Promise Me One More Time?
I Just Want To Eat Chinese Food & Cuddle
Jack's POV
I loved the wide smile that came over Alex's face when I told him I loved him. I missed that smile. I missed those warm brown eyes that I could melt into. I just missed him. His presence was enough to make me happy.
"I miss your smile." I whispered as I ran my hand through his hair.
"I missed you." Alex said as his large puppy dog like eyes gazed up at me.
I let out a giggle. He looked so innocent lying next to me and snuggling up to my side. It was hard to believe that harsh words had ever come from this adorable boy's lips. The sad part was, I still couldn't get the thought out of my mind that he was going to hurt me again. There was that thought in the back of my mind that said this could just be a cruel joke.
Somehow, Alex had snaked his way under the top of my hospital gown and was tracing patterns on my hip. I gazed down at his caramel hair and smiled the happiest smile I ever had. I didn't care that I was here because of him. I didn't care that he was the one who caused me so much pain. In this moment, it felt like I belonged.
"Whatcha thinking about?" I was snapped out of my thoughts as Alex squeezed my hip, causing me to jump a bit. He laughed at that before going back to tracing patterns with his index finger.
"You." I admitted honestly.
"What about me?"
"Mostly good stuff."
"So, there is some bad stuff you're thinking about?" He asked with the most innocent tone I ever heard.
"Yeah. I guess. I just can't get the thought out of my mind that you're going to hurt me again." I said honestly as I fumbled with the bed sheets. God, I hated the smell of hospitals. It made me sick.
"Oh." He mumbled as he began to kiss my side.
"Lex! Stop that! It tickles!" I squealed as he laughed into my hip. Fuck, he was so adorable.
"Sorry, Jacky. I just want you to know that I'm here to stay. I don't plan on leaving you again." I smiled as Alex moved up to my face and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. If it wasn't for us being in a hospital, I probably would have gotten a boner.
As Alex pulled away, I noticed a change in his eyes. They seemed to have lost some of their innocence and gained lust. I am not having sex with him in a hospital. Sure, we've done it before at a public place but not at a place like this. I thought as he began planting kisses down my neck.
"Lexxxx." I groaned and he looked up at me with a seductive smirk.
"I am not, and I repeat not, having sex with you in a hospital."
"Jaaaaaccckkk." He whined and I took note of the want and desire in his eyes.
"Lex, you know I hate hospitals. I don't even like to be here so I don't plan on fucking someone here."
"Who said you would be the one fucking someone?" Alex asked with a laugh as he ran a hand down my chest.
I rolled my eyes at his remark. Like he would be the dominant one. We both knew that I always gained dominance. It was funny to think that I wanted nothing to do with this boy yesterday and today we were talking about fucking each other. Funny how things work out.
"Lex, honestly all I want to do right now is eat Chinese food and cuddle with you." I said truthfully as he gave me a pouty face.
"Jaaacck! That's not fair!" He pouted and crossed his arms across his chest with a roll of his eyes.
"Sass isn't going to get you anywhere in life, babe. Unless you become a stripper. Maybe sass could help you then."
Alex lost it at what I said. I really didn't think it was that hilarious but apparently he did.
"I forgot how funny you were, Jacky."
I gazed down at him and smiled widely. I had forgotten how amazing he made me feel. He made me feel like I could do anything. He made me feel like nothing could hurt me as long as he was around. He made me feel like I had a purpose.
"You just laugh at every dumb joke you hear, fucktard." I responded back to him as laughter shook his body again. Seeing him smile and laugh was enough to make me happy.
Maybe this could work out. Maybe Alex could finally piece back together the shards of my broken life.
"Stop flattering yourself, Barakitten." I blushed at the nickname he had just made up.
"That nickname is so fucking cute. Please us it more often." I requested as Alex gave me a nod.
I watched as the door opened and both Alex and I's gaze went to the blonde nurse that appeared.
"Hello Mr. Barakat."
"Hi." I mumbled as my eyes darted around the room. I was trying to find anything else but her to focus on.
"Well, all the tests and things have been done and we found out about something that might have driven you to do what you did.
Alex. I thought and immediately felt guilty for thinking that.
"It appears that you have chronic depression and the doctor has prescribed some anti-depressants for you."
I nodded and sat up a bit.
"Okay. That's fine. So when can I be out of here?" I asked as I caught Alex's gaze switching from me to the nurse. I wanted to laugh at his childish actions but I didn't feel like it would be the correct thing to do at the moment.
"Well, if the doctor gets to your papers by the end of today, I'd say," She paused to think for a moment.
"Tomorrow." She said with a smile and turned to exit the room.
"Just come get me if you need anything." She called over her shoulder as she exited the room.
A wide smile spread onto my face as I watched Alex gaze up at me.
"I can't wait to get out of here." I said with a sigh of relief. I would finally be starting over with Alex again and that thought was amazing.
