Alex's POV Later
"Okay. Wait." Beck was laughing, trying not to spit her soda on me in this little dingy diner. "You and Jack have gotten drunk together and made out?"
"Yeah. its an embarrassing video lets say." I blushed.
"okay. There is a video?" she laughed even harder, i nodded, blushing even harder. "That is... amazing."
"it is not!" i argued, "It's incredibly embarrassing and don't ever tell anyone."
"i wont i promise" she patted my cheek. "well, as long as i can see that video."
"Uh no i don't think so." I laughed, patting her hand. "It is confidential and no one can see it sorry Hun." "Oh come on Lexy" she used my pet name that Bitch.
"Well... under one condition." i leaned forward. "I have to receive something in return." she leaned forward, so we were nose and nose.
"and that is Mr. Gaskarth?" she whispered.
"is anyone at your house tonight" I asked, i just wanted to watch movies, but wanted to see how far i could take this. She seemed a little worried, but shrugged. "We could lay in your room, under your blankets." "Okay stop. I'm not a whore Lex." she stood up.
"Beck, sit down, i know i was just kidding with you. Jesus. if i wanted to sleep with you i would have a while ago." I laughed "No but i just want to go and watch movies." She plopped down on the booth awkwardly looking around.
"well.." she said awkwardly.
"You're such a derp!" I laughed, asking for our check "Come on Becka." i paid taking her to the car.
"i cant believe i thought you wanted to fuck me..." Beck put her head in her lap, i patted her back.
"Its alright, i am such a sexy beast i can understand the mistake." i smirked at her, she sat up smacking my chest.
"Not funny Alexander!" she made a face ask me, leaning back in her chair, still in her dress from earlier. "It's actually extremely funny honestly..."we sat in silence for a few minutes, driving down the road towards her house.
"so... movies when we get to my house?" Beck finally spit out, we pulled up to a stop light.
"Yeah that's what i was thinking." i shrugged looking at her, her feet were on the dash and you could see her spandex that was under her dress. she played awkwardly with her the hem of her dress.
"okay." she went quiet again till we got to the house. We got there, she ran inside, not even waiting for me. i sighed, walking into the house, going up to her bedroom.
"Becka, where you at?" i called, walking into the bedroom itself. she wasn't there so i just laid down, putting my hands behind my head. after about 20 minutes i really started to worry. "Beck?" i got up, walking into her bathroom, she wasn't there. I went downstairs, looking all over the place, besides the basement, i had never been down there. I opened the door, Calling down. i stood there for a minutes before going down, calling her name as i walked down the steps. "Becka! where you at Hun?" i stopped at the bottom of the steps. there were quiet sobs coming from the corner of the large basement. "Beck?" i quietly walked towards the sound. She was sitting in the corner and what scared me the most was her wrists were bloody. "Beck" i ran over, pulling her into my lap. "Love what are you doing?"i whispered, hugging her.
"I don't know." she sobbed into my shoulder.
"Come on Beck, let's get you cleaned up." i helped her up, leading her upstairs. "sit on the sink, i will get gauze." i ran upstairs collecting gauze and med tape. i returned, seeing her silently picking at her cuts. "Don't." i pulled her hand away, cleaning and wrapping her wrists.
"Alex, are we still friends?" Beck asked in a whisper. i looked at her, a broken Porcelain doll, needing to be fixed.
"Best friends." i kissed her forehead. "Look at your dress we have to get you changed, come on." i helped her down off the counter.

Notes

Dawwww..... The end is a little sad. Anyway like i said in the last chapterm Please please please Comment!!! it would mean the world to me!!
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Chelsea