Dangerous

Alex woke up with a moan.

Pleasure was running through his body, causing his eyes to open. Tingles were spreading around his body, sending great amounts of pleasure. He looked down, finding Jack giving him a blowjob.

His eyes fell shut again as he let out a breathy moan, small pants escaping his parted lips.

It was when Alex moaned Jack's name, that he realised what Jack was actually doing. He opened his eyes, instantly looking down at Jack, who was already looking up at him through his eyelashes.  He bit his lip from moaning at the sight, and tried to give Jack a confused look.

Even though this was a nice thing to wake up to, why would Jack be giving him head after what happened yesterday? Alex didn't know if he should just let him get on with it and question him after, or get him to stop and ask.

But seeing as Alex was close, asking him to stop right now was not on the agenda.

He let himself relax as Jack skillfully used his mouth. He dipped his tongue in Alex's slit, making him buck his hips up and begin to shake because of the pleasure.

"Mmm, fuck." Alex moaned under his breath, his hands trailing down to Jack's soft hair, beginning to pull.

"Jack. Close." Alex managed to get out between pants. Jack bobbed faster, his tongue sliding against his cock.

And with one last buck of the hips, Alex came, his head back and his eyes closed. He waited for his great high to disappear.

He felt Jack move beside him, assuming he had laid back down. His eyes opened, instantly turning around to Jack. Jack's back was facing Alex, making his mood drop a little. He leaned forward, kissing the back of his neck.

"Jack?" He whispered, biting his lip. Jack turned around, tear-y eyed.

"What's wrong?" Alex asked, moving the piece of hair that had fallen over Jack's eye.

"It's bad." Jack looked down at the mattress, his eyes coating with more tears by the second.

"What's bad? Talk to me Jack." Alex stroked his cheek with his thumb.  He hasn't seen Jack this upset since he was in school, and that's why it worried him a lot.

Jack took a deep breath in, closing his eyes.

"He's back." He felt himself start to shake.

"Who's back?" Alex asked curiously, his hand dropping down to Jack's. He held onto his hand, seeing the sadness and trouble in Jack's eyes.

"Aldemar." He choked out, quickly crawling into Alex's arms, beginning to cry again.


Alex stared at the wall in front of him, holding onto Jack. He couldn't believe what he just heard. He didn't believe he was back. 

Jack's tears running through his shirt made him lose his daze. He held Jack tighter, his head darting into his neck.

"We're gonna fight this together, okay?" Alex kissed his neck, feeling a tear slip down his own cheek. Jack sniffed, not caring that his nose was running. That was the least of his problems.

"What if w-we can't? What if I can't?" Jack sobbed, gasps of air filling and leaving his mouth on repeat. Alex pushed him away slightly, pulling the back of his hand up to whipe the tears, to which Jack flinched at, making Alex's heart begin to shatter.

"Don't be silly, Jack. You-"

"I'm not being silly, I'm being real! You're the one being fucking silly! Fuck you." Jack pushed Alex's chest away from him, crawling off the bed fast, trying to get away from Alex. But Alex had caught onto Jack's wrist, pulling him back slightly, to which Jack turned around.

"Let me fucking go!" Jack pulled at his wrist.

"Lis-" Alex got caught off by a hard slap across his face. He blinked, stretching his jaw, looking up at Jack. He touched his cheek lightly, cooling the sting with his cold hands.

"I hate you." Jack whimpered, pulling at his wrist more. Alex's eyes widened as he heard them words, no longer concerned about the sting on his cheek, but more in his shattered heart. He blinked at Jack, looking at the tears in his eyes.

"You didn't mean that." Alex said softly. It was more to remind Jack that he didn't mean it. Because never has Jack ever said anything like that, because he knows it'll hurt Alex horribly.

When there was no reply from Jack but utter silence, he let go of his wrist, and Jack flew out the bedroom and out the house. Only then did Alex realise that Jack had meant it.

The tears fell, and he screamed in frustration, pulling the covers over his head.

He sat and cried all night, wishing Jack was beside him.

Notes

I'M BACK, YAAS. I haven't had internet because moving (again) I did have internet on a mate's hotspot, but it was rubbish :/ Anyway, the time off has giving me the chance to finish the story, so only three chapters left. D: Yeah. Bye!