I'm intoxicated by the lie.
I'm gonna make you bend and break
~Alex's POV~
I couldn't take it anymore, I had to kiss him. I whipped around, pulling his face close to mine and kissed him. He tasted so good, he tasted a bit like chocolate. All to soon, I felt a pair of hands on my shoulders. Pushing me away. "Alex, what the heck?! Why did you just do that?!" Jack said looking at me, petrified.
"Because Jack, I felt like it!" I said raising my voice. Honestly, it shouldn't have bothered me, but it kinda hurt me that he pushed me away. "Alex, I am not gay. I never will be, I-I'd be ashamed if I were you." He said looking at the ground.
I bit my lip to keep from crying, never have I let something get to me so bad. Sure, I've put up with the names, the taunting, the bullying, and everything else, but this hurt the most. I guess this is why I built up my walls, to keep myself protected. "O-Okay, I'm going to get some fresh air." I said walking out of his room. I could hear him calling my name behind me, but not once did I turn to look at him. I knew if I did, I wouldn't be able to hold in my tears any longer. I hurried down the stairs and out the front door. Luckily, I didn't run into anyone who would've made me talk.
I walked around the grounds a bit before I found a great climbing tree. I quickly climbed up the tree and onto a huge branch. I looked at the beautiful meadow that it was set in, I could've sat there for the rest of my existence. I pulled put my headphones, but stopped when I heard him call my name. "Alex! Come on, answer me! I know that you're up there!" Jack yelled up the tree at me.
"No, I think I'll stay up here! I like it, being all alone you know? " I shouted back down at him, shoving my headphones in my ears. I had turned up Highway To Hell all the way up and was singing along. I decided to close my eyes and just let the music envelope me. Then Jack had to rip them out. "What the hell?!" I yelled at him. He looked at me and said "Listen first, headphones later." I huffed and crossed my arms over my chest.
"Look Alex, I'm sorry. I didn't know that what I said would hurt you so bad Just please say something..." He said sadly. It was hard to even think that he wasn't being genuine.
"Jack, I really like you. Yeah I've only known you for a day, but I still like you. If you would even be ashamed to even be gay or bi, why should I think something could happen between us?" I said climbing down the tree.
I began to walk off quickly towards the way I came, I heard a small grunt come from behind me as Jack jumped down from the lowest branch of the tree.
"Can we be friends though? I mean, if I do end up being bi, then maybe something could happen between us. Just please, get to know me first." Jack said running in front of me. I stopped and sighed, deciding that he might be bi and just not know it.
"Maybe, you owe me for saying I should be ashamed of myself though." I said smirking. I already knew what I wanted, I just needed to lure him in. "W-What do you want?" He said looking at me. We had began to walk towards his house again when I walked up behind him and grabbed his ass. "That, my dear Jack, is for me to know and for you to find out." I said smirking. With that we arrived back at his house and ate dinner before running up to his room and closing the door. "I'm gonna make you bend and break." I sung into his ear, causing him to tense up.
Notes
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Hey AllTimeMay, this is Alovelikewar421. Thank you so much for saying that you like my story. I would love to keep posting on this story, but I've been locked out of my account somehow. I will try to post again with the story name as I'm Intoxicated By The Lie (cont'd)
4/20/15