Guts
Chapter Fifty-Eight: Painkiller
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I woke up the next morning in a fit of tears from a rather disturbing dream.
Jack had noticed my thrashing about, so he'd woken me up & he held me until I calmed down.
"Jack... we can't stay here," I said.
"We have to, Rebecca. Moving is too stressful, & you know it," he said. He was right. I sighed & rolled off the bed & onto the floor with a heavy thud. I wasn't in the mood for anything, & I was informed late last night that the court case would be next week, which was very close.
"Babe, get up off the floor please," Jack said with another sigh.
"No!" I said into the carpet. He got off the bed & approached me, picking me up & setting me back on the bed. He kissed me gently, & I tensed up slightly, not all too comfortable with intimate actions.
"Well babe, I've gotta hit the studio today. Will you be comfortable here by yourself?" Jack asked, & I immediately shook my head.
"Okay. Family trip to the studio," he said with a smile.
Once the three of us were ready, we headed to the studio, where we basically just sat & listened to them play & talk about music. Jackie was interested in all the instruments, & she enjoyed sitting on Zack's lap.
I just sat in a corner & tried to forget about the events of yesterday, but that resulted in me breaking down, causing Jack to try & calm me down again.
"I'm so sorry, guys," I said as I sniffed.
"What happened, Rebecca?" Alex asked.
"Not talking about it," I said, feeling a little annoyed.
"I'll tell them later, Becca," Jack said, & I nodded.
What would they say?
Notes
Chapter Fifty-Eight!
Title Cred: Three Days Grace
FIRST & FOREMOST: REST IN PEACE ROBIN WILLAMS. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN
second: I have school on thursday & nerves are honestly eating me alive. i cannot do it. i just cant. guuuysss. :P
third: sorry for the long ass wait!
Leave your wonderful comments down below!!
So, did I promise an excerpt or what? This is from my new story in one of the recent chapters I wrote today. Enjoy, my loves ;)
"'& it was also the day Jack punched me in the face," I pointed out.
"Way to ruin the moment, babe," he said with a chuckle.'"
So, that was it lol. You have to wait for everything before that though, because it's some important info. xD
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@alltimeblink182
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@Fucking_nerd
So yeah.. as I said.. school starts on Thursday. Save me from going please.. ugh.
I'm torn between wanting to go & not going, because obv I want to see my crush, but I don't want to see my ex who is a year younger than me & is starting his freshman year. I don't want to see him, & I don't want to talk to him, which I know he'll try & do. Fuuuuckccclcclcckjdklfvml
@Tell My Voice What It Takes
No problum !
3/30/15