Deer In The Headlights

Jack's p.o.v
*Time lapse 4 hours*
The dreading smell of the not-so-busy hospital entered my nose. I finally knew what this hospital actually smelt like; it wasn't so good. The hospital was a mixture of medicine, latex and freshly cleaned floors. The hospital corridor never seemed to end. It felt like it keep continuously going on and on. I could see the front double doors of the hospital; but it seemed so far when it was so close. Right now, I just didn't want to leave the hospital. I didn't want to leave Alex, but I had to. I have to go. I have to say a sweet goodbye to the one that has stopped the nightmares most of the time. The one that hasn't made me afraid to go to sleep at night because I always know he'll be there when I wake up from the disaster. I never thought I could love hot chocolate so much. But now, I have to go. I'm walking with my best friend Alex. The one I kissed fully on the lips. We were walking very slowly towards the front entrance to meet my mum; who'll be dying to see me.

"You know, I'm kinda gonna miss you, Lex." I frowned with sadness. 'Lex' is a nickname I found for him on our little hanging out session. I never thought I would be saying that to my doctor. He stared down at the ground as we continued to walked down the silent corridor.

"Me too, Jack. Me too." He mumbled, moving his hair out his face as he looked up to me with a sad smile.

"Hey, you never know, we could meet again!" I chuckled, grabbing tighter onto my crutches. He smiled a happy smile before looking ahead. I followed his actions to see we where a few steps away from the entrance.

I stopped before we reached the entrance. Alex looked around when he noticed there was noise of crutches being slammed against the clean hospital floor. He turned around to me with confusion.

"Jack?" Alex asked, cautious to what I was doing. From the corner of my eye, I could see the cleaning cupboard. I bit my lip and looked back to Alex. I must say, he looked fricking hot right now. His pink and blonde in his hair mixed well with his brown-ish hair.

"Just Er, follow me." I mumbled, turning mg crutches towards the door. I hopped over to the brown cupboard door. Alex was biting his lip as he ended up beside me. I froze for a second before opening the door. I cautiously stepped in, trying not to accidentally hit one of my crutches on the door. I signalled Alex to step in. He frowned before stepping slowly in and closing the door behind us. The cupboard room was a little bit small. Buckets and cleaning stuff were hanging on a single shelf beside me and Alex. Alex was in front of me, looking confused.

"Jack, what are yo-"

I cut Alex off by connecting my lips with Alex's as I leaned forward. He seemed extremely shocked by my sudden actions, but he didn't look like he was complaining. I smiled into the kiss and Alex closed his eyes, kissing back. I also closed my eyes, making the one of the crutch on my un-casted arm slide down my arm. I lifted the arm up and placed it against the wall close to Alex's head, kissing even deeper. I could now fully taste Alex. He tasted of coffee; we were drinking hot chocolate and coffee earlier. But something was there. Something I haven't tasted before. But for some reason, the taste was like a drug; I wanted more and more of it. I started licking Alex's bottom lip for entrance. He kissed harder before opening his mouth, my tongue happily entering his tasteful mouth. My tongue danced with his and I moaned a little. I blushed as I realised but shook it off when Alex licked my tongue with his own. I pulled back, needing some kind of air. Alex started kissing my jaw line, reaching to behind my ear. I moaned as shivers crawled down my back. Then suddenly, Alex licked my earlobe.

"Fuck, Alex." I mumbled, tipping my head back a little bit. I could feel his smile as he leant back, looking at me in the eyes.

"You know, I hope I see you again," Alex smiled, pecking my lips, "You're a great kisser." He smirked. I blushed and connected my lips with his one more time. To be honest, Alex is fucking perfect at kissing. Our lips molded together so nicely, it was un believable. As looked down Alex, checking him out for maybe the last time, I could see a problem. Damn.

"You got turned on by that?" I chuckled, rolling my eyes. He looked confused before looking down. He gasped and looked at me angrily.

"You arsehole. How am I going to got rid off this now?" He groaned, hovering his hand over his crotch; so I couldn't see. To be honest, it was a nice sight. I shrugged, grinning.

"I hate you." He leaned down and nibbled my neck. We both knew how wrong this way, but we didn't care.

"You could always- shit. You can get rid of it now. I'll wait outside. O-or you could cover it." I mumbled as Alex released his lips from my neck and looked at me. He sighed and nodded.

"I can't get rid off it in here-hospital. Could I borrow you're jumper?" He asked, sighing. I smiled and nodded.

He helped me get off my jumper. Seen as I'm taller then him, and my jumper was a little big for me too, it fitted Alex perfectly; hiding his boner. I'm quite sure Alex isn't aloud to wear jumpers in work, but he told me about the 'leaving the hospital' thing.

"Come on." I smiled, opening the door.

We stepped out off the cupboard and walked to the entrance.

"Well," I sadly said, turning to Alex.

"I guess this is goodbye." I frowned, becoming really fucking sad. I could never handle saying goodbye.

"I guess it is." Alex frowned, and then hugged me. I hugged back with my free arm, and sniffed in the smell of Alex for the last time. When I pulled back, I starred deep into his brown eyes.

"I just- I just want to say thank you. You've helped me so much, Alex. I'm actually happy I landed here." I smiled. Alex returned the smile and I continued.

"Thank you so much, Alex. You're probably the best doctor I have ever had and I lov-"

"Jack!" I heard my name being called. I didn't care though. Was I about to say I loved my doctor? What the hell?

"Jack, where have you been?!" My mum smiled, hugging me tightly. I sighed, looking at Alex. He seemed to be zoning out.

"I've been in hospital, mum?" I said, confused to how she was acting.

"I know that, dummy." She frowned, tapping my shoulder.

"I meant, why was you so late to get out?!" She chuckled, shaking her head. I bit my lip at the cupboard room thing. I smiled to myself. As I looked around for Alex, I realised he wasn't there. I looked all around me, and he wasn't there. He left? Without saying goodbye? I felt tears pickle my eyes.

"Well?" She chuckled, starring at me. I bit my lip and looked up go her.

"Doesn't matter, mum. Come on, let's go." I smiled weakly at my mum. She smiled and started leading the way.

As soon as I was helped into the car, I felt like shit. I couldn't believe Alex would leave without even saying goodbye. I frowned and looked out my window. I looked at the hospital one last time. It looked smaller on the outside like most buildings do. But, for some reason, it looked even smaller.

"Alright, let's go home!" My mum said in glee. I put on my best smile as I could muster. She started the car and started backing out the parking space we were in. I looked back to the hospital for the last time.

"Goodbye, Alex."

Notes

Heeeyy!! Wow, that was the smallest hiatus ever. Welcome back? i don't know. By the way, I don't know anything about hospitals or therapy at all >:| Thanks for reading though.