not talking to you, you are the most important thing in my life Blaze, I love you little sister" I just sat there and the conversation I had with Mars came back into mind "I forgive you Alex, I love you to big brother, but you have no idea how hard it is for me to forgive you right now" I said "I honestly didn't think you would forgive me" he says helping me up the doorbell rang "I ordered a pizza" I said "well how about I get it and we can talk about everything, lay everything out and tell me how you feel, I am going to try and be the best brother I can be" he said "and I am going to be the most positive person for you and I will support you through anything you desire" he finished "you aren't quitting the band are you?" I asked "no not at all I just want to be a better brother" he says kissing my forehead he headed downstairs to get the pizza when "we need to talk" slipped right out of my mouth
