"Where are the boys? They're not in the bus!" Matt fretted as he strode towards me with his files and walkie-talkie in hand.
"In the dressing room."
"Okay can you- Wait, what?" He paused, surprised.
"In the dressing room. I got them there five minutes ago." I understood his surprise, it was the most difficult thing to get 4 hungover guys to the same place at the same time.
"Oh... Well I need you to unload the boxes of water from the catering bus to the stage, get Vinny to help you."
"Already done."
"And all the guitars are by the stage?"
"Yep. And there's cold beer and water in the dressing room as well."
"And this is why I employed you! You're brilliant!" Matt grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me on the cheek. "Go and grab yourself a coffee or something!" He called as he hurried off, probably to sort something else out.
I exhaled and leant against the wall, rubbing my temples as I closed my eyes.
"Need to relieve stress?"
I jumped at the voice, opening my eyes to find Mike leaning against the wall next to me. "Jesus Mike, you scared the shit out of me!" I scolded him.
He chuckled and lit a cigarette. "Well? Do you?" He took a drag and offered it to me.
I smiled a little and took it from him. As I inhaled the smoke, it filled my lungs and instantly calmed my mind. I handed the cigarette back to him and tilted my head back as I exhaled. I felt him infront of me and opened my eyes, only to meet his.
"That wasn't my only idea..." He said in a husky voice.
"Mike..."
He took another drag of his cigarette before pushing me hard against the wall and forcing his lips upon mine. The smoke made me dizzy and he pulled me into a nearby empty dressing room.

-

The tour blurred together, an endless cycle of setting up, show time, packing up, partying, sleeping, travelling.
"Party time!" Jack yelled as he stepped onto the bus which was starting to fill up with people once again. He came over and handed me a can of beer. "Drink up Emzy!" He grinned at me. I sighed and sculled half the can to make him happy. "Good girl. Shots later?!" He asked way too excitedly. I nodded and sent him off down the bus.

-

I pulled away breathlessly and stepped back. Dan looked down at me and smiled slightly. He was so perfect.
"You know this isn't right..." I said finally. "I'm sorry Dan."
"I know, don't worry. You can't hurt me Emily." His fingers trailed down my face. "It's all for fun though isn't it."
"I guess. I'm probably going to lose my job soon enough. That's what happened last time," I slurred at him quietly and looked away.
"Hey, no one will ever know."
I sighed. "But they will." I had grown closer with Dan ever since he caught me from tipping off those bus steps. We'd chat everytime we passed eachother in the hall, grab something to eat together if we had time. He was just good company. And right now, I guess I was too close. "I'm not good for anyone."
He shrugged at me. "Sure you are, you'll find him." He half smiled at me. "C'mon, let's get back." He slapped me on the arse and pushed me towads the door leading to the front of the bus. As soon as I stepped into that next room the music was pounding and the lights were dimmed. Everyone was yelling and singing and dancing and drinking. No one seemed to notice that we had been gone. I took another drink off the bench and started towards the front door of the bus so I could go out and get some air, until someone grabbed my hand and pulled be back the way I had just come, down the hall and into the back of the bus, closing the door behind. I spun around to find Alex, still holding my wrist. As I took in the situation a smirk spread across my face. I could feel the alcohol clouding up my mind as his lips crashed onto mine. I struggled for air as he pushed me backwards. My knees buckled and I fell back onto the couch, taking Alex with me. Our tongues fought for dominance as one of his hands grasped my waist and the other made it's way up my thigh. I eventually found the strength to push his chest away from mine, our lips parting. My breathing was heavy as I looked into his eyes. We kissed again and I palmed his crotch as his hand made it's way up to my breast. The tingles it sent down my spine suddenly jolted me into reality and I pushed him away.
"Wait, Alex. This is so wrong. You have Lisa now. You don't need me anymore."
"Things between her and I have been rocky lately..."
"Which doesn't mean you have to fuck another girl!" I half yelled as I sat myself up and pushed him further away. "I don't want to be that other girl. Please." I stood up and walked out of the room with Alex following behind slowly. As I walked down the hall I noticed the music was quieter, and as I proceeded into the main living area Flyzik's eyes were on me. I paused for a moment as his gazed drift to Alex and back to me. I felt my throat thicken and my stomach twist. And with that, I burst down the bus steps and into the dark.

Notes

Okay I know I take forever to update. Life's hectic yeah.
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