Stop fucking around with my emotions.

*3rd person pov*

“.... Waiting to say, I miss you, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.” Alex sang, wiping the tears that had fallen down his cheeks. He looked out to the crowd, and was met with thousands of faces, many crying with him. He smiled gently, blinking away the remainder of tears threatening to spill.

“Thanks so much. You guys are fucking beautiful. Now um, we're gonna play a few more songs for you, then we're gonna fuck off. That sound cool?” He yelled confidently into the mic, relishing in the joy that the crowds cheering gave him.

“Okay, I want to see every single one of you singing along. This songs called Therapy.” The crowd screamed wildly, coaxing another small smile from the pink haired boy. [A/n I know Alex doesn't have pink hair anymore but shut the fuck up he looks fucking beautiful with pink hair and you can't deny it.]

“My ship went down, in a sea of sound, when I woke up alone I had everything...”
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“We were fucking on fire tonight dudes!” Jack yelled from atop Zack's shoulders, fist pumping wildly. Zack and Rian shook their heads, chuckling at Jack's enthusiasm.

Jack was in high spirits, yelling and screaming about fuck knows what, yet there was a small - yet progressively growing - worry at the back of his mind for Alex. Jack feared the older boy was struggling again, and wanted to put words to his worries, but was unsure how to voice them to his bestfriend.

He was confused by Alex's decision to play Lullabies live, as he hadn't played it live in years. Maybe Jack was over reacting, maybe Alex just felt like performing the song, but Jack just couldn't help feel there was an underlying reason. Of course it was only natural for Jack to worry about Alex, he was Jack's bestfriend, and the younger had seen sides of Alex that no one else even knew about. Jack would do anything to see the elder boy smile, he was his closest friend, his brother, his other half.

For so long their worlds had revolved around the others, so much so that they found it hard to survive without the other around. Bottom line; there would be no Jack without Alex, and no Alex without Jack. Jack's main worry was that Alex would become what he was before. Actually, the thought literally terrified Jack, but he didn't know what was wrong, or how to help. For the time being, he decided to leave it be, and if the pink haired boy wanted to talk to him, he'd be there.

Notes

Heeeeeeeey,
um
This is my first story on here, so um, yeah.

If anyone actually reads this, tell me if I should even continue at all.
thanks

-Kelly:)