Who Could Deny These Butterflies

The next day after school.......

Alex POV
Today had to have been one of the worst days up to date. School went by so unbelievably slow today. It was made even worse by the throbbing pain on my arm and thigh, and because I just so happened to have to wear a jacket all day long and practically burn up because of the heat and deal with people question my sanity because of said jacket. So yeah I am so not ready to work on this project with Andy, but I can't back out of it now.

By the time I get to seventh I am seriously just done. I plop down in my seat and put my head down. “Hey man are you okay,” Jack asked, worry in his voice. “Not at all. I just want to sleep forever and ever,” I respond. Before he could respond Mr. Givens came in the class and told me to sit up. I groaned and did what he said. This class is not going to go well at all.

“Alex you ready,” I hear a voice say. I look up from my desk that I had been staring at since the start of class to see Andy standing there waiting for me. When he sees that I finally notice him he smile and says,"Come on let's go." I sighed and mumbled alright and got off my fat ass. I grabbed my bag and walked quickly to the door. I looked back and saw Andy staring at me with a look of confusion on his face.

"You coming?" "Yeah. Are you okay,"he asks as he walks towards me. "I'm fine why are you asking me that,"I snap at him. "Oh let's see every time I've seen you today you've been moping, you didn't even get in trouble for talking to Jack once during the whole class which hasn't happened this entire year, and you're wearing that hoodie even though it's in the 90s."

As soon as he said something about the hoodie I snapped,"God why is everyone so fucking obsessed with this hoodie. Maybe I just like it a lot. I mean Green Day is one of my favorite bands after all! When did it became a fucking crime to wear a hoodie?!" He winced and I instantly regret snapping at him.

"Look I can see you're obviously not in a good mood, but don't take it out on me okay. I haven't done shit to you." As soon as that left his mouth I felt the anger well up inside me again. All this shit is his fault. "You haven't done shit to me really! That's such fucking bullshit! Ever since I got paired on this god damn project with you the feelings just won't leave! I keep trying to shove them down to not be this way but I just can't anymore and you made me admit it too"by the time I finish my speech I am having a full blown panic attack.

"Shhh it's okay Alex calm down," Andy says as he rubs calming circles into my back. I look into his beautiful, blue eyes and think fuck it and close the space between us and kiss him.

Andy POV
I kiss Alex back, enjoying the feel of his soft lips on mine. The kiss is gentle, sweet. A perfect first kiss between two people. I never thought about kissing Alex, to be honest. Even when he first let it slip yesterday that he thought he might be gay. I never thought I would be his type I guess. Now that I am, though, I love it. It has to be one of my favorite things to do.

It ends too soon, and Alex is just standing there, staring at me. "Alex are you okay?" "Surprisingly yes," he said with a look of astonishment on his face that causes me to giggle. "Did I really just here the Andy Biersack giggle," Alex said as a huge smile spread on his face.

I was saved from having to respond to that by hearing a very familiar voice yell out,"Yes! Ha I so told you they'd get together! You owe me five bucks." "Fuck," I heard from a voice I assumed to be Jack Barakat. They both walked over to us and Violet being her usual self jumped into my arms giggling.

Alex POV
I watched Andy catch Violet and spin her around in the air, jealous. Wait, what? I just meet the guy and kissed him once and I'm jealous of his best friend. Yeah right. I shove the feelings away and put a fake smile on my face as Andy set her down.

"So are you two going out now," she asked. Andy look at me. "Are we?" I felt everyone turn towards me and I freeze up for a second before responding,"Well I like you and all Andy, but I'm not ready to tell anyone I'm gay." I feel my face get all hot. Great job Gaskarth. Blushing is very manly. I look at the ground so, hopefully, no one will notice.

"Alex look at me,"Andy commanded and when I didn't listen he lifted my head so that my eyes were level with his. "I told you to look at me. Violet, Jack can you give us a minute." They left without saying a word, and then it was just me and him. "Alex I understand that you aren't ready to tell people that you're gay, but there was something in that kiss. I can't just turn my back on that. If you're okay with it I suggest that we simply have a secret relationship until you're ready to tell people about us. Is that okay with you?" Instead of answering, I simply kiss him.

Notes

New chapter already! Yeah! Look they kissed! Too cute right? Oh and I think this shipping should be called andlex. What do ya'll think about that? Hope you like it everyone!