I loved the wide smile that came over Alex's face when I told him I loved him. I missed that smile. I missed those warm brown eyes that I could melt into. I just missed him. His presence was enough to make me happy.
"I miss your smile." I whispered as I ran my hand through his hair.
"I missed you." Alex said as his large puppy dog like eyes gazed up at me.
I let out a giggle. He looked so innocent lying next to me and snuggling up to my side. It was hard to believe that harsh words had ever come from this adorable boy's lips. The sad part was, I still couldn't get the thought out of my mind that he was going to hurt me again. There was that thought in the back of my mind that said this could just be a cruel joke.
Somehow, Alex had snaked his way under the top of my hospital gown and was tracing patterns on my hip. I gazed down at his caramel hair and smiled the happiest smile I ever had. I didn't care that I was here because of him. I didn't care that he was the one who caused me so much pain. In this moment, it felt like I belonged.
"Whatcha thinking about?" I was snapped out of my thoughts as Alex squeezed my hip, causing me to jump a bit. He laughed at that before going back to tracing patterns with his index finger.
"You." I admitted honestly.
"What about me?"
"Mostly good stuff."
"So, there is some bad stuff you're thinking about?" He asked with the most innocent tone I ever heard.
"Yeah. I guess. I just can't get the thought out of my mind that you're going to hurt me again." I said honestly as I fumbled with the bed sheets. God, I hated the smell of hospitals. It made me sick.
"Oh." He mumbled as he began to kiss my side.
"Lex! Stop that! It tickles!" I squealed as he laughed into my hip. Fuck, he was so adorable.
"Sorry, Jacky. I just want you to know that I'm here to stay. I don't plan on leaving you again." I smiled as Alex moved up to my face and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. If it wasn't for us being in a hospital, I probably would have gotten a boner.
As Alex pulled away, I noticed a change in his eyes. They seemed to have lost some of their innocence and gained lust. I am not having sex with him in a hospital. Sure, we've done it before at a public place but not at a place like this. I thought as he began planting kisses down my neck.
"Lexxxx." I groaned and he looked up at me with a seductive smirk.
"I am not, and I repeat not, having sex with you in a hospital."
"Jaaaaaccckkk." He whined and I took note of the want and desire in his eyes.
"Lex, you know I hate hospitals. I don't even like to be here so I don't plan on fucking someone here."
"Who said you would be the one fucking someone?" Alex asked with a laugh as he ran a hand down my chest.
I rolled my eyes at his remark. Like he would be the dominant one. We both knew that I always gained dominance. It was funny to think that I wanted nothing to do with this boy yesterday and today we were talking about fucking each other. Funny how things work out.
"Lex, honestly all I want to do right now is eat Chinese food and cuddle with you." I said truthfully as he gave me a pouty face.
"Jaaacck! That's not fair!" He pouted and crossed his arms across his chest with a roll of his eyes.
"Sass isn't going to get you anywhere in life, babe. Unless you become a stripper. Maybe sass could help you then."
Alex lost it at what I said. I really didn't think it was that hilarious but apparently he did.
"I forgot how funny you were, Jacky."
I gazed down at him and smiled widely. I had forgotten how amazing he made me feel. He made me feel like I could do anything. He made me feel like nothing could hurt me as long as he was around. He made me feel like I had a purpose.
"You just laugh at every dumb joke you hear, fucktard." I responded back to him as laughter shook his body again. Seeing him smile and laugh was enough to make me happy.
Maybe this could work out. Maybe Alex could finally piece back together the shards of my broken life.
"Stop flattering yourself, Barakitten." I blushed at the nickname he had just made up.
"That nickname is so fucking cute. Please us it more often." I requested as Alex gave me a nod.
I watched as the door opened and both Alex and I's gaze went to the blonde nurse that appeared.
"Hello Mr. Barakat."
"Hi." I mumbled as my eyes darted around the room. I was trying to find anything else but her to focus on.
"Well, all the tests and things have been done and we found out about something that might have driven you to do what you did.
Alex. I thought and immediately felt guilty for thinking that.
"It appears that you have chronic depression and the doctor has prescribed some anti-depressants for you."
I nodded and sat up a bit.
"Okay. That's fine. So when can I be out of here?" I asked as I caught Alex's gaze switching from me to the nurse. I wanted to laugh at his childish actions but I didn't feel like it would be the correct thing to do at the moment.
"Well, if the doctor gets to your papers by the end of today, I'd say," She paused to think for a moment.
"Tomorrow." She said with a smile and turned to exit the room.
"Just come get me if you need anything." She called over her shoulder as she exited the room.
A wide smile spread onto my face as I watched Alex gaze up at me.
"I can't wait to get out of here." I said with a sigh of relief. I would finally be starting over with Alex again and that thought was amazing.
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