Responsible
Promises
Alex was surprised by how happy Jack was; he assumed it was because of finally leaving Matt. He was even more surprised by the sudden kissing, hot lips on his, Jack’s body pressing up against his. He had never made out with anyone before and with Jack’s hands everywhere on his body it seemed he was having his first time right then and there. He didn’t stop Jack, it felt amazing. His skin was on fire at the contact and he was getting hard, pretty visible in his boxers.
Jack noticed, licked his lips and slowly let his hands go down, making Alex’s skin burn even more. But he didn’t actually notice Jack’s destination until he felt Jack’s hand on his crotch. He took a sharp inhale of breath and sat up. This might have been a little too much. Jack looked up at him, not understanding what was going on.
“Jack… I… I don’t know, this is maybe a little too much for me? I mean I’ve never even kissed someone until I met you and I’m not supposed to ever kiss anyone and now we’re here and I really like it but I’m not sure and oh my God, I’m so sorry okay I-“
“Shh. It’s okay. Don’t worry. We can go slowly, I get it that you need to adapt to this new situation. Just tell me what is too much and I’ll stop instantly,” Jack stopped him. He kissed him lightly on the cheek which was red like a tomato by now because Alex was blushing so hard.
“I’m sorry…” he mumbled.
“No, it’s okay. We’ll take it slow and gentle,” Jack promised. Alex wasn’t even sure if he wanted to take it at all, he had pledged to not ever do something like this, but he kept his mouth shut because oh boy, it felt good to do those forbidden things.
“Besides, it’ll be nice to explore everything with you. Not like with Matt,” Jack added. He looked sad all of a sudden.
“Jack, can I ask you something?” Alex asked after a little while. He lifted his head by gently cupping his face and having him look at him.
“Okay?”
“And you can’t lie about it,” Alex said sternly.
“Yes…?”
“Did Matt ever try to do… unwanted sexual things to you?” Alex asked softly.
“I… Let’s not go there,” Jack replied quickly and quietly. “But it’s all so different with you, I feel safe and secure with you,” he added, a small smile playing on his lips.
“I’m sorry… If you ever want me to stop because you feel uncomfortable, no matter when or at what, you need to tell me,” Alex said. “Promise?”
“I promise,” Jack replied. He kissed Alex gently, brushing their lips together just the slightest bit.
“I promise to not do anything you don’t want me to do,” Alex said.
“Thank you,” Jack answered. He kissed Alex again, a bit more pressure now. “Is some light making out okay?” he whispered.
“I’d love to lightly make out with you,” Alex retorted with a smirk.
Notes
Aw look at them, both being so thoughtful! c:
-Laura
@that_band_nerd
Haha aw, no stress, naps are great! Have a nice nap c:
6/20/14