I wake up and look over to see Jack sleeping peacefully. I start to remember last night, and for the first time ever, I smile at the fact that I had sex. Whenever I had sex with Doomerz, it was only because he wanted it, never because I wanted it or we both wanted it. Last night was the first time I ever wanted it and it was a great feeling. As I sit here and think about it that's when I realize that I, along with Jack fell asleep with no clothes on.
I climb out of bed slowly to prevent myself from waking Jack up. I grab the pajamas off the floor that I had changed into early last night, and throw them back on. I decide to go in the bathroom and clean myself up, even though I had none of my stuff. I go in the bathroom and hop into the shower. Luckily for me, there's girly shampoo, conditioner and body wash in there since his sister, May, occasionally comes home to visit. After I finish my shower, I brush my hair and to my luck, there was a new toothbrush and a new deodarant stick in the drawer and so I decide to use them. Once I was done getting ready, I look in the mirror and smile. For once, I saw myself and thought I was beautiful. That literally never happens.
I walk out of the bathroom and head back to Jack's room. When I walk in, I see Jack laying on top of his bed, dressed and messing with his phone.
"There you are beautiful." He says smiling to me. "Where were you?"
"I was in the shower, and I was getting dressed and stuff." I answer. I lay next to him and we spend the rest of the day just cuddling till I go home later that night.
A month passes and things are starting to feel different. Well, for me anyway, not everyone else. I've been feeling very off lately. Every time I eat, I get extremely nauseous and sometimes dizzy. I have to pee a lot, I have frequent backaches and well, I still haven't gotten my period. In fact, I completely missed my period.
Since I need to get things figured out, I decide to walk to the store. When I get there, I find a box of pregnancy tests and I buy them. Before going home, I walk into the bathroom to use one of the tests. I pull one out of the box, and do my business. Since it takes a few minutes, I take it out of the stall to wash my hands. After I finish up, I look at the test and instantly turn pale. There is two lines on this test, not one, but two.
I have to tell Jack, somehow. Just please, God, whatever you do, don't let him be mad at me. I have had a long enough and hard enough year, and this doesn't help. At least I don't have to be huge when I graduate in a couple weeks. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. I decide to call Jack up and speak with him calmly. I dial his number, and listen as it rings, hoping for him to answer quickly.
"Hey babe. What's up?" He asks as he answers the phone.
"We need to talk." I respond. Before I get a chance to say anything else, he interrupts.
"About what?"
"A lot of things. Meet me outside my house ok?"
"Sure, I love you." I'm really scared. He's in such a great mood, and to think it might soon be ruined.
"I love you too." I hang up the phone and head back towards my house. It wasn't long before I was there, but Jack wasn't there yet. I sit on my porch and wait patiently for him to show up. Minutes later, I see him walking up to my house. I watch as he walks up and sits next to me.
"So, what's up babe? You ok?" Jack seems to know me too well. "You look stressed out about something."
"Yeah, we have a problem, Jack." I answer, sighing under my breath.
"What's wrong, Megan? Tell me."
"I'm pregnant. Please, don't be mad. I don't know if I can handle you being upset. It just seems like it's one negative thing after another this year." I look at him and notice he doesn't look angry at all. He just is sitting there listening to me.
"Babe, I'm not mad. Sure, I'm not happy about this, but we both made it, not just you. I know we're young, but we'll get through it." Wow, I was not expecting that. He then cuddles me next to him. "Look at this as a postive thing in your life, ok? I'm going to be here for you every step of the way. I promise."
"You sure?" I ask him. "I'm really just scared. What if Doomerz tries to hurt me because of the baby like he did back in March? What if I end up in the hospital because of him again? What if he kills the baby? How do you know you won't change your mind later? There's just so many things that can go wrong, Jack."
"Megan, none of that will happen." He responds. "I will not let him near you, because odds are he will find out about it somehow. So, that being said, I will not let him near you without me there, and I'm sure the other guys won't either once they find out about this, and I will not change my mind. I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life, so I refuse to change my mind. It won't happen ok?" He then gives me a couple kisses and stands up, grabbing my hands to lift me up.
"Alright. Well, I have to get inside and do a bunch of homework and other things. I'll talk with you soon." I tell him.
"Ok, I love you."
"I love you too." Jack then gives me a kiss and walks off. I watch him walk away as I turn around and walk into my house. I really can't be more thankful that Jack is one hundred percent supportive about this baby.