I'm intoxicated by the lie.

~Jack's POV~
I was honestly scared out of my mind of what Alex was going to make me do. I just knew he wouldn't hurt me, it's just weird how I now that even though we've known each other less than a day. I turned the door knob to my room and walked in, Alex's hand on my butt the whole time.
"Now, all I want is a kiss. From you." He said steeping away from me. If I wasn't so nice, I would've slapped that stupidly cute smirk off his face. "Well kiss me then." I muttered. I heard him chuckle and felt him wrap his arms around my neck. "Princess, I want YOU to kiss ME. As in you initiate it." He whispered in my ear.
I tensed up and started breathing quickly. No no no, not here. Not in front of him. I pushed him away with trembling hands, I felt like I was going to start crying soon if something didn't happen. "J-Jack? Oh my god, shh. It's okay. I sorry if what I did caused this." Alex said sitting down pulling me down with him. "Here listen to this, it'll help you."
~Alex's POV~
I didn't know that, that would cause him to have a fucking panic attack! I pulled out my phone and headphones and put them in his ears. I quickly picked a Blink 182 song. I held Jack in my arms until he stopped shaking and crying. "Jack, I'm so, so fucking sorry." I whispered against his hair.
"A-Alex?" He whispered weakly. "Yes Jack?" I said leaning my head back against the wall. "Please don't leave me." He said turning around. He was moving closer until I could smell the food we had for dinner on his breath. "Alex, I don't want us to move to fast. I'm not sure about my sexuality yet either." He said pecking me quickly on the cheek.
I sat there in shock and touched the cheek he kissed. "Jack, I would never leave you." I said hugging him tightly. He hugged me back just as tightly, if not harder. "Alex! Time to go!" I heard my mom yell before knocking on the door. "Mrs. Gaskarth, thank you for bringing Alex over. We got along very well." Jack said slinging his arm over my shoulder. My mom laughed and nodded before pestering me about hurrying up. I quickly hugged Jack before leaving. When we got home my mom pulled me into the kitchen to talk to me. "Alex, we need to talk. It's about your, uh, preference." She said sternly. Well fuck.

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