Deer In The Headlights

Jack's p.o.v.
"Goodnight, Lex." I mumbled, turning my head to the side. I blushed at the nickname he gave me and I gave him. Why though? He's just my doctor. I shouldn't be blushing because of him.
Alex turned the light off and I didn't hear the door shut until a couple of seconds later. I sighed and closed my eyes, hoping not to have a bad dream again.

'I sat on the bench of the free park. No one was around, just me. I've been seating here for the past ten years, when even was there anybody? When has there ever been anyone walk past this bench? Never. The smell of freshly cut grass drifted through my nose. It wasn't a nice smell, and it wasn't too bad either. I turned my head to my side, I saw the familiar pink haired man I haven't seen for years. I smiled as he made his way to me. As he got closer, he sat down next to me. I smiled to myself, I wasn't alone.
"Hey, Jack." He said turning his face so he looked me straight in the eye.
"Hey, Alex." I said happily. We absorbed each others comfort. I couldn't stop smiling for some unknown reason. After all these years being at this park, I finally realise I'm not alone. Alex was here all along, I just didn't take a second to realise him.
"You know, I'm sorry. Sorry for never coming back, Jack," He said, before leaning his head, moving it so it was near me. "But you waited." He said quietly before placing his lips on mine. The feeling I was feeling right now was pain. I haven't felt his lips on mine for years! But yet, it felt amazing. I started kissing back, passionately, but roughly. I missed his soft lips. I missed him. Our lips moved in a perfect sync. I smiled, trying to ignore the dragons flaming in my belly, before pulling back.
"I missed you, Alex." I breathed as I wrapped my skinny arms around him. I holded on so tight. I didn't want him to disappear. I truly missed him. I waited on this bench for so many years for him to return. For me to see his perfect smile. And here he is, hugging me back tightly.
Shortly after, we both released the warm, tight hug. I smiled at the sight of Alex finally being here.
"Hey, what do say we get you off this bench and go for a walk. Just me and you." He said calmly. I nodded silently, but happily. He grabbed my hand and helped me off the bench.
"I love you, Alex." I mumbled.
"I love you, too." He smiled, kissing my cheek. I blushed and looked around the old, but new surroundings.
We finally reached the end of the pathway of the park. I starred into Alex's eyes as he did the same. I was so lost in his beautiful brown eyes, I didn't recognise what we was crossing. Alex looked down to my lips and bit his lip. He randomly stopped. I stopped along next to him. What was the matter? I starred into his eyes and tried to read them, but I haven't done it for years! I couldn't see the fact he was so locked up, battered and bruised inside.
"I'm so sorry, Jack." He said, as a shock of pain hit my side. I was suddenly thrown up into the bitter air. I shut my eyes closed and waited for the terrible landing. I forcefully landed on the rock hard concrete. My body felt numb but shattered. I suddenly opened my eyes and watched as Alex faded away. He looked like a see-through ghost. As I looked I saw all them things I didn't see. I saw the pain, fear and sadness on the inside. He kept fading and fading until there was nothing left of him. I cried, tears burning my battered skin.
"Alex." I whispered so quietly not even the air spreading around me as I breathed slowly could hear me. I feel into complete dim, quiet darkness.'
"Shh Jack, it's okay." I heard the voice which had awoke me. As I opened my eyes I took in the warmth I was suddenly getting. I looked down the slightest bit to see Alex hugging me from the side.
"A-Alex." I cried as more tears streamed down my face. The white walls of the hospital was illuminating me. Alex's hair standed out from the white room.
"It's okay, Jack. I'm here. Shh." He cooed, gently pushing my hair away from my face. Was this a dream? Or was this real?
"Hey, look," He quietly said and pulled away from the hug. I glued my eyes to his, taking in the outstanding, brown colour.
"I got you another hot chocolate and some biscuits." He smiled. I laughed a little, suddenly becoming more happier as the tears stopped. He gently got up from the chair and grabbed the hot chocolate and placed it under my mumbling lip. He poured it ever so carefully into my mouth. My nose had been filled with the amazing, sweet smell of hot chocolate. I closed my eyes at the blissfull taste of it.
Soon, Alex pulled the cup away and started feeding me different types of biscuits. I laughed as I got crumbs all down me. Alex started eating the rest of the biscuits as I didn't feel like having any more. This doctor is so much better then the others. He's so calm, helpful and knows exactly what to do. I couldn't ask for a better one. But what I didn't realise was the great relationship between us. I didn't realise I may of had a little crush on him too. But what I mostly didn't realise, was the pain I had to face when I have to say goodbye. Saying goodbye to the only one that understood my pain. The one who gave me hot chocolates when I was sad. The one who was there.

Notes

Don't worry! This story isn't ending yet. This is just the beginning, my friend.