A Dark Love To Hold

"He's right isn't he? We did see each other again.", I heard him squeal and right them I let out a deep breath I've been holding in for sometime now. It's just Frank....I think.
"Dude let him go your scaring him and probably making him uncomfortable.", Vic said. Guess I was right.
Frank let go of me and I slowly turned around, looking quickly down and feel a blushing rising to my cheeks. What is before me? Well Vic and Frank with there other half is what is before me.
"Oh Gerard. Kellin. This is Jack, the one we met at the music store last time.", Frank said with so much enthusiasm.
I had to look up, it was rude of me to just ignore them even if I wasn't good with meeting new people. I've noticed two other guys standing next to Vic and Frank. The one next to vic is slightly taller than him, sporting the same wavy long locks of hair except it was Black. He look more.... feminine and shy, considering that he move more behind Vic while gripping his arm.
"Jack, this is Kellin Quinn, my boyfriend. He's a bit shy at first but once he gets use to you, he's hard to control.", Vic chuckled at the end of that which made Kellin glare at him then smile at me.
The other guy that was close to Frank is completely the opposite of Kellin. In fact he was the tallest among all of us and has unnaturally bright red hair that suits him just fine. He seemed more serious then the others, and im not going lie, which intimidates me a bit.
"This amazing man is Gerard Way. No, he isn't mean. That's just how he looks but I promise you he's a sweetheart.", Frank winks and Gerard which causes me to giggle.
"Its nice to meet you both. Hm do you guys live around here?", secretly I'm hoping they do. I know I've barely met and don't know anything about them but it will be nice to have them as friends.
"Actually no but we are attending your school starting today. We should start walking there since we will be late.", Gerard spoke rather calming. As much as I would like to talk to them all, he is right about it. Before I turned around, I saw Vic hold Kellins hand and Gerard doing the same with Frank. I looked away and started walking ahead of them.
It must be nice to have a person you like let alone love. To be honest, I have read plenty of romance novels and seen romantic movies which leaves me wanting just that. It's so silly of me to actually hope for it let alone long for it deeply. It makes me feel so lonely and....hopeless. No one will ever like me, I'm too much too handle and they will constantly have to suffer of how much of a huge klutz I am. Despite what I feel and think.....I still have the slightest hope that I'll find that one person who wouldn't matter about all of my insecurities and faults.


Sooner than I hoped for, we all made it to school on time. I lead the guys to the office and offer my number to stay in contact if they needed me when I'm suddenly pulled away from them by Zack.
"Why the hell are you with them?!", he squeezed my arm more forcibly and successfully making me flinch. "Jack, answer me!"
"Its none of your business and that was rude of you to do! Now let me go Zack it hurts!", I yelled and trying to get out of his strong grasp. I don't know what's gotten into him, he's never like this and its scaring the shit out of me.
"I don't know what's going on but I suggest you let Mr. Barakat go Mr. Merrick.", He said rather forcibly than being calm.
Zack basically growled at him before obeying what he said. I rubbed my arm and tried with all my might not to burst in tears. When will I ever be in a normal state when talking to him? Why is he even noticing me again after he told me not to get involved with him? This is all so confusing. I tried to calm down, honestly I did, and I turned around. Avoiding his gaze as much as possible.
"I-its okay Mr. Gaskarth. I'm fine", and pushed past alex and ran to the nearest restroom. I went into a stall, locked it, and sat on the toilet.
You know that feeling of mixed emotions running throughout your whole entire body and not knowing what to do? Well thats exactly how I'm feeling and I can't hold it in anymore. I rested my formed fists on my forehead and sobbed. I guess I cried quite loudly since I didn't hear someone knock on the stall door.
"Hm Jack are you okay?", He said with a worried tone. I didn't say anything, instead I leaned forward and unlocked the door and met with a very nervous Kellin and Frank.
"We saw you running in here. Hey, it's okay. Do you want to talk about it?", Frank kneeled in front of me, resting one of his hands on my knee. I couldn't tell them this yet so I shaked my head slightly.
"I think you need a distraction.", Kellin said, barely above a whisper. I looked at him to see him offer a warm smile to which I returned.
"Oh your a genius Kellin! How about it Jack? Straight after school will go somewhere to take your mind off things?", Frank grabbed both my hands in his and smiled widely, waiting for my answer.
Things have been very strange lately and I do want to get away from it. But I barely know them so is it even safe to be hanging around them? I think about it a few more times until I reached an answer. I take a deep breath and wipe away the remaining tears on my cheek and smile give them a small smile.
"Can we go to the mall?", to which Kellin and Frank smiled and lead me out the restroom.

Notes

Ha! I updated in the same week for the first time. I'm very proud of myself haha but let's see if it continues.....
Oh ma gawd, you guys guess what? I got 2 kittens that are flying in sometime this week from Baltimore, Maryland. There my babies and I will show pictures on my blog so come check them out!^~^
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