"Rian You Can't Just Do This"
Half past three quarter to lust
She was there. She was there again, the girl from the coffee shop. She invades my dreams. I don't love her, I don't even lust after her. She was just always there, always in my dreams. Maybe it's a sign, that I have to do it and i have to do it soon. The times are harder, technology has edvanced, Vic is gone, he can't help me. Only Jack knows what happened to Kara. He's not smart enough to help me, he's ingulfed in lust for a pretty girl. He's all over her, she's all over him. It's disgusting. If she was my type, she would have died months ago. On accident. No one would have known. There are so many back allys in Baltimore. So many thugs that would want a pretty girl like Chelsea. "Damn." Rian said aloud. "It's three am and I need a drink"
He walked to the kitchen area of the hotel room and poured himself a Kahlua that he had brought with him. He liked his booze to taste like coffee. Rian had always liked coffee, his mom used to drink it all the time. He remembered being about four years old and his mother making coffee all the time. He loved the smell and it brought back all kinds of memories. Once when his father had still lived with them his mom had made coffee and his father was drunk, he was upset and the coffee was hot.
Rian remembered that day because that was the day he was so scared he ran and ran and ran and didn't stop until he got to the other side of Baltimore. His father was drinking and mom had always made coffee when she was stressed. Dad came out of the bedroom, started yelling things at Kathi, things Rian didn't understand. He only knew that Daddy was angry, so he did whatever he did when he was afraid. He hid under the kitchen table. He watched it all unfold. He watched his father grab the coffee pot off of the burner it was on and he saw his father throw it at his mom. He saw her cry and drop to her knees. He heard her screams of terror as he ran. All Rian remembered after that was being stopped by a police man and him saying.
"Hey little man. Where you running too?"
Rian responded. "Not running to, running from. I'm running from me dad."
The cop took Rian back to his house, he asked what his dad's name was.
"Robert Dawson" Rian responded
The officers face went white, "Oh.. that man. We'll be there soon bud. No need to worry about your mom. She'll be okay"
Looking back Rian never understood what that cop meant when he said that, but when he got older he realized he knew what his father used to do to his mother.
He walked to the kitchen area of the hotel room and poured himself a Kahlua that he had brought with him. He liked his booze to taste like coffee. Rian had always liked coffee, his mom used to drink it all the time. He remembered being about four years old and his mother making coffee all the time. He loved the smell and it brought back all kinds of memories. Once when his father had still lived with them his mom had made coffee and his father was drunk, he was upset and the coffee was hot.
Rian remembered that day because that was the day he was so scared he ran and ran and ran and didn't stop until he got to the other side of Baltimore. His father was drinking and mom had always made coffee when she was stressed. Dad came out of the bedroom, started yelling things at Kathi, things Rian didn't understand. He only knew that Daddy was angry, so he did whatever he did when he was afraid. He hid under the kitchen table. He watched it all unfold. He watched his father grab the coffee pot off of the burner it was on and he saw his father throw it at his mom. He saw her cry and drop to her knees. He heard her screams of terror as he ran. All Rian remembered after that was being stopped by a police man and him saying.
"Hey little man. Where you running too?"
Rian responded. "Not running to, running from. I'm running from me dad."
The cop took Rian back to his house, he asked what his dad's name was.
"Robert Dawson" Rian responded
The officers face went white, "Oh.. that man. We'll be there soon bud. No need to worry about your mom. She'll be okay"
Looking back Rian never understood what that cop meant when he said that, but when he got older he realized he knew what his father used to do to his mother.
3/14/13