A Dark Love To Hold

Looking at my closet never caused me so much dread, which isn't a new emotion. Row after row of different shirts and pants that are carefully either folded or hanged, shoes that still has the scent of it being taken out of the box it came in, accessories that line up evenly, and so on. I can only take so much but knowing if I don't wear any of it for at least once will cause me trouble.
"Jessica is all of this really necessary? I mean I won't probably even get to wear half of it before you start making new materials.", I turn in time to see her glare at me.
"Don't you start Alexander. Sooner or later you will thank me for supplying you with this. Be thankful that I'm not picking out your outfits or you'll really be bitching.", She takes yet another shirt out and hands me it.
"I wonder how Ricky deals with you...", I silently muttered under my breath. I know it's rude of me but at times like this I can't help it.
"He learned to. Now hurry up and get ready. The boys already made there way to school and they know whom to look out for so you won't have trouble with it.", She quickly packs her belongings, puts on her hat and shades then she turns to me.
"I know you don't need me to tell you but please don't lose control okay?", I smile and nod. Jessica kisses my forehead and leaves.
Finally, after many days of ignoring Jack are over and I can repair our growing relationship. I may be a fool for giving it my all for one mortal but let me tell you this. He isn't just any mortal. No, he's something specail and I have the strong desire to protect him. Even if it will cost me my dignity,my body,and my soul. He's so pure and innocent, better than an angel in fact,that has the devils creature tight between his fragile fingers. And I more than willing letting him do as he wishes with me, only wanting to please him the best of my ability.
I chuckle at the thought and quickly get ready for the day. Once im done I go downstairs and into the kitchen to have my douse of tablets with breakfast. When I finish I leave and head to school, all while having a smile on my face.


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Before walking into the building I call for Rian. He immediately comes and transforms quickly.
"How I'm I of service to you?", He asks.
"As of now the great four our here to help keep an eye on Jack. I want you to visualize his every move and make sure both the four and Jack having no trouble. If anything goes wrong you immediately come to me. Understood?", I know the way that I'm asking is very rude but knowing what's at stake, it's not of importance.
"You won't have anything to worry." I nod and dismiss him, making him transform to his form and take him usual place by my room. Hearing the bell ring, I know it's time for what I've been waiting for and I walk to what's to come. I head inside and walk to my room but stop when I see a dispute among Jack and that person he calls friend. Does he have his hands on him? As the looks of it Jack isn't having none of it. Infuriated I make my way towards them, stopping only inches away from Jack and glare at Zach. If looks can literally kill, I would be grateful to the one they name 'God'.
"I don't know what's going on but I suggest you let Mr. Barakat go Mr. Merrick.", Oh how I tried to have a calming voice but failed miserably. I sence Jack tense up and Zach huffs, letting me know he hears me.
Slowly Jack turns to look at me but looks down to avoid my eyes. I frown at his sudden action, knowing that it hurts.
"I-its okay M-mr. Gaskarth.", He says and walks away. Suddenly I hear a snicker and turn to look at Zach.
"I suggest you go to class. I won't write you a pass.", I said and walk to my room. I don't know who he think he is but he needs to go. I don't care how or when but that insolent being will be gone once and for all.

Notes

I'm back!^-^
i apologize for being gone for so long but I won't leave anymore......for now. So I've been thinking about getting a co-author to help me write a chapter or two when I'm out but I don't know yet.
i know this chapter suck but it's sort of like a filter but it will soon get better I promise.
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