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Maybe Next May

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Alex's POV:

I looked at Jack and couldn't help but think how his eyes looked like beautiful swirling pools of brown. My gaze soon dropped to his lips, they just looked so inviting. Before my brain even registered what I was doing I moved forward and pressed my lips to his.

I felt him tense up and I started to pull away but before I could, he put his hands on either side of my face and started kissing back. I was in shock but I continued to meet his lips. Soon enough he was laying flat on his back and I was straddling him.

My hands roamed up his shirt and started to tease his nipples. He let out a low moan and all I could think was how hot it sounded. Our kisses had turned from innocent to frantic. Our tongues fought for dominance and soon he won. Right when he did he flipped us over so that I was now on my back.

I felt his hand gliding down my chest and over the growing bulge in my jeans. He then started to palm me through them and my breath caught. When I released it, it came out a moan. He gently bit my lower lip and I gasped. Lisa had never made me feel this way when we kissed.
The only noises you could hear in the room were a few quiet moans and gasps. Our lips moved together perfectly and it felt like we had been made for each other. Jack then started to grind his hips down onto mine and a loud moan came from both of us. Right then I heard a car door shut outside and the front door open a minute after.

“Alex, honey?”

I pushed Jack off of me and tried not to sound as out of breath as I was.

“Yeah mom, I’m home!”

“Alright, I’ll start making dinner.”

We continued to try to slow our breathing back down to normal. I didn't look at Jack, instead I let my mind race. Why did I do that? That was fucking amazing. Alex, stop, you're straight! Aren't I? Finally Jack got up and reached for his bag. I looked up and him and he was looking anywhere else but me. I swear I saw tears forming in his eyes.

“I’m sorry A-Alex. That shouldn't h-have happened. I-It was a mistake.”

He didn't even give me a chance to explain before he shot downstairs. I quickly got up and went after him. By the time I got outside he was already running down the pavement towards his house. I started to feel tears welling up in my own eyes but willed them to go away.

“Alex? Who was that young man?”

“Well…. I thought he was my friend. Now I don’t know what he is anymore.”

Before my mom could say anything I ran back upstairs, into my room, and locked my door behind me. My mom had knocked a couple times asking if I was okay, I told her I was fine and wasn't hungry so I went to bed early.

He had called it a mistake? I was confused about everything right now! How could he just say that? As I laid in bed all I could think about was how confused Jack made me. I was straight! I had never felt this way about any other guy! Yeah, but Jack isn't just any other guy. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down.

I was going to talk to Jack tomorrow, I just had to dodge Heath and Lisa to do so. I was lucky today since both of them weren't at school. I’m not sure if I was going to be as lucky tomorrow. I had to keep it a secret from Jack though. It would only make things worse if he found out. I sighed and closed my eyes, hoping that I could make everything better between Jack and I.

Notes

Hey everyone! Sorry it took me so long, I feel like this story is starting to turn out bad. I hope it isn't. Please tell me if it is and I will try to fix it and make it better (Sorry, I get writers block easily and don't have much faith in myself). So, what do you think will happen? I can't believe Alex is lying to Jack! What is going to happen when he talks to him tomorrow? Will he even be able to? Thank you for the comments, votes, subscribers, etc. Almost 2,000 views and 49 subscribers! Thank you! ~Anna :)

Comments

Jfc Alex. Man up and tell your parents

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/13/16

@AtlLover
It's okay fam. I still love you

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/13/16

@ArrogantBoy_
Trying to make up for not being on in about 4 months haha.

AtlLover AtlLover
7/13/16

omg two chapters in like three days, ur amazing

ArrogantBoy_ ArrogantBoy_
7/13/16

@ArrogantBoy_
Thank you ^.^

AtlLover AtlLover
7/12/16