You Have My Heart, At Least For The Most Part

Pizza. I needed pizza right now. My stomach was practically shouting at me, desesperate for some form of food.

I walked to the kitchen, yawning. Opened the fridge, took out some pizza that must have been there for at least a month, jumped on the couch and started watching tv. I started watching a crappy romantic movie, the ending too damn obvious.

As I stared at the tv, my thoughts went to another place. Why couldn't I be like this? On a real relationship, not with one night stands. I always blamed her, but, what if it was my fault? After all, I should have forgotten about her by now. Even though she made it difficult by calling me everytime I was about to do so.

I sighed, exasperated. She was probably with a new boyfriend, living on a big house, with everything she ever wanted. Everything I never could afford to give her. Material things, of course. I always tried to be the most awesome boyfriend ever. Great in bed, super cute when she wanted, being distant when she needed so, helping her whenever I could. But, as I can see now, it wasn't enough.

I remember the day my heart broke into millions of pieces. I got to our house an hour before than I was used to arrive. She had moved with me three months before. Seeing as we had been together for three years, it wasn't early at all what we were doing.

I opened the front door, when I heard some weird noises coming from our bedroom. You probably already imagined what will happen next, don't you? I went to our room and there she was. A tall man was there, his head hidden in between her open legs, making her scream.

I clared my throat, for them to realize I was there, watching the whole scene.

"Jack." She said, staring at me. "What are you doin-uh doing here so oh my fucking God early?"

"What is he doing here?"

"Fucking me, can't you see it?" She replied, smirking at me. "I won't tell you that this isn't what you think it is, because it won't make any sense, right? Yes, I'm cheating on you, because you make me want to kill myself of how boring you are, Barakat. So, if you don't mind me, I want to reach my climax as soon as possible. Could you leave us five minutes alone? Then I'll pack my things and leave before you even remember I was someday here."

And that hurt. A lot. How could she behave like it was not a big thing? She was fucking with someone else while being with me!

And then, it came to my mind. That's what I am helping people to do. To cheat on others, because they sleep with me tonight, but tomorrow they will be all cheesy with their boy/girlfriends. I am the one that gets all alone and depressed.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

"Rian? You forgot your keys again?" I yelled. No answer. I shrugged and went to open the door. "He-Alex?!"

"Sorry fo-or distu-urbing yo-u, Mr. Barakat... Rian told me to come over to study." He said, blushing.

"Dawson? But he isn't her-... That little piece of shit." I frowned, but smiled on the inside. Rian told Alex to come over because he might think I am feeling lonely. He keeps bugging me about me liking Alex. Idiot. I moved from the door, letting Alex come in. "So..."

"So...?"

"Do you wanna sit on the couch with me while waiting for Rian to return? I can text him meanwhile to ask him where the fuck is he." Alex nodded. I headed to the couch, moving my head for him to follow me, which he did. "I was wanting a love movie. I can be such a hopeless romantic sometimes." I said, making the boy next to me laugh.

"Which movie it is?" Alex asked.

"Um... have you seen that one in which the boy is super popular, the girl is shy and unpopular, the boy pushes her accidentally, helps her pick up her books, and in that moment they instantly fall in love with each other? And there's lots of drama because the most popular girl likes that boy too and stuff? But he is finally with the unpopular girl, who's really hot, by the way."

"Yeah! It's my favourite movie ever." Alex laughed again, and I couldn't help but grinn.

"You can change if you want to."

"Nah, this is okay."

We kept silent for a few minutes, both of us absorved on the movie. I had already text Rian, telling him to come over right now, and he just replied a little "lol nope" and stopped answering my texts. Fucking bastard.

"Jack?" Alex asked, taking me out of my thoughts.

"Um?" I turned around to look at him, and what happened next I wasn't expecting it at all.



Alex was kissing me.

Notes

I don't know where did that come from bUT HEY THEY KISSED
Sorry for the long wait. I'M SO SHITTY AT UPDATING STUFF! But school is so annoying. I have like, ten pages of homework to do per day. Fuck everything. Buuut, I could take some free time and give you a super awesome update. I'm kinda proud of this chapter, I don't know why. I just like it. A lot. ^^

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