Deer In The Headlights

Jack's p.o.v.

"Well let's just say I'm so fucking happy I met him. He's the most adorable person I have ever seen. Even more adorable than kittens." Alex stated, smiling up at me.

"Even more adorable than kittens?" I asked, my eyes doing their puppy impression. Alex leaned up and kissed me on the nose, keeping his head near me, staring into my eyes.

"Even more adorable than kittens." He repeated for the last time, catching my lips. I smiled into the kiss, bringing Alex forward a bit. My hands went all over Alex as I couldn't find a place to rest them. I then placed them on his cheeks, finding that comfortable. Alex slowly pulled back, a spark in his beautiful hazel eyes.

"As much as I love doing that, I don't want people catching us." Alex smiled, apologizing, before pecking me on the lips once more. He made his way over to in front of me, seating himself down.

"So, more questions?" He asked, shuffling in his seat. I hummed, nodding.

"Alright. I know about your nightmares, how are you coping with them exactly?" He asked, his voice serious. Is it weird that I find the serious Alex sexy? Mmm, maybe. I ducked my head a little, trying to think on an answer. The nightmares have been terrible. In every one, Alex is there. I always end up dying and he always disappears or kills me. The fact that it feels so realistic makes me wake up, shaking to death. But, the two nights I stayed at Alex, Alex wasn't in them. It was just me, getting hit by a bus.

"They've been really creepy lately. They're worse at home." I said slowly, playing with my hoodie sleeves. As I looked at Alex, he had a tint of confusion on his face.

"What do you mean?" Alex asked, raising his eyebrow a little. I took a deep breath, needing to feel a little relaxed.

"Well, let's just say you're always in my nightmares. I don't know why, but you're there. You always end up leaving or killing me, or I end up killing myself and getting hit by a bus. But, those two nights I stayed at yours, you weren't in them. And I really don't know... I hope they go." I smiled sadly towards Alex as he looked like get was listening closely. He aww'd at me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sure it'll get better. You need something to dream about. You need happy things in life. There's something obviously stopping you to having access with that. Do you know what that is?" He asked. I shook my head, not knowing the answer. I didn't quite believe something was stopping me from happiness, I thought I was just a depressed twat.

"Well, let's hope that that 'thing' goes away and comes back with happiness." Alex smiled, his dimpled standing out. I nodded in agreement. I only ever want to be completely happy.

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"Mmm, what should we do now?" I asked, walking over to Alex; who was writing something on the paper on the side. I snaked my arms around his waist, propping my head on his shoulder.

"Mmm, I dunno." Alex shrugged, placing his pen down after writing. I must say, Alex's handwriting is really fucking neat. Neater than mine anyway. I'm quite sure an five year old had better handwriting than me. Alex turned around, this time wrapping his hands around my neck. He moved the hair that was falling in front of my eye.

"What do you want to do, beautiful?" Alex asked, placing the strand of hair to my side. I smiled at Alex, loving how his eyes looked so caring.

"What do you wanna do, sexy?" I winked at him. He chuckled, humming after.

"I say that we stay like this forever." He said before crashing his lips down to mine. So much for not wanting to kiss and get caught.

Notes

Oh my god! >_< I'm so sorry I haven't updated in 2 days. My writers block is getting worse. ;-; I felt like I needed to update so that's why it's short and crappy. I love you guys so much.