Deer In The Headlights

Jack's p.o.v

"Meow, I'm a lion." Alex purred, half straddling me. He brought his his towards mine and connected them with mine again. I moaned a little, enjoying the taste of Alex. For some reason, it tasted a lot different from when I kissed him at the hospital. I could actually feel Alex feel something for me. Or maybe that's just me.

Alex 'accedeintly' rubbed his crotch against my boner, making my moan loudly.

"Oh my- I'm sorry." I blushed as I brought my lips away from Alex. My eyes darted down to my chest, my now messy hair flopping in my face as my cheeks turned red. God, this boy had such an weird, good impact on me.



"Aw, it's okay." Alex cooed and kissed me on the nose. I felt dragons and butterflies fill my gut. I'm sure I looked like a tomato now. I watched Alex look at his watch and then looking back at me. I starred him in the eyes as he dazed at me. I wanted his lips back so much, but he gave me an apologized look before getting off me. I felt my gut drop as I looked at my boner. Fuck, how do I get rid of this? I got up and placed my hand over my boner, trying to get rid off it. I should've known this isn't the way.

"A-Alex?" My voice was a little high as I called for Alex. Alex turned around from where he was at the beginning: at the counter. He looked at me with a confused, puzzled look. I gulped, getting ready to be embarrassed as Fuck.

"Where can I get rid of this problem?" I quickly asked, pointing to my clear boner. I closed my eyes, ready for laughter. And I did hear laughter coming from Alex.

"Take this and go to the bathroom. It's just around the corner, you can't miss the sign." Alex said, taking a jumper from the side and giving it to me. I gulped a thank you and sped-walked out Alex's room.

I let my breath go as I exited Alex's room and began my journey on the way to the bathroom. As I got in there, I saw a boy perched against the wall, his head in his hands. He looked like he was crying. The sobs made it clear. I quickly ignored him and walked as far away as I could from him. I'm just going to have to bite my tongue.

I cleaned myself up after I finished my...problem, and pulled up my tight jeans. I didn't fail to look at the scars on my thighs. I cringed and picked Alex's jumper up off from the shut toilet seat. I unlocked the toilet door and opened it carefully. I walked over to the sink and washed my hands. I was about to walk out the bathroom when I caught a glimpse of the same boy who I saw when I walked in here. He was in the same position as last time. I frowned and walked over to him. I kneeled down and whispered.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked sweetly, keeping my tone as calm as possible because I had no idea what he was in here for. The boy didn't nod or move at all. Now,that worried me.

"Hey, it's okay." I said, biting my lip at the end. Still no response. I sadly lifted the boy's head up. He's eyes were closed and his breathing was uneven. Panic over welled me. I looked into the sink beside me and saw no other than a pill box that was empty. I widened my eyes. No, why?!

I had to do something. He needed an ambulance. I picked the boy up awkwardly, then putting him in bridal style. His breathing was getting worse. I did my best to run out the bathroom with tripping over. As I got out, I started yelling for help. There seemed to be no one down this corridor. I looked both ways before trying to memorize where the reception was. Left. I ran to the left, my eyes averted. I kept looking down at the blonde haired boy some points.

When I got to the reception, no words were spoken. The receptionist looked at me and the boy in shock. She started dialing numbers and more people came out. One took the boy off me and I stood there shocked. I didn't know what I was feeling at this moment. I gripped onto Alex's jumper tightly.

The police and ambulance arrived a couple of minutes later. I watched as the man who took the boy run towards the blue lights. He placed the boy on a yellow board and they lifted him - All in front of me. I felt tears start to pickle my eyes. I was suddenly pulled into a hug by someone. I knew the smell of this person from anywhere.

"Shh, Jack, come on. He'll be okay. Shh." That's when I realised I was crying, sobbing actually. I was picked up and moved. I looked through my sobs and saw the boy enter the ambulance. I watched as the ambulance drove off, it's sirens echoing shortly after.

"Why?" I whispered.

I was set down on a counter and I looked up to see Alex. He was looking at me with an apologized look. I sobbed loudly and crashed into Alex's arms. I hugged him tightly, my mouth open and dribble and sobs escaped it. Alex rubbed my back smoothly, making shhing noises.

"Why did he do it?" I cried, hugging Alex tighter than ever, smelling his top in task to calm me down a little.

"Shh, Jack. It's over now, it's over." Alex whispered into my ear, smuggling into my neck. I pulled on his top. Alex pulled away and my head dropped down. I sniffed, rubbing my eyes. Alex took his jumper that was still in my hand and put it over me. I placed my elbows on my knees and my head in my jumper covered knuckles. I cried into Alex's jumper. I can't believe what I just witnessed. I could've helped that boy, but no, I fucking jacked off. I sniffed Alex's jumper, smelling just Alex and I relaxed a little. I heard the door close and I knew Alex was gone. I brought my feet up on the counter, my knees against my chest. I pulled the hooded bit of Alex's jumper over my head and was greeted by warmth and blackness. I was basically using Alex's jumper as a blanket, and Alex let me. But that still didn't stop the boy from leaving my head. I should've asked if he was okay when I first got there, but no, I didn't. He might've not of took the pills if I asked if he was okay. I could've saved him. I can't help but think it's my fault.

Notes

:O I don't know what happened. :( By the way, the updates won't be as much because I actually have no internet. I'm on my mum's internet from her limit internet from her phone blah blah blah. This was a weird, sad chapter.