A Dark Love To Hold

Do you know that feeling of freedom bursting through your viens? I don't feel any guilt or regret, I'm finally living a life I've always wanted. Frank suggested that we ditch school to go to the mall. I smiled at that and let both him and Kellin lead me out of the restrooms. I guess they notified Gerard and Vic, considering that they where waiting outside for us. They smiled at me and handed me an umbrella since it started to sprinkle a bit. I opened it and something in me made me turn to look back, when I did I saw a familiar crow looking at me with those black eyes of his. It gave me the chills and looked forward to find that Frank and Kellin had paired with Gerard and Vic, they smiled at me once again.
"Shall we go?", Gerard spoke up. Frank stretched his arm to me. Waiting for me to make a final decision.
"Gladly.",i took his hand and linked arms with him. We began walking away from our school, seeing the white puff of air coming out of my mouth, wondering how this day will go.


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I quickly took a photo of the sky with my cellphone and smiled for the millionth time today. Its 4:00 already, we've been everywhere in town. In this period of time I've learned a lot about them. Gerard is the oldest, his into comics, sings, and an artist. Frank is the second oldest, plays the guitar, is a big goof ball, and loves animals. Vic is the mid, can speak Spanish, also plays the guitar, and writes meaningful poems. Kellin is the youngest, he's loud haha, apperantly can make clothes, is the biggest softy out of all three of the guys.
For once in my life i dont seem out of place. I felt as if i fit in in this world, free of worries and my over thinking mind. My phone startes ringing.....again. I guess Vic noticed my annoyance since he took my phone amd powered it off.
"Wait how I'm i suppose to take pictures?", i asked. I wanted to make and keep these membories even if its by a picture. I dont want to ever forget thia day, i know i sound cheesey but i dont care.
"I'll buy you a camera, don't worry.",Vic said while he passed me my phone. My mouth yet wide and I shakes my head.
"No way! That's too expensive and its too much of a bother. Please dont buy me one!", i wanted to tear up. Thats too much to ask for and i dont deserve it at all. Plus we all barely met so its not right.
"Don't worry about it. Just let me do this okay?", he got up, put his hand on my head and left. Just like that. I didnt even have a say. Right when i was getting up to stop him, Kellin manged to grab my arm and drag me to the food court. I tried to get out of his grip but hes strong for being suck a skinny guy. One wiff of the food and my stomach growled so loud thats it caused Gerard to arch an eyebrown at me. I blushed and looked down while they all laughed.
"What do you want to eat? And dont you lie to me, it will hurt my feelings.", he smiled sweetly. There just all to nice and i dont want to hurt there feelings. So i told him and ordered me some food. We all went back to a free table and started talking. I noticed that Vic is taking way too long.
"Don't worry he's coming. See?", Gerard pointed ahead, when i looked back he held a new high tech camera and a bag. He snapped a picture of all of us and smiled wide.
" This camera apperantly can work great in a shitty ass weather like now so you can still capture good shots.", he passed me the camera and I couldn't stop staring at it. I got up and gave him a big hug and started crying. I'm grateful for meeting all of them. They all laughed and told me comforting words. I backed away and wiped the tears out of my eyes and decided to take a picture of this moment, right when we were all posing, just out of the corner of my eye, Isaw him. Alex. He had an unreadable expression and turned away. Just like that, he disappeared.

Notes

So I'm stuck dog sitting/house sitting and I'm bored out of my wits. I wrote this on my phone so any errors I'll correct later.
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