A Dark Love To Hold

Anger and fustration. I'm by far glad i hadn't let those emotions of mine run wild. Hell, this mall is still operational with what i'm feeling at the moment. Those idiots decided to make this decision on their own. Without my consent. How dare they. While im silently glaring at them from the store, I notice that Vic is making his way here. In a fasionable manner i follow him to where this store displays there cameras.
"Have you no respect or decentcy to telling me what you have done?", with all the power in my voice i had snarled at him.
"I know, i'm sorry but he needed some cheering up to do.", Vic cooly said. He hadn't even looked at me, just scanning the line of cameras. He picks one up, inspects it and nods to himself. "Alex, i know we disobeyed but be reasonable. All four of us have been by his side and won't let danger get near him. It's what we are here, are we not?" He is now giving me his up most attention.
Bringing my hand up, i tap my middle finger agaisnt my nose while attempting to calm down. In the mist of all this horrid mess i realize Vic is correct. Sadly that is. Of course, this doesn't mean they won't be punished for this act. The Great Four or not, the act won't go unnoticed. Signing deeply, i snatch the camera out of Vic's hand and glare at him.
"I'll buy him this. You just do what your told to do. Understand?", i vicously point a finger at him. I do realize i'm being childish. At this moment, i could give a rats ass.
"As you wish.", Vic holds up both hands as if giving me a sign of defeat. Like hell he will.
We both check out and i watch as Vic leaves back to Jack. He plesantly looks happy as he receives his camera and begins to tear up. Right when he takes a picture he spys me. I couldn't express anything towards him, he as well made me feel angered. I fought the urge to smile at him, instead i gave no emotion and left. Jack never creased to amaze me let alone change me all the more. Forever will i be damned for that.


Slamming the doors i cared less, i walked straight in to Chris office. He of course gives me a look, i simply sat on the couch and glared at him.
"Do you have any idea what the Great Four has done? Selfishly making rash desicions on their own and not taking note of Jack's safety!"
"They were with him correct?", he went back to writing.
"Yes but that doesn't-"
"Then there is no reason to be complaining. They are with the boy. No harm can be done. One thing you are correct about is thier lack of permission. So will you please stop ruining the couches? I don't want to have Jessica whine about it", he sets his pen down and looks at me. Huffing my breath i know he is right. Childish i am being. Now that im thinking about it, it certainly is humiliating. Taking a deep breath, i grab a fistful of my hair.
"What is happening to me Chris? Am i losing my sense of pride as being a vampire? I shall not bow to a human. A pathetic useless humam. But.....why Jack? Why does he do this to me?", i forceably tugged my hair. I grin sadly and tear up.
"It's the price we pay for our mates. Nothing can change it as it is pure destiny. I know it may be difficult but soon you'll understand the beauty of it. The jest of how it works as well. For now this stage is the most hard to deal with. As for your pride? Well we will know when we cross that bridge", he sits by me while patting my back. For what this is worth, i may not have the slightest idea what will become. Jack makes me weak. He makes me drown in the pleasure of his life. He makes me lose my monsterous appeal yet feeding it so it becomes more devlish. In that moment i have come to realize that i indeed do hate Jack. But i won't let him walk away. No. He shall be mine for what i please. This i do accept. I stand, fixing my blazer and hair in place, i walk to the door. I turn back to Chris and meet his weary gaze.
"Those idiots punishment is having the night shift."

Notes

God im so shitty at this. No excuses i swear i sort of just......forgot? Yeah i dont know. Anyway i hope my writing hasnt become shitty.
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