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It's just a dare. How bad can it be?

Facing Reality

Jack's P.O.V.

Alex was in the nurses office at the moment with Rian, I waited outside like the nurse told me to. Rian was sent to the hospital with a broken nose & Alex was sent home & suspended from school for three days. Later that day after school, I needed to ask Brendon what got Alex so mad. Obviously he knew about it & it seemed like he'd be the only one to give me any answers right now. We also need to talk about what he confessed to me.

"Brendon!" I yelled, trying to catch up to him.

"Hey.." Brendon said as I caught up to him.

"You going home?" I asked.

"Well, yea..."

"Uh, you got some time to talk?" I asked. Brendon nodded & stopped walking.

"So....yesterday....you said..uh-"

"I'm in love with you." Brendon finished for me. I nodded.

"How long have you felt this way?" I asked.

"A while....I just wish you'd pick me over Alex. He's just been lying to you." Brendon spoke. I got that feeling in my stomach. I didn't like it but I knew I had to ask.

"...W-what got him s-so mad?....what do you all know that I don't?" I asked. My stomach turned as I waited for him to reply.

"He's been lying to you this whole time....he, he um....made a bet with Rian." Brendon spoke. I was confused but either way, my stomach felt worse.

"...Bet? What do you mean bet? What kind of bet?" I asked.

"They bet on you,Jack. Rian made a bet with Alex that first day you two met....if he dated you for a whole month & a half, he gets $100...." Brendon spoke. "He's only been with you this whole time for the money." I didn't believe him...Alex would never do that to me....I need to hear it from him.

"You're lying..." I managed to choke out.

"I wish I was..."

A tear managed to escape my eye before I turned around & started running towards Alex's house. I need to know this isn't true...that it's all just a lie, a dream.....I ran & ran as fast as I could to get to Alex's house. I finally stopped in front of his door, breathless & holding in all the tears that were threatening to spill out. Then I knocked on the door. Alex's mom answered.

"I-is Alex here?" I asked.

"Jack! Hey! He's upstairs, just a little stressed but go on up." She spoke. She let me inside & I walked upstairs to his room. I took in a deep breath before opening his door.

"Alex.....I-I need you to tell me it isn't true..." I spoke. Alex looked up from his pillow & then stood up coming towards me.

"What are you talking about, love?" Alex asked. He held my hand & I didn't dare pull away. I wanted to believe what Brendon told me wasn't true.

"Did you date me just for a bet?..." I asked. Alex's grip tightened on my hands as he answered.

"Where'd you hear that?..." Alex asked, swallowing hard.

"Brendon told me...now answer my question..."

"You don't believe tha-"

"Answer it!" I yelled in frustration. I let go of his hand, I was crying now. The snowball formed in my throat wouldn't go away.

"Jack I don't think I-"

"Tell me, Alex! Don't lie to me!" Alex stayed silent, tears running down his cheeks now.

"Y-yes...I'm sorry....I'm so sorry, Jack...It was a mistake.." Alex spoke. He was a crying mess at this point & frankly, I was too. I didn't know what to say. I was heartbroken for the first time & it felt worse than any pain I've ever felt in my life.

"Jack, say something...." Alex spoke. He stepped closer to me & cupped my face in his hands. We looked at each other crying. I kissed him on last time.

"I love you...m-more than you'll ever know...just promise me y-you won't e-ever talk to me ever again. Promise me you'll stay away from me. Just go on with your fucking life like we never met! Take your fucking money from Rian & laugh at how you lied to me about everything, lead me to think you actually loved me....just stay away from me." I spoke. I was crying more than I ever have before. I was irate, wretched, & hurt.

"No, Jack! Please! Don't do this, baby...don't do this. I'm fucking sorry! I love you, Jack! The feelings were & still are real!" Alex yelled. I tried ignoring him but he clung himself onto me & wouldn't let me go. He was crying into my chest & begging me not to leave. I don't think I was crying as much as him. His crying seemed like you could hear even from outside. It hurt so damn much, but I stayed strong. I pushed him off me & ran out the room, down the stairs, & out the front door.

I ran home & locked myself up in my room for the rest of the night, crying my eyes out. I didn't sleep, I didn't step out even when my mom came home asking for cigarettes. I knew Brendon said I would end up getting hurt...but I never thought this would happen.

Notes

Alex's P.O.V. is next & then it's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But don't worry! I'll be doing a sequel to this story! :D I'm starting it on Monday, so don't unsubscribe!

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@Adrienne Avery
Thank you c':

Loved this. ^.^

Adrienne Avery Adrienne Avery
9/19/14

@Rebecca.Troy
I'm glad you're catching up! c: And thank you so so so much ! <3 It really means a lot to me, thank you. c';

Okay....sooo I remember reading the first couple of chapters when they came out, but forgot to subscribe. So now I'm reading the whole story and I'm at the part with the flashback with Dan.... And I just wanted to say you wrote that beautifully. I have tears in my eyes from this!! So wonderfully written. You're an amazing writer!!! <3 ;(

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8/13/14

@shadybabii
really? cx