Warning: Rape


Alex barely got any sleep last night, an hour at the least, and just when he was about to fall asleep again, he heard the front door shut.

He instantly sat up, staring at his door as he could hear footsteps coming up the stairs.

Jack was home.

Alex couldn't of been anymore happier that his loved one was home, despite that Jack had said he hated him, he still had hope.

Suddenly, Jack appeared.

Something was off with him though, and Alex could see it. But he had no idea what it was.

Alex sat up as Jack walked over to him, an angry look on his face. It was like flames in his eyes.

What Alex didn't expect was for Jack to throw the cover off him, pushing it off the bed and climbing in between his legs. He began un-doing his belt, making Alex go all wide-eyed.

"Um, Jack? What are you doing?" He asked, the nervousness showing as his words came out shaky. Jack didn't answer, just pulled his zip down, taking his boxers and jeans off, throwing them on the floor before leaning down to Alex and began kissing him forcefully. Alex was shocked and found it hard to keep up with the kisses.

Alex began to panic. What was Jack doing? Why did he just strip? His heartbeat began to pick up, making him slightly nauseous.

  A couple of minutes later, Jack had disconnected their lips, smirking down at Alex before leaning back and sat in between his legs. Alex watched Jack's facial features, noting how a permanent smirk was laid on his pink lips. Then, something unbelievable happened.

  Jack had forced himself in Alex, no warning, no preparation. Just forced.

Once Alex had felt Jack forcefully push in, he gasped as the pain shot through him. He wasn't ready for this.

"Jack, what the fuck?! Stop!" He pushed at the other boy's chest harshly as the pain was beginning to get overwhelmingly painful. And when Jack started to thrust, Alex thought someone had stabbed him in the ass a thousand times. Fuck that, more like shoved a chainsaw up there and left it on.

"Jack, stop. It hurts." He felt tears in the back of his eyes. It just hurt so bad.

Jack began going in deeper and faster, ignoring Alex's cries of pain.

"Fuckfuckfuck, stop. It really fucking hu-" He was cut off by a smack across the face. He bit his lip, tears falling down his face. Jack had slapped him, again.

"If you don't shut up, I'll fucking slit your throat. Now shut the fuck up while I enjoy myself." He smirked, angling his hips and let a moan slip through his mouth.

Alex couldn't believe what Jack was doing to him. He was doing something so, so, wrong. Alex just kept his mouth shut, letting Jack finish inside him. Jack had pulled out, giving Alex a dirty look.

"Tell anyone about this, I'll make sure you can't tell anymore." He raised his fist at Alex, making him flinch and squint his eyes shut, but Jack just laughed, finding it hilarious as he got off the bed, receiving his clothes and getting changed.

Alex cried as he felt violated, exposed and dirty. His virginity was lost by rape from his boyfriend He still couldn't believe Jack had raped him. Such a horrible thing happened to him, by his own boyfriend. The one he wanted to marry one day, adopt children and pets and finally grow old together, raped him. Not only did he do that terrible thing, he threatened him with such horrible words. He began to feel numb.

"I'll be downstairs if you need me." Again, the same sickening smirk that spread across his features shined. Alex nodded, blinking at the wall in front of him.

  ~~~

"Alex!" Jack shouted from downstairs a couple of hours later, object behind back, smirk on his face. When there was no answer, he growled, angrily making his way upstairs. He bumped into Alex in the hallway, and pushed him against the wall, pulling the object to his neck. A knife.

Alex sucked a breath in, staring at Jack with pleading eyes.

"Jack, calm down." He sucked a breath in, watching Jack cock his head to the side.

"Mm, you know, when my dad gave me them three scars, he told me a little thing," He trailed the knife down Alex's bare chest, a little fate mark following behind. Alex shivered at the feeling, completely in shock.

"He told me that his dad had loved someone. Someone he was so in love with," He trailed the knife over to the spot five centimeters from Alex's belly button, keeping his eyes locked on Alex. "someone he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. But," He dug the knife into Alex's skin, making him choke on his saliva as he began to cough harshly. He squinted his eyes shut as Jack dug it downwards. "something, a voice, had told him to hurt her."

He pulled the knife out, moving a centimeter across from the other one, starting a new cut.

"So, while telling me this story, he cut three lines on my belly, much like his father did. I was crying in pain, but he had not cared one bit. He said that his father had to cut his love one up because the voice in his head made him. He hurt the one he loved. And that's what I'm doing now." After the second cut, he began to make another, the same width apart. Alex was crying in pain. 

"And guess what he said to me? He said he loved me. I never thought I'd ever hear them words come out my father's mouth. I wanted to hear him say it again and again, but he had took the knife," He finished the final cut on Alex's skin, moving the sharp object over to his forehead, keeping it pointed against it. "he stabbed himself in the forehead, and died. And you know what? I finally understand what those three marks mean... I. Love. You."

"Jack! Don't! Baby, please. I need you." Alex sobbed, his hands weakly moving up to the knife, sitting on Jack's hands.

"D-Drop the knife. I can't let you leave me." He whispered, becoming weaker as his blood loss made him dizzy.

"Okay..." Jack whispered, pulling the knife away from his head. He pulled it down to his side, a sad look on his face. Then, he quickly pushed the knife into his belly, smiling sickly as he crouched over, holding his hand over the blood.

"Jack!" Alex screamed as Jack fell to the floor. Luckily he fell backwards.

Alex began screaming, trying his best to run over to the phone, grabbing it and quickly dialing 911.

"Hel-"

"Help! I'm bleeding to death and my boyfriend is on the floor with a knife in his body. Pl-ease help." He quickly sobbed the address down the phone, before calling the end button.

He quickly shuffled over to Jack, carefully kneeling down. He stroked his hair as Jack's eyes weakly looked over to him.

"We're gonna get help, baby. We'll be alright. " Alex softly said, stroking Jack's hair, tears falling down his cheeks.

"You don't deserve me. I don't deserve you. I'm a monster. I'm dangerous ." Jack choked out, wincing at the pain.

"Shh, shh. You're not a monster, he is." Alex gently tapped Jack's head, gesturing to Aldemar, before hissing in pain as he clenched his belly.

"I love you, Alex." Jack whispered, finding it hard to stay awake.

"I know. I love you too. Hey, don't close your eyes on me. Keep talking to me." Alex shook Jack's shoulder with his free hand. 

"I-I can't." As soon as Jack's shut, the sirens were here. The ambulance was here.

"No! Jack! Wake up. Please. I love you," He sobbed before whispering, "I need you."

Paramedics filled the room with two officers. He could feel himself slipping unconscious.

"There isn't much time left, we-" Was all he heard until it went black.

Notes

I AM SOOOOO SORRY.